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Title: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on October 24, 2018, 07:58:36 PM
Post moved from Intro Board, as I feel that this board is perhaps a more fitting board for the subject. //Solani

Good Morning R.R. & Everyone…

I would have answered your reply much sooner, but, have had lots of “mundane” winter prepping to do. However, 04.30 here, gots my coffee, so I’ll try to perhaps clarify more in-depth what I was thinking about while writing parts of the post you replied to. Bear in mind, I’ve had way too little caffeine so, it just might result in muddying the waters even more… LOL

Been thinking that perhaps this thread should be moved to a more appropriate subject/topic? Any of the Mods know which one, please feel free to do so. I’ve also been mulling around the line of thought, to perhaps start a post in one of the “woo woo” threads/forums, where I could write about what I feel/hear/see and my interpretation of whatever when I’ve been out and about or, just random thoughts/visions throughout the day, that I feel aren’t exactly mine. Would this be something anyone here on the forum would be interested in? Perhaps mostly ramblings but, I’ve found that many of those “ramblings” do lead to some accurate information, even if they at times just start out with incoherent “ramblings”. I compare it to dialing in the right channel on a radio. Lots of “static” before you find a channel that is responding in a coherent way, clearly answering with thoughts that aren’t mine. Sort of like putting out a lot of chatter and waiting to see if someone/something will answer… Difficult to describe. Just remember that, whatever I write is strictly either my own words, or what I feel has been said or described to me, either in words or pictures. I don’t claim to be 100% correct in interpretation of these picture/thought messages but, it could perhaps be interesting if I describe them, and others here on the forum could perhaps if they want to, give their take on whatever?? Would this sound like something that would be interesting?

Anywho…


    Solani,

    Thank you so much for the in-depth explanation of your extensive experiences.


Like I wrote above, these are strictly my own experiences/feelings/thoughts and interpretation of said experiences/thoughts. I don’t really have anyone to bounce these experiences off on, other than my own family and especially my oldest daughter, which also receives a lot of communication and even if “I” feel what I experience to be true… It’s very difficult to claim that it is in fact 100% the whole truth and nothing but the truth. After all, it’s all going on in my head and highly colored by my own interpretation, as well as feelings both prior to and experienced while receiving “communication” …

I don’t know if I would describe them as extensive experiences, it’s more my everyday life and what I have lived with for as long as I can remember. Yeah, maybe it could be referred to as extensive experiences. But, I know of no other way. One of my closest neighbors where I used to live off-grid in Sweden before moving here to BC, asked my son several years ago. “How can your mom handle living/being alone to the extent she is”. My son answered, “My mom is never alone…” Yeah, that kind of sums it up. It might not be living, flesh and blood people/beings/entities (other than the cats and dogs I’ve had as companions/family members throughout the years) I have around me but, nevertheless, who/whatever they are, they are very real to me, as well as to my family. To put it in in other words. I/we know of no other way of life. This is always how it’s been. So, thank you for your Thank you… :) Just remember that what I write, is my own interpretation of what I feel is true, or at least until I’ve been proven that I’ve misinterpreted something.


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You're right that the Abrahmic faiths generally warn the laity not to "dabble."  Yet some among the clergy, maybe not many, are skilled to one degree or another in addressing entities.  And New Testament-era laity are supposed to eventually mature into "the priesthood of believers."  However, NT also says that fasting is necessary to deal with the worst offending entities, and am guessing that very few Westerners teach or observe that practice any more.


I was more referring to the regular everyday religious person that for some reason suddenly regard everyone that belongs to a different mindset/view/gender/whatever as being demon possessed…
But yes, you are correct. Some within the Clergy, the Catholic church is what comes to mind first, do workings in removal/cleansings, when it comes to negative entities/the demonic. However, it is becoming more and more common to find “Exorcists” within all walks of faith, both various Christian paths/denominations as well as non-denomination Clergy. Same with Demonologists, which can have their roots in both Christian, non/denomination and Pagan practices. This is something that doesn’t sit quite right with the Catholic Church, as they somehow seem to feel that they have “dibs” on dealing with the demonic. On a side-note… The Catholic church have several secret rooms/locations, a few located at the Vatican itself, with what they deem to be Demon possessed people, confined to rooms/strapped to beds… If they now are so proficient at what they do, why do they secretly keep these poor souls confined??? Extracting information perhaps??? (my own speculations)

Anywho, I never call myself a Demonologist or Psychic or… I hate labels, which I feel confines you within the frames of description of said label. I do however use some of their techniques if I need to. Not sure how to describe the methods I use (Not even sure I should put it out there, as I feel it could give whatever a “heads up”) So, just to touch it briefly and not in-depth, when I’ve been asked to assist with whatever “bump in the night, not so nice entity” which has been causing issues, even though our family line is of a Traditional Craft linage… Especially myself and my daughter, lean heavily towards the workings of Chaos Theory, within our personal workings. Chaos Theory can be described as highly unpredictable, as you pick and choose from multiple Craft/religious beliefs/practices, most of the time “on the fly/by the seat of your pants” and not a preplanned/prewritten script/ritual… If it works, it works, if it doesn’t, you go back, look at what went wrong or didn’t work, tweak whatever and approach from a slightly, or sometimes from a totally different direction/mindset. I feel that it is in fact the unpredictability that can give you the upper hand needed in battle, as whatever you are dealing with, has no way of anticipating what angle or, how you are going to go about in your attempts to remove/bind them from wherever they have been creating problems. We also have our what most would call Spirit Guides, and/or various Entities that lend a “hand”, when needed/asked for assistance.

I’ve tried the fasting, along with meditating, in communication with Spirit before a working but, at least for me, the fasting part, as in totally abstaining from food/nourishment, doesn’t work for me. I will if I know ahead of time, be careful with what I consume and cleans myself both spiritually as well as physically but, going into “battle” hungry… Nope, my body/vessel needs “fuel” for its physical strength. Which helps me stay stronger Psychically/mentally, especially if it is a working that takes time and requires a higher level of mental strength. Last thing you want, is to run out of “steam” half way through… I will however almost always go visit the location and have a “feel” of what could be there, before I go in for the “fight”. Although, that doesn’t always work, since if there is something of a more negative disposition, they’ll most of the time not show themselves or their true colors. So, it’s important to never assume you know exactly what is at a location and always expect the unexpected.


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So there must be other beings afoot that are a greater problem, maybe an entire menagerie of them...


Yes, IMO there are an entire menagerie of various entities/beings of many types. Same with the EBO’s or ET’s. I’ve found that many if not most feel/believe that the “ET’s” are mostly friendly. I’m not quite so sure about that… Yeah, many even perhaps most, are not “out to get us” but it is my strong feeling that many which are around/among us, really don’t give a hoot and are only here to “study” what is going on. Same as others are here to chronical/record what is about to go down. I seriously detest those beings… I have had them around me on many occasions and it really yanks my chain when I see/feel them standing there with their “notepads/recording devices,” just watching expressionless (kind of like the universes recordkeepers) totally void of emotion, just interested in recording/writing down whatever is going on. Gives me the mental picture of Extraterrestrial journalists… WE WANT THE STORY at any cost… and NO, I am not very polite or PC when I feel them around, far from it!! Same with those that I feel are just here to “watch the show”. (Pass the popcorn beings) More or less making bets on the outcome… Who is going to survive, who is going to die, what is going to cause them (us) to crack, loose it, implode etc. etc. etc…

They are VERY aware of what is about to go down, something that they’ve witnessed many times before. I feel that we are just a reoccurring spectacle, that breaks their own boring existences for a short “moment in time”. Kind of like those of us that go to horse races and place bets… However, the difference is these entities total lack of emotions… Makes me wonder if the only way they can experience “emotions” are through watching how emotions affect us mere mice/lower beings/creatures… I feel that most of them are interdimensional beings, here but not here physically if that makes any sense? While others are here physically, some capable of blending in with the human population, others cloaked and also those which don’t have that capability, watching from their crafts. The rate these beings/crafts/interdimensional beings are increasing their presence, tells me that whatever is to come, is not far away in the future. However, many of these and especially the “recorders/journalists” also show up before any major catastrophe/war/whatever… And, I do believe all of us can clearly see that war is just around the corner. This has been predicted to happen before Planted X arrival so, I do believe that it will follow that timeline.

Thinking that some benevolent race of ET’s will step in at the last moment and prevent what is about to happen, is IMO highly unlikely. If it were so, they would have done it during previous flyby’s… However, I do believe that some of the ET’s that are among us, will lend a hand during the aftermath as if they were/are one of us. Earth is also their home and quite frankly, it’s in their interest same as ours, that life goes on, one way or another. What is about to happen to our earth and us that call Her our home, is a learning experience and one that we will have to experience to learn/grow, however one chooses to see it.

What worries me more than any form of the demonic, is our own species… No, I don’t believe that they are demon possessed. They are however IMO highly influenced by not so benevolent beings, most likely governed/directed… by one of the species that can blend in among us. Those are IMO more worrisome than any form of demonic, or the “Nephilim” that Stephen Quale loves to write about… Heck, even the demonic detest them and that really gives me the clue that they, whoever they are, are beyond pure evil…   

I really don’t care about the “Elite” and their bunkers… Most of them, don’t stand a chance in multiple ways within these bunkers. If the earth changes, earthquakes, volcanic lava, poisonous gases etc. which will crack the walls of their bunkers doesn’t get them, their own selfishness and greed will. Imagine a whole bunch of narcissists locked up together… There will be constant wars amongst them, as well as splitting off into separate groups/fractions, as none of them will want to follow orders, there will be a constant fight for leadership… When the time comes for them to “resurface”, most of the “ruling class” will have died in the earth changes or, annihilated each other in their quest for leadership. What will be coming up from those bunkers will be their soldiers or warriors, which they are/have creating/created… Therein lays the real danger when that time comes…

Regarding learning RV…

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I wonder if maybe you already possess this skill, but someone/something is deliberately blocking you?


That could be true. I have however kept on trying to learn and even “tweaking” the parts that I get blocked on but… hasn’t worked so far and trying to change what doesn’t work (for me) in an already perfected program/way of achieving a goal, perhaps isn’t the right thing to do. But, however a tendency I have due to my “Chaos” mindset? I dunno, I keep getting the feeling, “Why are you trying to change/fix something that ain’t broke?” ;)

Anyhow, I’ll stop here for now…

Wishing you all a great day!
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Jimfarmer on October 24, 2018, 11:19:43 PM
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Thinking that some benevolent race of ET’s will step in at the last moment and prevent what is about to happen, is IMO highly unlikely. If it were so, they would have done it during previous flyby’s…

Gaia and Humanity were not "ripe" enough yet during previous flybys.  This time, we are in a nexus of favorable conditions, including the ongoing overhaul of this universe.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on October 25, 2018, 05:52:37 AM
Yay, Solani's topic now has a permanent home on Town Hall!

Solani, Thank you so much, once again, for opening up and sharing your remarkable gifts with us.  There is so much material to think about here, and I also appreciated Jim's hopeful perspective.

It occurred to me that, since many of us are not similarly gifted, you are in a manner of speaking carrying a burden on behalf of everyone else, in being able to discern and address the entities.  So am holding you in silent prayers for strength and support as you do your work, and perhaps others might also feel so led.

May Solani be blessed in her important work, with discernment, fearlessness, strength, wisdom, rest, cleansing, and refreshment / renewal of her spirit.  May she obtain positive results in interfacing with the entities that she deals with, and be protected from any negative energy from the most difficult ones.  Where appropriate, may she aid trapped ones in returning home to Source.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on October 25, 2018, 10:49:20 PM
Post moved from Intro Board, as I feel that this board is perhaps a more fitting board for the subject. //Solani

Good Morning R.R. & Everyone…
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Hi again, Solani thanks for starting this new Topic!
Back soon,
All The Best,
Barb T.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on October 25, 2018, 10:50:05 PM
Yay, Solani's topic now has a permanent home on Town Hall!

