I do agree with you that our capabilities come in spurts. For a while, I had dreams on a weekly basis. And I know exactly what you mean about the blue entities! Right now, my dreams(when I remember them) involve UFO contact. I no longer get stressed out when I think about 2012 and read of things that may happen. I am very much a peace with it all. I do believe that something will happen in 2012, but, I am not exactly sure what to believe. I see and read various things that can drive a person insane. Like you, I want to be of service to others. I decided not to read too much into all the hype and follow my heart and listen to my gut on this one. It has never misguided me.
Love and Light,