I do agree with you that our capabilities come in spurts. For a while, I had dreams on a weekly basis. And I know exactly what you mean about the blue entities! Right now, my dreams(when I remember them) involve UFO contact. I no longer get stressed out when I think about 2012 and read of things that may happen. I am very much a peace with it all. I do believe that something will happen in 2012, but, I am not exactly sure what to believe. I see and read various things that can drive a person insane. Like you, I want to be of service to others. I decided not to read too much into all the hype and follow my heart and listen to my gut on this one. It has never misguided me.
Love and Light,
Lola