Solani, Thank you so much, once again, for opening up and sharing your remarkable gifts with us.  There is so much material to think about here, and I also appreciated Jim's hopeful perspective.

It occurred to me that, since many of us are not similarly gifted, you are in a manner of speaking carrying a burden on behalf of everyone else, in being able to discern and address the entities.  So am holding you in silent prayers for strength and support as you do your work, and perhaps others might also feel so led.

May Solani be blessed in her important work, with discernment, fearlessness, strength, wisdom, rest, cleansing, and refreshment / renewal of her spirit.  May she obtain positive results in interfacing with the entities that she deals with, and be protected from any negative energy from the most difficult ones.  Where appropriate, may she aid trapped ones in returning home to Source.

Amen
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on October 25, 2018, 11:07:29 PM
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Thinking that some benevolent race of ET’s will step in at the last moment and prevent what is about to happen, is IMO highly unlikely. If it were so, they would have done it during previous flyby’s…

Gaia and Humanity were not "ripe" enough yet during previous flybys.  This time, we are in a nexus of favorable conditions, including the ongoing overhaul of this universe.

Interesting and hopeful concept,
Jimfarmer, thank you for sharing this,
Barb T.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on October 26, 2018, 01:56:36 PM
I really enjoyed the humorous aspects of Solani's post, given what could potentially be some less than pleasant encounters. 

Maybe you all might enjoy this new film by Michael of Evolutionary Energy Arts:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3NFV18_Evcs

He covers some legendary beings for the first segment of the video, including an especially endearing group of mountain beings that have devoted themselves to looking after the Cherokee people.

Toward the end, he shares an incident in which he was in a public restroom and sensed an entity when he looked into the mirror.  He spoke to it a little bit, but not hearing anything in response, he recorded it.  Upon playing back the recording at home, he discovered to his amazement that the being had indeed answered him each time he had spoken to it.

Although Michael had offered an explanation that one culture believes that all humans are made up of several different beings, some of which return to Source upon death and some of which may choose not to, I thought of an explanation that leans more toward quantum physics:

Maybe it's true that there are multiple parallel universes, and that they can either co-locate or exist right on top of one another, or bleed through at times.  It has been suggested by some that the nearest parallel universes to ours don't actually differ from our reality that much, and in fact include us in them.

So when asking myself, why would a disembodied entity want to hang around a public restroom, and isn't that a bit creepy on several levels, it made sense to me that the so-called entity might be a regular person in a parallel existence that includes that same restroom, in which the other person is also a "Sensitive" and was intuiting Michael's presence as the "disembodied entity."  In which case, maybe neither was a ghost or spirit or something that goes bump in the night, but both were just normal people going about their own business in their own copy of the universe, and happened to sense one another's co-location in that same space.

Would love thoughts...

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Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on October 27, 2018, 09:50:53 AM
Gaia and Humanity were not "ripe" enough yet during previous flybys.  This time, we are in a nexus of favorable conditions, including the ongoing overhaul of this universe.

Hi JimFarmer,
Yes, I can also feel that this "flyby" is not quite the same as previous or, we as a species are not the same. Don't know if I'd call us more evolved, at least not the "herd mentality" expressed by most of the human species. It doesn't feel like the human race has learned much from past history, other than become more "me, me, me" at all cost and damn everyone else. Technologically, yes, there has been great leaps and bounds, more or less to the extreme, just over the past 100 or so years, (and speeding up exponentially) compared to the thousands of years where it seemed like things/evolution/techno were at a stand still. Now, if that is due to some "outer influence" (IMO, most likely) or through natural causes/evolution?? The natural evolution I find hard to believe, being that everything went from 0 to 1000+ within just a few years. Makes me wonder if it's been the same in prior to previous flybys?? Archeological finds do show that certain areas were much more technically advanced than what we first thought possible and even in some circumstances more advanced than today... Then, whatever "reset" event happens and we start over from 0 again...

I get the feeling that this planet is some type of "preschool", where souls are sent to learn whatever it is we need to learn in order to ascend to the next level/planet/life. I strongly believe in reincarnation and that we live out multiple lives with varying circumstances/challenges in order to grow spiritually as well as morally. Got the feeling that the past 50 years, all of those that haven't "past the exams" in previous incarnations are all here on this plane now for a final chance??? Thinking in terms of how utterly insane and void of morals a large majority of humans are. Makes me wonder what will happen to those souls that for whatever reason, don't "graduate". Do they get another chance next time around, or?

Makes me ponder quite often about my own incarnation/spiritual growth. Am I one of the "lost causes" or, am I here because I have a "job" that I signed up for prior to coming back? I'd like to think it is because I volunteered to do whatever it is I'm intended to do but... Hmm... that's a dark and murky trail of thought I most of the time try to avoid getting lost in.

Anywho...

Yes, I do believe we will be given help/assistance but, not until after. I really can't see how "other" would be able to do anything to help or prevent what is about to happen, other than on a spiritual level, guidance, etc. I do know that there is a raging war going on between some of the ET races, at least one of those races being present here on earth. I also know that earth and who will eventually be in "control" of earth is/will be determined by the outcome of this "galactic war". I can also feel that earth/Gaia is ramping up in preparation of what is to come. Heck, the whole solar system is going through so many changes, it's difficult if not impossible to keep up with all that is going on. So, I try to focus my attention on Gaia and what she is feeling. Her "heartbeat" or what is referred to as the Schumann Resonance is ramping up to levels which have previously never been recorded throughout our current history. I've seen charts where the frequency levels have been up over 30+ Hz, I see this "heartbeat" to be a mix of Gaia's heart/consciousness/brain waves. Her "normal" resonance has been almost the same as the human EEG levels at 7.83 Hz frequency, which is an alpha/theta state during rest or a peaceful state of mind. This is also linked to earths magnetic field which also strongly affects our consciousness. Me being highly sensitive to electricity/magnetic fields I experience these spikes both from the Schumann Resonance, as well as the electromagnetic energy spikes which come from outside of our earth, Solar wind, lightning storms etc. Also causing me to become more sensitive when it comes to sensing emotions, intent from both human, animal and other. It's like everything is composed of electricity/magnetic energy... It is causing many humans to be more sensitive to both other energies as well as past life memories and more. On the downside perhaps, it can also drive a lot of people totally insane...

//Solani
PS. Thank you for your reply  :)


Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Jimfarmer on October 27, 2018, 11:58:08 AM
Hi Solani,

I agree with the concepts of school-house-Earth, reincarnation cycles, life-lesson plans,  and intergalactic wars.

I differ on a couple of details.

1)  Re. humanity still selfish:  Let's distinguish between the cabal, who are service-to-self,  and the bulk of other humans, who are mostly service-to-others,  at least in terms of their own family and friends.  (P.S. I have lived in other countries where dishonesty is rife, littering is normal, etc, but even there the mindset is not viscous.  The upper level of the cabal, whose goal is to enslave everyone else, are satanic pedophiles.)

2)  Re. Schumann frequency:  It is not a pulsing of solid Earth, it is the number of times that EMF radiation can circle the Earth per second, reflecting off the ionosphere and the surface.  There are several such resonant frequencies, and their values vary only sightly because the altitude of the ionosphere does not change much.  What does change significantly is the power in each of those frequencies at any moment in time.

3)  Re. capacity of ETs:  Now, the three major processes in progress at this time are:  Nibiru flyby, Ascension, and the Liberation of Humanity.  These are all being assisted and coordinated by some non-human, multi-density entities, and resisted by others.  Statements by zetatalk.com indicate that  some high-density entities are able to move planets around and otherwise interfere physically if it suits their purposes.  For example, the Council of Worlds deflected the bullet that entered Malala's brain so that serious damage did not result.

Do you know about QHHT?  I have not attended a session, but it sounds useful to communicate with your Higher Self.  Youtube has several reports of sessions.  I especially like Alison Coe's reports.

Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on October 27, 2018, 06:37:04 PM
I really enjoyed the humorous aspects of Solani's post, given what could potentially be some less than pleasant encounters.


Yes, I do try to keep my writings on a more humorous level, even if many times it is dead serious topics/experiences I’ve encountered. I think or, rather I know it’s most likely due to my own personal issues since I have PTSD from very early childhood “cr*p” and my way of dealing with the aftermath of the brunt of the “stuff” is, if I can get to the point where I can laugh or joke about it, I’m OK. I have my own hoard of personal “demons”, which I know are my own thought or memory creation/demons, (anxiety, panic attacks etc. etc…) that rear their butt ugly heads when I least want them too. But, I have over the years gained more and more control over them, such as if I am in place, store or wherever, where I really would rather not have to deal with them (the intrusive memories/demons, triggered by whatever) I can tell them to shut up, get lost, I don’t have time for you right now, back off and I’ll deal with you guys when I get home… It took many years to get to that point but, I did learn that once I was able to Personify them, I was able to “see them as actual beings” and thus able to literally tell them to “F” off…
But yes, I do try to keep a light and even joking tone when I write. However, there will also be times when I’m not able to keep the lightheartedness and you will notice the difference. Otherwise, yes, I do make light of most everything as for me, it makes certain situations easier to deal with. However. when I’m out on a working and encounter something of a more negative demeanor, I am far from lighthearted and the warrior/guardian within me comes out in full battle gear. The transformation from lighthearted friendly banter between me and whatever team, friends, psychic or even friendly spirits, that are present, to fully armed Viking Shield Maiden is instant. Even if very few can see the armor/energy shield which surrounds me, as well as the others within the group/team/friends that are present, I do know for a fact that those on the ethereal/other side/realm/plane can. They know that if necessary, I am there to fight whatever I need to, I’m prepared, armed and not an easy mark. It has nothing or, at least very little to do with physical strength. On the “other side or ethereal realm”, it’s your mental strength, your never waiving absolute belief in your abilities, which is what you MUST have! Mess with me and mine and I will hurt you, even if I might not be able to take you down/out, do you really want to chance it? Yes, some of it is bluster and bluff but play it out well enough, can get you an upper hand in the fight. Same as if it were a street fight in real life, or staring down a dog with an attitude…

Anything and everything that you can visualize (and can hold on to in your minds eye) armor, weapons, warriors or whatever thought creations/creatures you can think up and have “practiced” to perfection bringing/conjuring up at a moment’s notice, can be both seen and used as aid to your advantage. Heck, you can create your own little “world”, inhabitants and all using visualization techniques. In the case of your own little world, village, garden, tranquil space where you can send your mind to some well needed rest… You do need to keep going back and “feed energy” (energy as in light/life energy, preferably your own…) into your minds “creations” to keep them in existence but, it’s an interesting experiment as well as experience and good training for more vital visualization creations. Lot more to it than just thinking something into existence but, not that far off the mark.

Hmm, I got totally off track here…

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Maybe you all might enjoy this new film by Michael of Evolutionary Energy Arts:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3NFV18_Evcs

Yes, I enjoyed it very much, thank you for posting the link! :) Sweden where I moved from when I moved here to BC has a long history in Fae lore and still does. It’s even referenced to in school, as a part of Sweden’s history from way back when. Not quite to the same extent as the Islandic people which currently the Mayor will still go out to an area where they want to build a road and ask permission from the Fae before starting any building. Same when building a house or whatever on “new” unbroke land. The Fae folk are very real to most Islandic people. In Sweden, everyone knows exactly what you are talking about when you mention the “Little People”, Faeries, Fae and all the other types of Nature Spirits etc. Come Christmas time, you always have decorations/representations of the Fae, be it Gnomes, Elves or the old traditional Straw Yule goat that was what the olden times Santa used to ride with his sack of presents throughout the towns. You can often find remnants of the old traditions in quite a few of the highly Christian homes. Most of the time, unbeknownst to them what they originally were intended for. Same with the Midsummer/May Pole, which is a very big traditional yearly celebration all throughout Sweden. I would get quite a giggle out of seeing the strictly religious ladies with their children dancing around the pole, singing old folksongs… Especially since most of them would thumb their noses at me being openly “Heathen”. I would just smile and keep going to wherever I was headed… ;) It doesn’t take many generations before people have forgotten the original reason for various celebrations/feasts, due to that TPTB have traded out the old meanings for new reasons to celebrate…

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Toward the end, he shares an incident in which he was in a public restroom and sensed an entity when he looked into the mirror.  He spoke to it a little bit, but not hearing anything in response, he recorded it.  Upon playing back the recording at home, he discovered to his amazement that the being had indeed answered him each time he had spoken to it.

Even if it is quite disturbing and feels very kinky having spirits/ghosts/whatever in a bathroom, you’d be surprised at how often they do show up there. We’ve talked about it several times, wondering exactly what it is with bathrooms that seem to attract spirits. Yeah, I guess it could be someone living in a parallel universe/dimension very similar to our version of reality but, being that the entity or person could hear Michael without any device, at least that we know of and answer on Michaels EVP recorder, I most likely feel it to be a spirit but, that still doesn’t explain why many tend to frequent bathrooms… LOL Maybe it is because it is one of those places where we as humans feel more vulnerable? When we are feeling vulnerable or exposed somehow, our senses become heightened, which causes us to be more on guard and more sensitive to what is around us? Same with our bedrooms. We are very vulnerable when we are between awake and falling asleep and also more susceptible to spirits/energy. Many messages come across right between your waking time and sleep. It’s like we’re on a different frequency for that brief moment between awake and sleep, where we are able to hear or rather whatever/whoever is out there trying to reach us, can easier give us a message during those few seconds.
But yes, you do quite often get the “creeps” or bedroom stalkers/pervs from the other side in both bathrooms and bedrooms. Once you’ve been physically grabbed when you’ve been all alone in your bed, by something you can’t see, you really don’t want to sleep there anymore, if you even could manage to go back to sleep after one of those experiences. I had those quite often when I was a child and it would nearly scare the life out of me! My oldest daughter Lisah still has them every now and then at 37yrs old but she doesn’t physically feel them, she just wakes up with bruises, which you can clearly see are large hand/fingerprints in places which there would be no way she could reach at such an angle to make those marks. Doesn’t happen quite as often as it has in the past, but she still documents and takes pictures of the bruises when it does happen. I’m just happy she doesn’t feel when it happens and wakes up from it. It really makes you feel extremely vulnerable and at the mercy of something you can’t see or fight, especially if you don’t know what it is and are not able to protect your space from “whatever” it is.

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Although Michael had offered an explanation that one culture believes that all humans are made up of several different beings, some of which return to Source upon death and some of which may choose not to, I thought of an explanation that leans more toward quantum physics:

Maybe it's true that there are multiple parallel universes, and that they can either co-locate or exist right on top of one another, or bleed through at times.  It has been suggested by some that the nearest parallel universes to ours don't actually differ from our reality that much, and in fact include us in them.

Don’t know what to answer regarding being made up of several different beings. Will have to ponder on it for a while. I do agree with the parallel universes and that realities from those parallel universes can and will bleed through in certain locations. Could be due to some areas have a slightly different vibration or higher/lower energy level. Have read several times about people that have been out and about doing whatever their daily routine is, all of a sudden when walking out one door are on a street or somewhere that is almost identical to the one they thought they were on but, the stores etc. are different, people are dressed as if in a different time period, or things are just “off” somehow and you can feel that this is just not right somehow. and then they are instantly back to their original “timeline” or dimension. Makes you wonder if some people that just disappear without a trace, could have accidently walked through a dimensional rift or portal and can’t find their way back?

Also, with our previous discussion regarding changing timelines and feeling as if this is not my world/reality…

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Would love thoughts...

Anywho, these are a few of my thoughts. :)

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on October 28, 2018, 09:25:26 AM
So much for us to learn here.

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That makes sense, that you would have developed heightened sensitivity in response to the childhood crucible.  Many, many prayers for deep healing from each and every assault, be it physical or psychological.  Sometimes what is said can hurt more than what is done.  I can infer from your posts that you raised your daughter in quite the opposite way, and good for you!

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But, I have over the years gained more and more control over them, such as if I am in place, store or wherever, where I really would rather not have to deal with them (the intrusive memories/demons, triggered by whatever) I can tell them to shut up, get lost, I don’t have time for you right now, back off and I’ll deal with you guys when I get home…

Amazing that they cooperate with you to any extent at all - you must be generating a "Solani is not a person to be messed with" energy in order to command the spirits like that  :)

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Even if very few can see the armor/energy shield which surrounds me, as well as the others within the group/team/friends that are present, I do know for a fact that those on the ethereal/other side/realm/plane can. They know that if necessary, I am there to fight whatever I need to, I’m prepared, armed and not an easy mark.

It strikes me that, although your orientation may not be what might be considered "Full Gospel," you have a tremendous faith and so do wear the "Gospel Armor" to face the enemy so boldly.

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Anything and everything that you can visualize (and can hold on to in your minds eye) armor, weapons, warriors or whatever thought creations/creatures you can think up and have “practiced” to perfection bringing/conjuring up at a moment’s notice, can be both seen and used as aid to your advantage. Heck, you can create your own little “world”, inhabitants and all using visualization techniques. In the case of your own little world, village, garden, tranquil space where you can send your mind to some well needed rest… You do need to keep going back and “feed energy” (energy as in light/life energy, preferably your own…) into your minds “creations” to keep them in existence but, it’s an interesting experiment as well as experience and good training for more vital visualization creations. Lot more to it than just thinking something into existence but, not that far off the mark.

I had just one experience with something like this in my entire life.  I have elsewhere described the dark place that our community entered when just one individual had shown up from out of the area and wreaked havoc via gaining overt sexual control over the majority of the leadership.  When the situation progressively worsened, and our community began disintegrating, endangering young people, I resorted to the phrase which the well-intended are encouraged to use in the Emerald Tablets.  I used it constantly until something happened that scared me away probably permanently from magic: an unintended consequence.  An innocent young person who was being vampirically bled of his life-energy died, and the individual with the vampiric energy became far stronger. 

Am not entirely certain that my use of magic was in any way involved in this outcome, but it did require a concentrated effort on my part over months of time, and that effort took my attention away from the well-being of my own family.  I still took care of them, but the full attention was distracted.  I think if allowed to continue further, I might have also lost my own sons in the fray, as the vampire was moving ever closer into their space, literally.

What it took to get my family out of harm's way felt like nothing less than a rip in time, as a 300 year-old church was destroyed in the process, but it turned out to be a church that had things going on in secret which were quite antithetical to sacred space.  How to acknowledge that without judging?  One wise person recently said, if you're in a place where you must judge in order to discern, then you shouldn't be in that place (even if you've been there decades).

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Not quite to the same extent as the Islandic people which currently the Mayor will still go out to an area where they want to build a road and ask permission from the Fae before starting any building. Same when building a house or whatever on “new” unbroke land. The Fae folk are very real to most Islandic people. In Sweden, everyone knows exactly what you are talking about when you mention the “Little People”, Faeries, Fae and all the other types of Nature Spirits etc.

That is so precious!  Would love to learn more about it.

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You can often find remnants of the old traditions in quite a few of the highly Christian homes.

Christianity is such a large umbrella, that probably no two regions practice it exactly the same way.  You know even the strict Amish folk plaster their barns with hex signs.  Will post a few, though I don't know what they all mean:

(https://handmadephilly.files.wordpress.com/2011/03/hexpage.jpg)

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https://www.wgal.com/article/unraveling-the-hidden-meaning-of-hex-signs-1/6232624
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on October 28, 2018, 01:00:05 PM
Yay, Solani's topic now has a permanent home on Town Hall!

LOL!!! YAY!! “Doing the happy dance” (Yes, I’ll always be a kid at heart…” ;) Let’s just hope I don’t bore you all to death with all the “rambling” in between the posts that actually have potential interesting information in regard to Planet X, what the TPTB are up to, potential warnings of coming happenings/disasters/war/whatever, etc… You are getting in writing what is going through my mind while writing. That is why many times when replying to a topic, I go “off script”, to wherever my mind or what’s in it takes me. So many thought paths that that can be totally unrelated to whatever I’m typing/talking about, zip through my mind and a lot of times, I’ll “catch a ride” on one of them, just to see where it leads me… Even while typing/talking and thinking about WHAT I am typing or talking about, I constantly have what could be perceived as background static or multiple background thought paths, if that makes any sense? When I am sitting here writing, I will in the background get “thoughts” to me that I really don’t know what they mean, if they are just fragmented BS/filler thoughts that have no meaning or, if at the end you put them all together and, hey, that actually makes sense…

I’ve experimented with automatic writing or as in my case, automatic typing, since I am an old secretary and speed type, which in itself can be quite interesting at times, as I can type almost at the same speed I’m thinking. My fingers are automatic while thinking of what to write. I always read through what I have written, if for no other reason, to make sure I actually KNOW what I have written and nothing else has “slipped in”. However, when it comes to automatic writing, I don’t like the feeling of “something” taking control of any part of my body or mind. I’m a control freak in some areas and this is one of them. I would never give an entity, friendly or other permission to take over my body and speak through me. NO WAY that is going to happen, at least not with my permission.

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Solani, Thank you so much, once again, for opening up and sharing your remarkable gifts with us.  There is so much material to think about here, and I also appreciated Jim's hopeful perspective.
I also really appreciate Jim’s perspective and insight. I am currently reading through his entire topic on Ascension and if those of you that are here on the forum haven’t already, I strongly recommend you read through his topic. I’m finding it highly interesting, aha moments, nodding in agreement while reading and very thought provoking in some cases but, still something I plan to research through my own “channels/contacts”. Perhaps that research will lead me to other beings/entities which can provide more information/teachings.

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It occurred to me that, since many of us are not similarly gifted, you are in a manner of speaking carrying a burden on behalf of everyone else, in being able to discern and address the entities.  So am holding you in silent prayers for strength and support as you do your work, and perhaps others might also feel so led.

I really don’t see it as a burden, curse or even as a gift. It’s just how my life has always been. At first when I was really young, I would at times be scared, especially when my adopted parents would tell me that it was the devil speaking to me and several times, called in their church elders to “chase me down”, forcefully hold me down on the ground, or wherever they had managed to catch me… and scream their prayers to their version of God to evict the evil spirit/s that was inhabiting my soul… (Mind you, I was only approximately 5 yrs. old) THAT scared me more than any entity, other than the “night grabbers”. Learned really quick to keep my mouth shut…

My first 4 years of life I was what you could call an isolated child, being that I spent those first 4 years with my paternal grandmother way out in the swamps of Florida and didn’t meet any people/humans other than my grandmother, her handicapped youngest daughter and her perv of a husband. My “physical” friends were the animals of the swamp, hence my 2 large, life size snake tattoo’s, going full length from my wrists, twisting up around my arms and up over my shoulders. Left one is a Black Mamba and the right one a Boa Constrictor. Freaks a lot of people out when they see them when I’m only wearing a t-shirt, but I won’t hide them, as they have deep meaning to me in many ways. First and foremost being that they were my friends… They haven’t been put there for any evil intention, however, over the years, they have become “guardians” of sort. I had other animals of the swamp that also were my friends but, the snakes are the ones that stand out most in my memories of way back then, along with the “imaginary friends” or, as I know now, various spirits and entities that I would interact, talk and play with so, this is just the way things always have been. I seriously believe that I would feel totally lost if I were to one day wake up and it was “quiet in my head”. I have however when I got older lost most of my physical sight of the spirit/entities and have only seen them through my mind’s eye. That has however started to change the in the past year and I’m now able to catch glimpses of them with my physical eyes again. Which I find quite interesting and wondering if I eventually will one day regain full physical sight of them. I wouldn’t mind that, as even if I do feel/hear/sense them around me and see them in my mind’s eye, it’s still not quite the same as actually SEEING them with your own two physical eyes. And, it’s only the past 3+ years that I’ve begun communicating with what I believe to be extraterrestrial entities. I’ve always been aware of them but, hardly if ever had any form of communication with them prior to approximately 3 years ago. Don’t know what triggered the start of this communication or, (I don’t think I initiated it but, who knows, I might have during one of my many dream travels and just don’t remember it) if it has to do with when I started planning on making the move/shift over here to Canada?? I know that the actual reason/trigger for me making the move is not related to why I’m here. however, I do know that there is a reason WHY I am here and that I have a vital part to play here. So, even if I am a stubborn brat in many ways, I am doing what I feel that I am supposed to do, as opposed to what I would want to do… LOL

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May Solani be blessed in her important work, with discernment, fearlessness, strength, wisdom, rest, cleansing, and refreshment / renewal of her spirit.  May she obtain positive results in interfacing with the entities that she deals with, and be protected from any negative energy from the most difficult ones.  Where appropriate, may she aid trapped ones in returning home to Source.

Amen

Thank you (blushing from head to toe) I think this is the first blessing I’ve ever received, apart from within my own family. I’m honored.

Much love
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on October 29, 2018, 04:30:17 AM
 :) :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on October 29, 2018, 08:31:38 AM
So much for us to learn here.

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But, I have over the years gained more and more control over them, such as if I am in place, store or wherever, where I really would rather not have to deal with them (the intrusive memories/demons, triggered by whatever) I can tell them to shut up, get lost, I don’t have time for you right now, back off and I’ll deal with you guys when I get home…

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Amazing that they cooperate with you to any extent at all - you must be generating a "Solani is not a person to be messed with" energy in order to command the spirits like that  :)

Just a quick reply before I get to the rest of your post. When it comes to what I call my own “personal demons”, they are not demonic or entities from outside/other realms etc. It is my own personal emotional residue/cr*p, which I have personified in order to better cope with or, kick their butts, as if they were actual entities when I’m out and about and for whatever reason/trigger, feel a panic/anxiety attack getting ready to dig it’s “claws” into my consciousness/brain/etc. I find it easier to push/fight those intrusive emotions away if I have an actual image of them in my mind. Having personified my own “PTSD demons” is just my way of coping with dealing with a potential anxiety attack and pushing it away until I’m in a place where I can better deal with the emotional issues that are involved with my PTSD. Those emotions do need to come out but, I’d rather deal with them at home, than out in public or during a working.

When it comes to actual Demons/the demonic/malevolent spirits or, other not so friendly entities, yes, I am very confident, sometimes probably even overconfident but, I know that I can’t show any sign of weakness, even if there are times when I along with everyone else, would prefer getting the heck out of Dodge... It also depends on what type of entity I’m dealing with. A human spirit that is confused and acting out due to that he/she doesn’t know what’s going on, I give as much respect to as possible. They are after all humans, just without a physical vessel and deserve compassion and assistance. On the other hand, if they know they have crossed over and are just staying to be able to continue whatever behavior they were doing while they still were alive, cause issues, scare, harm, etc. I have no compassion or respect for those.

Nature spirits and Elemental spirits/entities, I try to find out what it is that is bothering them to the point of them lashing out at the living, before dealing with them in a proper manner. They are in a class of their own and I really try my best to give them respect, as they aren’t some lower entity that you can banish. Nor are they usually malevolent without a reason… Those cases are more in the lines of making a deal, that both they and the living can agree on. Everything to try to create a peaceful environment for everyone involved…

The demonic which consist of a wide range of malevolent entities are IMO a lower level entity and not an actual Demon. Demon in the sense of the more traditional and powerful evil entity. However, even those have a hierarchy from lesser to more powerful with a higher ranking. I really prefer not having to deal with those, but I will if I have too. Thankfully, you don’t encounter them very often. Over the years, I’ve only had one run in/fight with one of the lower level Demons.

What I’m finding interesting is that it is now becoming more and more popular for lack of a better word claiming that a place is “haunted” by ET’s… Don’t know what to think about that, as I have yet to experience one of those encounters… Skinwalker Ranch (Sherman Ranch) comes to mind as I do believe that, that is where it all started?? There you can find everything from ET’s, animal mutilations, Skinwalkers, Chupacabra’s to only God knows what… A part of me would actually like to visit that ranch. However, the saying be careful what you wish for is at the front of my mind… Don’t go searching for something that you don’t absolutely need too, as something will most likely find you first…

//Solani
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Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on October 29, 2018, 03:10:31 PM
It's really helpful that you gave us that taxonomy, especially for the scientifically-minded individuals who feel a need to label everything, as there are numerous scientists associated with this site.

Maybe some day you might feel inspired to write a book about all of these amazing experiences?  :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 04, 2018, 07:02:33 PM
Large white room. Room isn’t correct description. more like the size of, I can’t even describe the size of the room or ARENA. I can’t see from one end of it to the far end. Definitely rectangular as I can even if it is also very far between the side walls I can see both sides and also count the rows of glass huge tanks filled with some light bluish green hazy light substans within hanging from heavy pipes which are connected with cables down to the glass containers? Pipes above are not all the way up to the ceiling which is way up above and I have to arch my head backwards to be able to see the ceiling, which is difficult since it and everything is white. Along those pipes there are multiple cables stretching connected to these pipes, which are connected down to each of the glass containers. from side to side of the room and also lengthwise like a grid up above. There are rows upon rows of these glass cylindrical containers. A few look as if they are empty but most seem to have something within them or some liquid? Every now and then I can see slight movement from within the tubes. On top of each glass cylinder which are totally round and oblong there are lights. Round lights which go all the way around the top and are dimly lit.. No people or beings present, just these rows and rows and rows of cylindrical what looks like glass tubes hanging down from pipes they are connected to. It’s quite cold in the room but not so cold that if I were to breath I could see my breath but still cold. I see no machines computers or any sign of technology anywhere from where I’m standing, just all of these hanging cylinders. It’s so quiet it’s creepy. It’s like my own footsteps echo when I walk. I’ve caught glimpses of this room previously but not to this extent where I can see clearly. I have no idea where I am. It does feel like I am somewhere in the same or a similar underground structure that I was wheren I found myself in the long white corridor with all the doors on both sides and I went through the first door on my left hand side and found myself in the room with all the young boys. It just feels as if I am in a different area or level? There is not much light in this room and the light there is I can’t tell where it is coming from, it’s almost like the light in coming from the walls, floor and ceiling? No lights within the cylinders. Turning around I can’t see a door anywhere but then, I can’t see what’s at the furthest end of the room. I just found myself in here. I know where I am physically I’m sitting here typing with my eyes closed all while I’m looking around at whatever this is. I’ve had quick flashes off and on all day today of weird and strange sh*t but nothing like this. All day I’ve feelt enormous sorrow and sadness mixed with fear. Wanting somehow to hide but not knowing where to hide or what from. Hearing people screaming and crying around me but I can’t see anyone as everything is dark. I don’t feel kike I’m hurt oor injured. I actually don’t feel my body at all so, I know I’m not really there, just my mind is there but whrer”. Don’t hear any words so I can’t tell what language. I’m fully awake, I’m not ON anything. I was actually doing dishes when I felt that I was being pulled. I really do not like feeling out of control of whatever vision I’m in. Looking down at my body and I’m wearing my own clothes so, I’m not in anyone elses body, I can feel the cool glass of one of the cylinders under my hand, it’s cold and smooth, no dust, everything is totally sanitized or super clean. No smell in the room. It’s as if whoever even cleaned the air?
I keep bouncing back and forth between the room with the cylinders and the darkness where I can only hear terror and pain around me. I’m not able to move around where I am in the darkness. Not that it feels like I’m stuck or trapped by something that mighthave caved in? it’s more like it’s only my mind that is here and I can’t move it anywhere. It feels like my mind is in quicksand but I’m not sinking just stuck. Don’t know if the room with all the cylinders and the dark place with all the crying and screaming are related. Extreemely strange feeling knowing I’m sitting here at the kitchen table typing what I’m somehow seeing hering and feeling and same time hearing my partner talking about the dosimeter he’s checking the background radiation. At the same time, I’m in at least two other places. Fading away now as Dan is talking way to much …

Hmmm…. OK, that was interesting… Will have to think on this for a while… Any takers???

Intentionally not correcting any of my spelling/typos or grammar

//Solani
Now off to make dinner and pretend everything is A OK and life's just skipping down the path, smelling the roses… Sometimes, I just feel like I’m not really the way I’m supposed to be…  :'( :'( :'( :'(
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 05, 2018, 04:22:01 AM
Solani, I have just two impressions from this.  One from listening to another recent video of Michael's experience from Evolutionary Energy Arts, and another I'll just post an image of and let you decide whether it fits or not.

The video from EEA:
Michael shared that he has B negative bloodtype, which he says causes more awareness of entities and also greater likelihood of becoming abducted by ETs.  He says that as recently as last year he had an experience resembling yours, in which he was frozen still in his own bed, and saw and felt an ET insert something into him.  I didn't understand the name of the body part that was affected, but he said that the ET was startled to have been noticed by him and tried to fade out.  Upon awakening in the a.m., his wife remarked that there was a blood spot on his pillow from during the night.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2CszpoV_Vc  @ 28:30

Also in one of his videos I believe that he speculated that ETs can only occupy B negative bodies and might be cloning them for that purpose, in other words not using the bodies of abductees necessarily, but copying them for their own use.

From a web search, there are too many images like this on the web to count, so this meme seems to have become deeply embedded into our human consciousness for some reason:

(http://evenews24.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/11/clone-vat-storyhead_0.jpg)

Thought: If cloning is truly part of our reality now, for any reason other than just making unoccupied meat suits to wear like clothing, and if the clones are ensouled, then this appears tantamount to slavery to me, and perhaps part of the reason for the anticipated reset button brought by Px may be to stop it.

A prayer for the well-being of those with B negative blood:

May they not fear their gifts, but use them in STO.  May they not be harmed by any of their "guests."  May they be able to clearly articulate their boundaries when visited by any uninvited being:

"It is customary here to ask my permission before approaching my space."
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 05, 2018, 08:59:01 AM
Good morning.

Slept good last night, no dreams that I can remember, which I deeply appreciate. Will in my next post, try to “dissect” my vision/s or, whatever it was from yesterday. Hoping that today will be not quite so active/intense.

First, I feel that I need to try to differentiate between the experiences such as yesterday’s visions vs. communicating/chatting with spirit/entities/whatever that is around me. The experiences are totally different from each other. It’s like the experiences are not related in any way shape or form. Not sure how to express the difference. Perhaps like someone that can play the piano but can also play the violin? Both are using an instrument but, totally different “instruments”, or being able to speak several different languages. Similar but different. Does that make sense??

When experiencing a vision or, feeling as if I’m physically present somewhere else, I KNOW instantly that, I’m “no longer in Kansas”. Bad comparison but nevertheless the first line that popped into my head…
When I’m communicating with spirit, I’m sometimes initially not aware that I am talking/thinking/communicating with/to some type of entity/spirit/whatever. Sometimes it starts out like I’m just mulling thoughts around in my head and not until I start getting answers or suggestions that stop me in my tracks, clearly feeling, these aren’t my thoughts and I become psychically aware that I’m not alone. Does anyone else “talk to themselves” or, rather think whole conversations, simultaneously involving multiple people/voices/entities in their mind? I’m talking about two-way communication and not just mulling over various things throughout the day/night. But, actually getting what feels like real responses back that both make sense as well give you directions where to look when searching for something, or various situations/happenings in the world… Lots of just “chitchat” as well. People/spirits don’t stop wanting to chat/talk with someone, just because they’ve crossed over…

Example, I know that I am visited quite often by Dan’s first wife, which he bought this property with some 25+ yrs. ago. There has been way too many “coincidences/synchronicities”, to just chalk it up to an overactive imagination. I know that for whatever reason, she wasn’t/isn’t all too crazy about wife #2. Just little comments, tone of voice, facial expression, body language etc. I haven’t asked why. I don’t get the feeling that she is upset about me, quite the opposite, as she has helped/assisted me on several occasions, and even agrees with me, when I become highly upset (use a much stronger descriptive emotion/word) about something that Dan does, or says. She’ll tell me things like. “get used to it, he ain’t gonna change”. Hmm… Thanks Harriet! That really doesn’t make me feel better. I’ll get a shoulder shrug and the feeling that, OK, deal with it however you wish, just saying. Can’t change behavior that’s been there for 70+ years…

A few months ago, I was thinking about buying a pair of knee high rubber boots as the ones I had, were not high enough when out in the mud and, I’ve stepped out of them several times when stuck in the mud! :o However, checking prices on the model I wanted, I knew it wasn’t something I could afford at the time. I get the thought, go look in the closet next to the back door, my boots are still in there… Ehh, OK??? Went to check and yes, when I’d torn out everything stacked waist high in that closet, I found a pair of knee high rubber boots. I tried them on and they fit as if they were made for my feet, as well as not to tight around my calves. Usually, I’ll find a pair of boots that will either fit my feet and not my calves, or the other way around. These fit perfect. Yes, I did thank Harriet for showing/telling me where to find her old boots and thanked her for giving me approval to use them.

Haven’t had any encounters with wife #2 yet or felt her presence. Don’t know why but I haven’t reached out to her to try and make contact. Do have a very good relationship with her daughter though, which is my age. #2 was much older than Dan. Actually, both his previous wives were older than him.

There have been MANY similar situations when I’ve been either considering buying something, or looking for something, that Harriet has told me where to look and when I’ve been searching and reaching the point of giving up, she’s told me “keep digging”. Like when I was looking for canning jars last year… “They’re out in the boathouse”. Now, being that Dan is a hoarder, the boathouse is NOT the easiest place to start “digging through”. Avalanche comes to mind… But, yeah, it’s also a very interesting place to go “treasure hunting”, as you can find ANYTHING and EVERYTHING in there. Furthest in to the right after I’d moved boxes and boxes, and “stuff” piled up over my head, I found several+ big old boxes full of individually wrapped in old newspaper canning jars. Some are the beautiful old both clear and colored glass jars which need the old model of rings and glass lids, even if you can buy special rings for them as well as lids, I didn’t know that at the time. I remember thinking while examining them, I “wish I had the rings and lids that would fit these”. Got the reply, “keep digging”. Yep, 2 boxes full of the old model big zinc rings, as well as the thick glass lids and many brand-new boxes of rubber sealing rings in plastic bags which look and feel like they are new. Harriet was an avid canner and prepper as well, so, she showed me where to find her jars as well as her pressure canner, which I only needed to buy a new rubber seal for the lid since the old rubber sealing ring was dry and cracked. I love that large canner and wouldn’t exchange it for a new one that has all the bells and whistles for any reason!! I live by the principle, “keep it simple stupid. Don’t fix what’s not broken”. Plus, the new ones have got so many gauges and “stuff” which you have to keep an eye on that, NO… Saw a box to my right and felt I needed to go through it. Going through it I found old pictures and memorabilia that was Harriet’s, which Harriet in a “snippy voice”, told me that #2 had stuffed everything in that box and put it there just to get rid of it, same as she’d done with all of Her canned goods. Just stacked them in the crawlspaces upstairs and put the plywood door/sheets back. Out of sight, out of memory… Anyhow, she asked me to give the photos to her son… So, next time Dan spoke to her son on the phone, I told him that I’d found a box with his mother’s photos, many of them taken while he was growing up, his wedding etc. and that I felt that those things belonged to him. I didn’t tell him that his mother had told me to give them to him as, I don’t feel the need to freak him out, plus he’s always “preaching” whenever he calls to talk to Dan and I’ve intentionally avoided meeting him in person when he’s driven past (he’s a truck driver) and met up with Dan in town for a quick visit. He does know that the reason I don’t want to meet him is due to his preaching and that, I really don’t feel that I need to re-live those sermons. Had enough of them while growing up and I know myself well enough to know that, I’d literally tear him a new one if he started in on me. I think he was shocked anyway since when Dan told him that I am a “witch/or whatever one wants to call it” and he’d started in on his preaching, Dan told him, “just so you know it, your mother was also a witch”. Yeah, I would have loved to be a fly on the wall for that one… LOL but, I am aware that that is just me be being “evil”. Harriet did get a giggle out of it though. I do know that I make Dan uneasy every now and then when he does or says something that rubs me the wrong way and I’ll repeat whatever words I hear in my head that Harriet is saying. I KNOW he’s heard those words before as when I do it, he’ll give me a weird look and I’ll just go about whatever I was doing. Yes, I know it’s not nice and that it IS one of my not so sweet personality traits but… I’ve told him that Harriet is here every now and then and he knows “what” I am and knew it before I decided to make the move over here to be with him. Told him from the get-go, this is who I am, if you don’t think you can deal with it, let me know now cause, I’m not going to change for anyone…

Anywho…

Not sure why I’m writing all this stuff of a more personal nature. Perhaps it is my way of trying to let you guys know who I am on a deeper level???

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 05, 2018, 01:52:47 PM
Amazing that you've made friends with one of his deceased wives!  Maybe the age difference between you and her makes her less defensive and more maternal toward you?

I can just picture her leaving you hints about where to find objects that you need - once again, what a great book / film this would make, if you should ever be inclined to write it all down in that format.  Might help to pass a long cold Canadian winter!

Quote
...I’m “no longer in Kansas”.

 :D
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 05, 2018, 10:05:37 PM
OK, let’s dive down the rabbit hole when it comes to my visions/experience yesterday…

I haven’t seen the YouTube video Michael has posted, I’ll have to go out and watch it. I don’t have the B negative blood type or any of the negatives. I have a “regular + blood type”. I do have other strange things going on in my body instead. I have a few genetic mutations/abnormalities. One being that I’m a Ultra Rapid Metabolizer, which means I have what could be seen as a mutation on my CYP2D6 gene, which regulates how your body takes up/deals with and distributes various medications and more within your body. In my case, this means that almost all medications that are broken down and processed by my liver don’t work. I get no effect from them at all. Same with alcohol, I don’t get drunk. Well, I can but, I have to down a whole 37 centiliter 80 proof (40%) bottle within 10 to 15 minutes to overpower or overload my liver, which will get me drunk on my butt for about 20 minutes and then I’m sober again. Still have the alcohol levels in my blood but, other than that, I don’t feel anything. So, I don’t drink alcohol. Total waste of money and it doesn’t even taste good. Other medical issues… I can’t receive blood as in a blood transfusion, without starting a total war between my immune system and the “intruding” blood cells. After a surgery where I’d lost a lot of blood, the doctor tried giving me a blood transfusion. After about 10 minutes they had to yank the needle out of my arm as I was rapidly losing consciousness. My immune system is in overdrive and sees everything that doesn’t belong in “my system” as invaders, that need to be fought. This instantly ended my “blood donor” status, as the doctors were worried about what my blood could do to whomever was to receive it. This also means I wouldn’t be able to receive a transplant of whatever. Don’t know if my kids could be a possible donor but, I wouldn’t chance it.

I’ve had two surgeries where they have used foreign, non-biological devices which were supposed to remain in my body. First surgery was a gastric banding, which they staple off a large part of your stomach with surgical steel staples and place a band around the exit of your now tiny stomach pouch which empties into your intestine. After 6 years, I had gained back all the weight and more, so the doctors performed a gastric bypass instead. That one worked… and 10 years later, I haven’t gained the weight back. Only downside is, I have extreme sugar drops every now and then when “I forget to eat” but so far, I’ve been able to get my sugar back up on my own. (I have a glucose meter that I use when I feel dizzy/off) Doctor told me after the surgery that there was no sign of the first operation at all. No surgical steel staples and no band to be found anywhere. He told me that if he didn’t know I’d had the first surgery, due to reading my medical files, he wouldn’t have believed I’d had a gastric banding operation at all…

Second surgery was when I’d broken my ankle about 12 years ago and they’d placed two large surgical steel screws into/through the two bones above my ankle since I had broken both. 2 months later my body started to push the screws out and I had to have them removed. Perhaps not related but, I’ve survived one operation that had severe complications, which resulted in multiple serious infections, which I’d gotten in the hospital. None of the doctors believed I’d make it. Found that out after I’d got a clean bill of health. They told me I could thank my own immune system for being so strong it was able to fight the infections off. There are other physical things as well that are “odd” or just a bit different from what could be considered normal but… It’s just part of who I am but yes, I am worried about what would happen if I would end up in a hospital that doesn’t know about me not being able to receive a blood transfusion, so I do keep several notes in my wallet and pockets that clearly states that if they try to give me blood, they’ll most likely kill me. I just hope they’d read them first. I also have a I do NOT consent to donating any of my body parts card… So, normal human? Not so sure about that… Crazy? Definitely… LOL

Yeah, I’m a Sci-fi nerd and have seen many movie scenes with cryotubes where there was cloning going on so, that WAS the first thing that came to mind when I saw all those hanging glass cylinder tubes. However, even if the tubes could have been long enough, they weren’t wide enough to house a full-grown human/man.
I’ve been back to this place/facility/whatever multiple times and been shown various stages of what I feel to be cloning of some type of hybrid/human from infancy and not cloning a fully grown being. Like I wrote in one of my first posts in the forum, first time I found myself there, I walked into a room with the young identical pre-teen boys. Next room after several empty rooms, was occupied by an older version of the same identical but older boys/young men, which made me think of a locker-room and that the young men had either just got back from some sort of gym activities or, were waiting to do some training. They were all just quietly standing in front of what I believe to be their gym lockers, dressed in (white of course) gym clothes/sweats. No “locker room talk”, no talking at all. Same as with the younger version of the boys. Just total silence, no moving about or fidgeting. Just standing at what you could call at attention, all of them facing their lockers, as if waiting for orders/instructions. No show of emotions, nothing. Only boy that did show any sign of reaction was that one boy in the first room I was in, first time I found myself in this place, when he instantly when I entered the room snapped his head around and looked me straight in the eyes. Never went back to that room. Don’t know what is different about him from the rest of the boys/men but.... He has so far been the only one from what I can feel and see, knew I was there and could see/sense me. Got a feeling that I really don’t need that attention, or, perhaps he doesn’t need to draw attention to himself. Very undecided on how I feel about if I’m protecting myself, or perhaps him??? Don’t know, just know that he’s different from the rest somehow… I’ve also been in another giant-sized room, this one was filled with rows upon rows of these transparent plastic “baby bassinette” like tubs. Similar to what you would see in a maternity ward, where they keep the newborns… And yes, there were babies in all the plastic tubs, hundreds of them. Still total silence… No crying, no gurgling baby talk, nothing. Did see off in the distance 3 or 4 what looked to be lab techs walking between the rows and stopping every now and then, looking down into one of these tubs and then either writing on a pad or some type of electronic pad. Wasn’t close enough to see what they were writing on. Don’t know if they were male or female. Dressed in white pants and white lab coat looking clothing and white caps covering their heads. Don’t remember if they were wearing gloves or not. There is absolutely NO color at all ANYWHERE in this place! I know I keep repeating myself about the absence of color, but it just feels like overkill somehow. Everything is bright white. The babies needs were tended to by what looks like mechanical arms hanging down from above which moved in a straight line down the row of babies underneath. One set of mechanical arms per row of babies. Got the sense of that there was no physical contact whatsoever between these babies and other living beings. Which would make sense when thinking of the older versions total lack of emotions and/or interaction between each other???

Why would someone want hundreds, perhaps even thousands of “men” with absolutely no emotions? Soldiers??? Why are there no girls?

I have been back several times just walking throughout this huge place, trying to find a way out or, at least a window so I can see what is outside but so far, even if I have found elevators that go both up and down, I haven’t been able to find a way to the outside of wherever this place is. Heck, for all I know, it could be a spaceship, even though I do get the sensation it is underground. But, I still don’t know where. On this planet? In the US? Another country? No writing on any walls, or signs that say “EXIT”. The buttons in the elevators have numbers but, that doesn’t give me a clue. Well, other than that it’s most likely here on earth, unless other planets/beings use the same numerical digits... Almost every floor has the exact same long corridor with doors on both sides of the corridor. Identical. It’s as if they’ve intentionally made everything look the same, boring, non-identifying, nothing that could stir any kind of emotion or spark an independent thought. Get the feeling that, that is the intention behind the whole overly sanitized/sterilized, white, no pictures or decorations of any kind. Come to think of it, no mirrors, not even in the elevators.

The dark place where I was sent to several times yesterday, where all I could hear was people crying and screaming and feeling immense fear and sadness. I haven’t got a clue. Don’t know if it is something that is about to happen, where or what. I could only hear and feel the panic, fear and sorrow, which even when I wasn’t there, followed me throughout the day. It could be anything or nothing, perhaps my own brain spooks, as more and more lately, I’ve been feeling as if I have no power to change what is about to happen. I know what my job is AFTER. I just wish I could somehow do something, anything that could be of use NOW. It’s like just sitting here watching and waiting for the train wreck. You see the train speeding down the track but all you can do is wait and watch. It just gets to me more deeply some days but it’s always lurking in my mind… What is the point of seeing all kinds of weird and whacky sh*t that you can’t even tell people, without them thinking you’re seriously off your rocker or at least off your meds… Not to forget how it makes me feel. H*ll, I’m used to the spooks and bump in the night creatures, heck, that is MY normal, whatever normal is. This whole deal with huge mysterious underground facilities where whomever humans, aliens, whatever are cloning identical hybrid emotionless males is??? Why am I seeing this? What is the reason? It’s seriously getting to me and royally starting to p*ss me off. What am I supposed to do with this “knowledge/information”? If it even is knowledge. Perhaps next time I find myself there I should start kicking in doors, just to see what/if anything happens? If it’s even possible. I know I can feel the cold, smooth glass of the cylinders when I put my hands on them so, if I can feel them, I should be able to break something? Would I even get a reaction if I’d do something like that? Would it somehow prove that this is real? Or would some robot come out and just clean up whatever mess I make and silently leave with the broken pieces? Yeah, I know I’m rambling and going off at everything and nothing and making myself angry or, rather furious as I feel powerless. I don’t know what this is, where it is, why I’m seeing this, what I’m supposed to do about it, if anything. Or if I’m just a fluke/freak of nature and my mind is slipping into my own version of Lalaland. Psych ward next? I’ve never laid claim to being “normal” but this is even beyond my “crazy”.

I’d better just quit for now, as I’m just making myself angry. If you knew how many times I’ve stood outside, literally screaming to the heavens when I’ve felt that “they” whoever they are, are just sitting there watching and waiting for whatever reasons they only know. Begging them to help us, or get the “F” out of here… They just quietly write in their “notepads”… Jeeez *ssholes, what am I, some version of a lab rat that you are sent here to study the reactions of when subjected to various warped visions/experiences??? I’m sick and tired of the games! Games that I don’t know the rules of, or how to play. I swear, if I drank alcohol or did any kind of drugs, I’d “drown” them out somehow! *sigh*

//Solani

Sorry for the rant… This is just how all this makes me feel some days…
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 06, 2018, 04:38:05 AM
Hi Solani,

Such deeply saddening images.  Will try to correlate what you're describing with chatter that has been going on within the Truth community, esp. on the darker side of the topics.

The word is that the state of the art of technology on earth far exceeds what we've been told, and that PTB are in a marathon right now trying to leak bits and pieces of some of it to us which they would find useful to have us enthralled by...for their own purposes of course.  Newer electronic gadgets, for example, resulting from their technology distract our attention away from what is really happening and blunt our intuition, as well enrolling us in their surveillance schemes.  Not sure that they'd want us to know about clones though, unless a benevolent bias is cast on the news to cloud the entirety of the truth from being told.

All the white that you described would prevent the newly cloned babies from forming mental images upon which to build the scaffolding of their emotional and intellectual maturation, while physical stimulation, through which emotions also develop, would be circumvented by the robotic arms caring for them.  We know that children must have the eye to eye human contact, and lots of it, in order to develop normally, so the absence of this kind of stimuli would leave them open to becoming hacked for whomever's purpose, which clearly is not in the children's best interests if they are made to stand facing a locker when they get older.

The absence of girls would make sense, in view of the fact that the perpetrators are already generating an approximation of life without the need of a womb, by which the babies would have become ensouled.  Lots of chatter in the Truth community in the past year about the Vesica Pisces (the womb shape that occurs when two circles overlap partially) as being the gateway through which souls enter this reality.

Also maybe females, with our propensity for spiritual connection through our direct participation in the life cycle, are less controllable, especially as our fierce maternal instinct is antithetical to the PTB's control-based de-maternalization methods which you've described? 

Regarding your description of your own unique physiology, there are so many more blood types than we are studying about in basic biology classes in school.  You may enjoy researching alleles some time - quite a rabbit hole.  I'll bet that hematologists could write a pretty riveting book on the subject, if they only dared.  With the number of geneticists who have died under mysterious circumstances, am guessing the hematologists may take note and refrain from writing. 

So probably the prayers for people such as Michael with the B negative blood type should be extended to pray for others with unique hemotype alleles, but I'm not knowledgeable enough to know where to begin.  Possibly one of the reasons that this information is squelched is that it would open up more propensity for discrimination than already exists, as we'd be scrutinizing for example the Basque people, the remaining Denisovians, and more. 

Am sharing your sense of helplessness in changing a situation that may already be too far gone, regarding the cloning labs, and perhaps that's one reason to welcome the prophetic destruction of the old world and the birth of the new one.  Think of all the trapped hapless clones brought into the world that would be set free from slavery, whether ensouled or not.  Am guessing that even just an extended power blackout, let alone the other end-of-the-world details, might be enough to free many people, regardless of the inconvenience to the rest of us who are tethered to our electrical lives.  And a blackout could prevent 5G from frying our brains, as well.

Meanwhile, those of us who came into the world the usual way may find ourselves dealing increasingly with emotionless faces on the street in the near future, of humanoids capable of doing any deed that would shock us, simply because "nobody's home" in their cloned bodies and they are carrying out whatever programming has been written on all those blank minds.  And in the remote chance that they might ever be permitted the space in which to grieve their lost childhood, that would entail going through a stage of anger which could last years and be externalized onto others.  A good time for us to lie low and stay out of harm's way, while praying for a better world to get here quickly!

BTW - I love your German shepherd avatar!  :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Jimfarmer on November 06, 2018, 11:03:21 PM
Hi Solani,

Somewhat related to your visions of cloning facilities:
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From "LISA RENEE with TOMAS FERNANDEZ-CALVO (Time Shift Blog): 'Disclosure, If You Want It'”  at https://circleofthedolphins.wordpress.com/2018/11/06/lisa-renee-with-tomas-fernandez-calvo-time-shift-blog-disclosure-if-you-want-it/
[start excerpts]
October was a tough month for those of us that work with the interdimensional Guardian teams helping to provide support for various fieldwork projects in space-time. To clarify, there has been a window of opportunity given that is related to the rebirthing of the Solar Logos Consciousness in our local Universe, the Cosmic Christ Consciousness architecture that is now available to us from this density. Thus a major victory has been achieved in terms of multiple timeline access and field access into previously quarantined areas that have accommodated working and slave trading colonies that contain “humans in space”. Over the last weeks, evidence, names and details have been collected from a central hub that holds an important infrastructure in the Solar System that makes up the main organizing body of the galactic human slave trade, cooperatives with human and non-human interests on the planetoid Ceres and multiple bases in the Kuiper Belt have been identified and undergoing investigation. It is confirmed that the Interdimensional Free World Councils have been given overwhelming evidence and testimony of the mass covert organization behind the galactic human slave trade being perpetuated by the German Breakaway groups and Negative Alien groups, those that have collaborated with the technology trade to harvest earth humans from out of the MILAB and Secret Space Programs using soul capture, blank slating and mind wiping technology.

Thus, we enter a phase for a new opportunity for a Full Disclosure Event, the timeline that is made possible when enough earth humans reach a critical mass and are willing to wake up and see the truth behind the nature of reality on planet earth. As is predictable, many desperate attempts are being made by the Controllers in order to maintain control over the 3D narrative, to control perception via technological manipulation of brain waves and psychological operations. Propaganda is rolled out in order to distract the masses into extremely polarizing behaviors by keeping them focused on insignificant information that keeps them spun out in fear, divided and conquered.

Right on cue to take opportunity of this very important window of time, the documentary movie detailing disclosure topics, “Above Majestic”, was released to the public during the most prolific time of the year for satanic ritual and human sacrifice, the week leading up to Halloween. Satanic ritual is the key method used to maintain the black magic conjuring used to control perception of the mainstream narrative and the status quo, to feed the hungry imposters and Controllers to keep them at the top of the pyramid of power that continues to influence and define the dominant culture into accepting mass human slavery. Releasing Above Majestic during this time is an override that ripples the truth of disclosure out to the collective consciousness field that plants an important seed of awakening into the minds of all of the inhabitants on earth.
...
when the critical mass is reached ... [then] the malicious schemes will crumble and disclosure will be a reality. Only when enough of us disengage from the 3D narrative and understand that the political and monetary systems are not there for our benefit, that the media is not free or independent, only then we are free from the control of the propaganda and mind control, rendering their schemes ineffective and starting the chain reaction that will dismantle the façade.
[end excerpts]

Have you contacted Lisa Renee or read her blog?
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Re. your anger at the universe:
I like the question "What kind of God would make a Predator-and-Prey world?"
My reply:  either
A)  One who derives benefit from the pain and/or terror of the prey.
B)  An unskilled, novice universe/galaxy/planet-manifester.
C)  A dispassionate experimenter running an experiment.

But, My understanding at this time is that this universe is being upgraded.  The lower three densities are being eliminated, and three new higher densities are being developed.  (Info from Internet sources, of course, plus "Operation Terra" books)

So, perhaps you are an early trial version of the New Humanity that will occupy New Earth after Ascension.

Do you know about QHHT?  It is a technique to communicate with your Higher Self.  Might help.  My intuition is telling me that you should be using your abilities to advance the process (I got tingling feelings).

L&L,
--  Jim



Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 07, 2018, 07:56:51 AM

BTW - I love your German shepherd avatar!  :)

Before I reply to your highly thought-provoking and illuminating reply to my post, I'll do a quick reply of "my avatar"  ;) I need more coffee to kick start what substitutes as my brain  :o (yeah, scary thought) before getting into what I'd hope to be coherent.

My avatar is a head shot of my fur-baby and protector/guardian, way out here. Her name is Nova, she's recently turned 1 yr. old and is a second generation German Shepard/Wolf hybrid. Her grandfather on her father’s side is a pure Arctic Wolf. I didn't get her from any of the registered Wolfdog breeders here in Canada, since I wanted a "Wolfdog" that wasn't messed around with when it comes to the human want/need to pick and choose which traits THEY want the offspring to have and many have several different, many times conflicting breeds/traits in “the mix”. Be it for looks or whatever. I wanted a Wolfdog that was, the way nature had chosen what traits She felt would be best for the offspring, not what a human would decide. If that makes any sense? So, I bought her from a First Nations reservation way up north here in Canada, whom has both the mother and the father of Nova. When choosing which puppy I would bring home with me, I let the puppies choose. Nova was the only one that when I offered a treat, stayed next to me while eating, licked my hand and stayed at my side after finishing off her treat. The other puppies just came running in, grabbed the treat and ran off with it... I strongly believe that our pets/pack members have the right to choose and not just us that chose whatever we want. She's been by my side ever since.  :-*

She's a sweetheart but HIGHLY protective of me and shadows me wherever I go, even if I just go from one room to another. Outside on unfamiliar ground, she keeps relatively close to me and instantly responds to my call or whistle. At home and on her own turf, she is a "teenager" right now and like all other teenagers, there are moments when I'd really like to "lessen her air-intake" every now and then...  ::) Totally stone deaf when she chooses not to listen or, doesn't want to listen when I'm calling. But, all dogs as well as human teenagers go through that stage so...

On the other side of her heritage, her mother is an imported Afghanistan German Shepard.

A Wolfdog is not a breed that I would recommend just anyone to have. You need to have experience with headstrong independant dogs and also preferably live in a location where the WD can run free. Especially if it is a high content WD. This is my first WD and yes, we do have our “battles” however, I’m quite familiar with battles of headstrong and independent dogs as, my previous dogs throughout the years have been the BIG white guardian mountain dogs such as the Great Pyrenees Mountain Dog, Hungarian Kuvasz, Maremma etc. My personal choice (favorite) being the Pyrenees Mountain Dog.

Would I recommend a high content WD as guardian/watchdog for a survival community? My gut reaction is NO… On the other hand. There are many if not most of the northern First Nations reservations/communities that have these dogs as their community guardians. I think it comes down to what the dog has been brought up with. The Northern First Nation Wolfdogs are raised within the community, they know who belongs and who doesn’t. Nova is alone with just me, Dan and Dan’s Healer Roxy (dog) so… she’s not used to having many people around her. She loves the closest neighbors we have out here when they come for a visit or whatever, but strangers are not welcomed, until SHE has determined if they are trustworthy or not. Same with my old Great Pyrenees dogs, they instinctively know who is trustworthy and who isn’t, and you’d better believe them, because they are seldom wrong. Unfortunately, she has not been around many children and isn’t sure what they are… I do bring her with me when I drive to town, to get her more accustom to strange sounds, various situations and such but, I do have a muzzle on her when we drive to town. Not that I don’t trust her, I don’t trust people. Have had way too many people thinking they can just walk up to her to pet without asking first. Something she REALLY doesn’t approve of and the warning growl she emits, is a growl that you need to take seriously. She has not bit anyone, and I don’t want her to get to the point where she feels she would need to do that, unless someone up to no good, would come out here, or if someone were to try to harm me… Other than that, she loves going for rides in my truck, going to town, walking with me downtown, looking at everything and ooooh, there are such “yummy smells” everywhere… LOL 

//Solani

Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 07, 2018, 01:27:12 PM
What a sweetie!

I've been wanting a Pyrenees myself too, or maybe a Newfoundland, as I think Socrates said that they'll herd poultry without being tempted to bite into one  :)

(Correction 11/8: He had recommended getting a goose instead.)

I needed to look up the Kuvasz and Maremma.  You and Soc both have quite an extensive knowledge of breeds!
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 07, 2018, 05:29:14 PM
The word is that the state of the art of technology on earth far exceeds what we've been told, and that PTB are in a marathon right now trying to leak bits and pieces of some of it to us which they would find useful to have us enthralled by...for their own purposes of course.  Newer electronic gadgets, for example, resulting from their technology distract our attention away from what is really happening and blunt our intuition, as well enrolling us in their surveillance schemes.  Not sure that they'd want us to know about clones though, unless a benevolent bias is cast on the news to cloud the entirety of the truth from being told.
I very much agree that technology here on earth is way beyond what TPB have told us or want us to know. Same with the whole “alien conspiracy” cover/story or, lack thereof… One doesn’t have to be a rocket scientist or “psychic” to understand that the leaps and bounds of technological advances which have occurred just during the past 50+ yrs. and speeding up faster and faster, are not of a natural occurrence/evolution…

Regarding cloning which I know has been going on for years, although most believe that cloning has mainly been on animals, it’s human nature to take whatever breakthrough/invention/whatever they can to the next level and so on. I’m not the least bit surprised when it comes to what I’ve “seen” is going on, be it here on earth or elsewhere. Same with AI, space travel et al… I believe TPB intentionally let little drips of information trickle out. In some cases, perhaps just to see how people would react to whatever is about to come gushing down the pipeline. Same as I believe that Hollywood and their futuristic movies however entertaining they are, are meant to slowly get us used to the idea of “another reality” with all it would bring with it…

Distraction is everywhere. Politics being one of the main things/shows created for the masses to focus on, as well as the more “novel electronic gadgets to be able to follow whatever they want us to watch”, (as well as to receive whatever subliminal info they want to plant in our unconscious minds) just to keep people’s attention away from what really is going on. I see the whole political situation/chaos as a predetermined stage meant to keep as many people’s eyes glued to the narrative they want you to see and not what is going on. That is one of the major “things” that woke me up to what actually IS going on. Things/people/politics/TPTB/my world, just didn’t make sense anymore. Just one small example amongst many, so many crimes openly committed by TPTB and their serfs, that just go unpunished and not even talked about, other than by us that are awake… More and more people going batsh*t crazy and I mean literally crazy! I know I’m warped in several ways but, I KNOW that. These people don’t understand on any level that for whatever reason, their behaviors changed more or less overnight and whatever they have, it seems to be contagious… Having PTSD, I’ve always kept my distance from “people”. Have always been on the outside looking in and watching what people do/act and never felt a longing to belong to any group or human society. I’ve always known I’m different, I just didn’t know why… Well, yes, perhaps I do know why and the reason ties into your thoughts on the cloned children and them intentionally being deprived of human contact as well as outer stimuli. My first 4 years out in the swamps with my grandmother set the stage for how my life/emotions/values/instincts/interaction with other humans would be/is. I agree with you that children or babies of whatever species NEED to have closeness with others of their kind and lots of it, in order to develop whatever social behavior is deemed “normal” within the group they physically and psychologically belong too. If deprived of that closeness/imprint, you really don’t know what you are or where you belong, even if as a human you can learn what is socially accepted, you never truly feel it to be true, you just fake it to blend in… The first 4 years are the most crucial years in a developing child, as those are the years which set in stone the whole foundation of what you will be/feel throughout the rest of your life. I’ve had many heated discussions with the “professionals” in regard to nature vs. nurture. My first 4 years did not involve other humans; hence, I don’t feel I have common ground with the majority of “them”. It doesn’t matter how many times I’ve been told that “the human species is a flock animal” and cannot thrive without their human pack”. In my book/world/reality, that is BS. You can feel that you belong to a “pack” regardless of what species that pack is, if it is the pack you grew up with, was accepted by and made you feel that you belonged/were a part of. Humans are the most adaptable and formative species here on earth since we are basically born as a blank slate or “empty hard drive” (since we don’t have access to our previous lives memories and/or instincts) the only instinct we are born with is to search for our mother’s nipple, the rest is learned behavior through whatever collective we belong to. 

I have a 4-yr. college degree in psychology geared towards trauma disorders. Much of what was taught, I couldn’t agree on since I had my own lived version on what I believe to be true. But nevertheless, I learned what I was supposed to “learn” to complete my studies… My reason at the time for choosing to study psychology was to better be able to understand myself and why I felt the way I did/do. I have never worked within the psyche field and never thought I would, even while attending college for 4 years. Now, I have a feeling/sense as to WHY my life has been the way it has, as well as what my job is most likely to be “after”…

But regardless, I still have more questions than answers and every answer I receive, only leads to more questions… Not to forget, I am getting way too old for this sh*t!  :o

Thank you R.R. What you’ve written here pulled back the veil further and made me SEE what’s been in front of my eyes the whole time and has made it so that I can better understand now why I am seeing what I am seeing. Still makes me angry though… But, perhaps that is also meant to be as when I’m angry, I become extremely motivated… My “anger” has always been a driving force in my life, it’s what has kept me going when others would have given up, it’s what has helped/given me the strength to crawl/claw my way up from whatever pit of despair I’ve landed in. Given the chance, I’ll always choose anger over sorrow, even if I do know that there are times when you do need to mourn/feel sadness.

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Lots of chatter in the Truth community in the past year about the Vesica Pisces (the womb shape that occurs when two circles overlap partially) as being the gateway through which souls enter this reality.

I’ll have to research this topic as I’ve never come across it before. I don’t belong to any of the Truth communities, other than this community/forum and in all honesty, I’ve never searched for them. My bad perhaps? I just somehow felt drawn to this one after watching several of M. Masters YouTube videos.

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Also maybe females, with our propensity for spiritual connection through our direct participation in the life cycle, are less controllable, especially as our fierce maternal instinct is antithetical to the PTB's control-based de-maternalization methods which you've described? 

I agree. Add to that, I do believe that females could/would become a distraction (to put it bluntly) when hormones kick in, which would definitely throw a monkey wrench into whatever programming they’d have as a goal.

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Regarding your description of your own unique physiology, there are so many more blood types than we are studying about in basic biology classes in school.  You may enjoy researching alleles some time - quite a rabbit hole. I'll bet that hematologists could write a pretty riveting book on the subject, if they only dared.  With the number of geneticists who have died under mysterious circumstances, am guessing the hematologists may take note and refrain from writing. 


Yes, I have done some research on alleles/allelomorphs as well as polymorphisms, phenotypes etc. Really boggles the mind that things don’t go wrong more often than they do… It started with trying to research my own weird and strange system as well as my blood type and have also found out that not even the “regular doctors” want to get into that there are many variations of all of the blood types. I’ve been tempted to get one of these DNA tests done, just to see what it would say… However, I’ve felt that I probably shouldn’t as it just might open up a can of worms that I really don’t want to deal with. I am who I am or what I am and that is all I need to know. Not sure I need “anyone” else knowing…


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So probably the prayers for people such as Michael with the B negative blood type should be extended to pray for others with unique hemotype alleles, but I'm not knowledgeable enough to know where to begin.  Possibly one of the reasons that this information is squelched is that it would open up more propensity for discrimination than already exists, as we'd be scrutinizing for example the Basque people, the remaining Denisovians, and more. 

Yes, on both prayers for those with B negative blood, as well as not to put the Basque or Denisovians under more scrutiny. Interesting though reading about their history and ancestry. That is also a topic/subject that raises more questions than answers.

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Am guessing that even just an extended power blackout, let alone the other end-of-the-world details, might be enough to free many people, regardless of the inconvenience to the rest of us who are tethered to our electrical lives.  And a blackout could prevent 5G from frying our brains, as well.

I’m thankful that we don’t even have cell service out here. I thought I’d miss my cell phone when I moved over here but, nope I haven’t missed it once. That thing used to be permanently attached to me. Wouldn’t even go to the bathroom without it. Now when someone asks me for my cell number I just tell them. Nope, don’t have one. It’s quite funny the strange looks some people give you when they find out that you don’t have one of those things. I just tell them, we live so far out that we don’t have service and why would I pay a monthly fee for something I’d only use perhaps twice a month, and that would only be if there was some sort of emergency when I drive to and from town? We have a land line and that is quite sufficient and enough of a threat, without having a GPS constantly broadcasting where you are and what you are saying. I have my computer and Internet through satellite dish, but my computer time has been drastically cut down as well. Our TV is one of these old fat TV’s. No way I’d let a smart TV into this house. Kids don’t nag about skyping with me, as they know I’d never do that. Don’t even like to have my picture taken with a regular camera and the thought of having a camera potentially watching my every move. Nope, I’m paranoid enough without having to deal with that. I know I’m tracked online but, there’s not much I can do about that if I want to be able to have some interaction with others/likeminded. But yes, there are some things I won’t write about online. That’s not saying that I haven’t written them down and stored in several safe locations. None of them being my computer.
Our cars and trucks are older models and Dan has two functioning pre-1980 vehicles (not to forget the many old “parts cars” parked all over the place…) which hopefully will work after a potential EMP. At least as long as we have fuel for them and are able to get done what will have to be done before lockdown. Tractors and farm equipment are also pre-electronic era. On the other hand, you can only prepare for so much… It’s what you don’t expect that is most likely what will get you, along with if you don’t have the mindset to do what is needed to survive…

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Meanwhile, those of us who came into the world the usual way may find ourselves dealing increasingly with emotionless faces on the street in the near future, of humanoids capable of doing any deed that would shock us, simply because "nobody's home" in their cloned bodies and they are carrying out whatever programming has been written on all those blank minds.  And in the remote chance that they might ever be permitted the space in which to grieve their lost childhood, that would entail going through a stage of anger which could last years and be externalized onto others.  A good time for us to lie low and stay out of harm's way, while praying for a better world to get here quickly!

It will be difficult to deal with both AI and those with “blank minds”. However, I think the clones would be the ones that would be most difficult, as we would still see them as human beings and expect them to act as such, which they won’t because that is not what they have been taught… The younger ones MIGHT be able to change/adapt but, that will not be easy to accomplish for either them, or us that will have to help/guide them… The Sci-fi movie Screamers from 1995 comes to mind and the young children begging people they meet for help…

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 08, 2018, 04:39:44 AM
Even though there are some negative memories associated with your early childhood in the swamps, that experience played a large role in forming the core of you, and I can't help getting the impression that it contributed to your strength and intuitiveness.  In other words, if life had placed you in a more "normal" family (and who among us in the Truth Community has that), you might have taken a different journey and perhaps not ended up in quite the right situation to "graduate" from this last great trial.  And we might not have you on Town Hall! :)

Not intending to downplay the isolation of the swamp or glorify it in any way, but am thinking that could make another important chapter of your biography...maybe even chapter one?  I can't help feeling that your story in written form, by your own hand, would be such a gift if you should ever choose to put it all down on paper.  There could be at least one chapter about your time in Scandinavia, and of course Canada, as well.  Am also getting a sense that your grandmother might be a very interesting character in at least the beginning of the story?

Sometimes after trauma, the anger may be the only thing left that attaches us to life, so maybe it isn't something that should be regarded as a negative.  It can be possible to step back and "witness" ourselves in that mode, honoring the feelings and the bruises that got us there.  The anger is a sacred part of the journey, but not the sum total of who we are.  Good that you're able to channel it into constructive projects!

The Truth Community (larger than Town Hall but inclusive) is something that has sort of evolved out of the greater awareness that we are preparing to weather a big storm and hopefully ascend together, or at least make it through to the Aftertime.  Am inclined to lean toward the "separation of worlds" theory.  The community hasn't always been as "together" as it is right now...some very human divisions that existed for a while seem to be gradually resolving themselves, as would be hoped and expected in an ascending "graduation class."

I don't use a cell phone either.  Was given one as a gift to use in emergencies, but haven't quite figured it out yet, though I've had it for years!  I don't even know my cell phone number or remember to carry it in the car, and you're right - people give me a strange look too when I tell them that I have a cell but don't use it and don't know my number!  :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 09, 2018, 07:30:57 AM
Hi Jim,


Somewhat related to your visions of cloning facilities:
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From "LISA RENEE with TOMAS FERNANDEZ-CALVO (Time Shift Blog): 'Disclosure, If You Want It'”  at https://circleofthedolphins.wordpress.com/2018/11/06/lisa-renee-with-tomas-fernandez-calvo-time-shift-blog-disclosure-if-you-want-it/


Went out on Lisa’s blog yesterday and read several of her posts/topics. Will have to go back and read more before I feel comfortable putting into words my thoughts/feelings. I’ll say as much as I found it highly interesting and recognize much of what she writes about. But will let what I’ve read so far sink in and “reach out” to see for myself if I can locate some of what she writes about. It’s NOT that I don’t believe what she is writing, it’s more that I haven’t read that much of what others have written and am unfamiliar with all the names of the various entities/ET’s/Federations etc. I have seen much of what she writes about, I just haven’t had “names” for what I’ve been seeing. Does that make sense?

Thank you for the link, please keep them coming if you want too?

I’ve been reading your “Ascension” topic here on the site and I highly recommend others to read it too, if they haven’t already.


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Right on cue to take opportunity of this very important window of time, the documentary movie detailing disclosure topics, “Above Majestic”, was released to the public during the most prolific time of the year for satanic ritual and human sacrifice, the week leading up to Halloween. Satanic ritual is the key method used to maintain the black magic conjuring used to control perception of the mainstream narrative and the status quo, to feed the hungry imposters and Controllers to keep them at the top of the pyramid of power that continues to influence and define the dominant culture into accepting mass human slavery. Releasing Above Majestic during this time is an override that ripples the truth of disclosure out to the collective consciousness field that plants an important seed of awakening into the minds of all of the inhabitants on earth.


I watched the documentary “Above Majestic” yesterday and found it highly interesting as well as informative. I could identify with most of documentary but same as with Lisa’s blog. I’ve never had names to put to what I’ve been seeing so, I’m trying to “see” what I can identify with, without letting the “names” of whatever distract me. I also recommend others to watch the documentary “Above Majestic” as it brings into light much of what has previously only been “whispered” about, considered to be conspiracy theories or downright been covered up and those that have said anything about it, have been ridiculed and in some cases, died mysteriously… 

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Have you contacted Lisa Renee or read her blog?


No, I’d never heard of her previously, or knew of her blog.


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Re. your anger at the universe:
I like the question "What kind of God would make a Predator-and-Prey world?"
My reply:  either
A)  One who derives benefit from the pain and/or terror of the prey.
B)  An unskilled, novice universe/galaxy/planet-manifester.
C)  A dispassionate experimenter running an experiment.

I’d personally go with answer “C”


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But, My understanding at this time is that this universe is being upgraded.  The lower three densities are being eliminated, and three new higher densities are being developed.  (Info from Internet sources, of course, plus "Operation Terra" books)


Will have to investigate the “Operation Terra books”.


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So, perhaps you are an early trial version of the New Humanity that will occupy New Earth after Ascension.


Never thought of it that way. Confirms my sense of being some sort of “lab rat” though. I do have a strong feeling that I am not meant to Ascend. Instead, I have the intense sense that I’m supposed to help/work “after”, if I manage to survive, which I have every intention of doing, or at least doing everything I can and more, to make it so…


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Do you know about QHHT?  It is a technique to communicate with your Higher Self.  Might help.  My intuition is telling me that you should be using your abilities to advance the process (I got tingling feelings).

L&L,
--  Jim



I’d never heard of the term “QHHT” but am familiar with the technique, or rather a variation of it. I’ve have over the years tried a few sessions of guided past life regression but, I’ve never been able to be hypnotized. Due to my own trust issues most likely. I have on my own through meditation techniques managed to go back through the years and found several past lives, which have been highly interesting as many of those that I consider to be family in this life, have been family in most of my previous lives. But, for the most part, I’ve just had glimpses of my previous/past lives. I have found it intriguing that nearly all the past lives I have seen, I’ve been a fighter/warrior/protector in one way or another. Not to forget the ones where I’ve been “burned on the stake”. Haven’t been able to find a “peaceful” past life, at least not yet…

I did watch a few QHHT YouTube videos with Dolores, which I felt was someone I could relate to.


Love & Light
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 09, 2018, 12:25:12 PM
Even though there are some negative memories associated with your early childhood in the swamps, that experience played a large role in forming the core of you, and I can't help getting the impression that it contributed to your strength and intuitiveness.  In other words, if life had placed you in a more "normal" family (and who among us in the Truth Community has that), you might have taken a different journey and perhaps not ended up in quite the right situation to "graduate" from this last great trial.  And we might not have you on Town Hall! :)

Yes, my first 4 years have played a significant role in every aspect of my life. Having researched much when it comes to “isolated as well as feral children”, I’m thankful that I have been able to develop and not like many others have become “stuck/stunted” in their development and unfortunately, most will never be able to fully recover/develop. Granted many of those children did/do have underlying development disadvantages to start with but not all… I was highly involved in the website feralchildren by Andrew Ward, before he had to take it down. Most of “my story” was on that website. Unfortunately, I didn’t make copies of what I’d written before he took it down. There are still some “ghost pages” floating around the Internet but, I haven’t checked in recent years to see if they’re still out there.

I do know that if I’d been placed or “chosen” to be born into a more “normal” family setting, everything would have been different. I’ve come to terms with what happened way back then, to the point of knowing that I wouldn’t be who I am today, given a different beginning. I’m also grateful that I am as strong as I am and have the level of intelligence I have. Even if I most of the time happily portray myself to be an “airhead”, just to every now and then surprise people when they realize there is perhaps more behind the “curtain” than they initially thought. It has taken me MANY years but, I can honestly say now that I have no regrets about choosing this life. On a perhaps weird level, I’ve always ever since I first heard the song when I was a young child, identified with the song, “A Boy Named Sue” by Johnny Cash… It’s your life’s sum experiences that make you who you are. Both the good and the not so good. It is however up to each one of us to make the choice which experiences we choose to be the dominant ones in our lives and how we can use the not so good ones in a (for us at least) positive way. It’s like, YES, I have PTSD but, my diagnose does not dictate who I am. I am who I am based on the choices I have made in my life. I can either choose to see my PTSD as a major speedbump or brick wall on life’s highway or, I can choose to weave the strengths I have because of my PTSD into a positive force in my life. Strengths such as intuition, situational awareness, hypervigilance etc. rather than see them as something negative. But yes of course, that doesn’t mean I don’t have my days when I’d just rather kick myself or everything and everyone around me. I just choose not to act on those feelings…

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And we might not have you on Town Hall! :)

LOL, I guess we’ll never know… On the other hand, I’m quite sure there are many wondering who let this strange bird in through the door… ;)

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Not intending to downplay the isolation of the swamp or glorify it in any way, but am thinking that could make another important chapter of your biography...maybe even chapter one?  I can't help feeling that your story in written form, by your own hand, would be such a gift if you should ever choose to put it all down on paper.  There could be at least one chapter about your time in Scandinavia, and of course Canada, as well.  Am also getting a sense that your grandmother might be a very interesting character in at least the beginning of the story?

Don’t worry, I don’t see it as if you are downplaying or glorifying my beginnings in the swamp. I am able to see the advantages, at least when it comes to parts of what those first years have given me. As far as writing a biography? No… I can’t do that. I tried once but reliving much of the “other things” which happened both during my first 4 years, as well as further up in life, I don’t want to consciously take the lid of that Pandora’s box. I know it’s there, I remember most of it but putting it into writing, as it would entail me reliving it, brings out way too many “demons” which I don’t feel I’m able or want to deal with, it’s enough that the memories have a bad habit of jumping out every now and then, when I become triggered by certain events…

My grandmother? Yeah, she was an “interesting” character… Have been told a lot about her when I’d tracked down my biological father and other close relatives, which were around at the time. Took me many years to stop hating her. However, she must have cared about me to some extent as, I still do things, that she must have taught me way back then. Such as I can still to this day not comfortably sit and dangle my bare feet in any body of water, even if I KNOW that there are no gators or snapping turtles in the water/lake/ocean/pool/whatever. Or, trail my hand in the water while on a boat. Also, not at all comfortable swimming in water that I don’t know how deep it is, or what’s under the surface. Heck, it still freaks me out just getting into a bathtub that has so much bubbles in it, I can’t see what’s under them… It just creeps me out, even if I’ve forced myself to do it. I’ll never dangle my hand or foot outside of my bed or, even feel comfortable having them outside of my covers, I’ll still roll myself up in my covers like I’m in a cocoon, so only my nose is sticking out… Those old habits/teachings are set in stone in my inner core.

I traveled to visit the swamps in Florida back in 1992. Even if the swamps where her trailer was located is no longer a swamp, as it has been bulldozered over and built on. But, swamps are swamps wherever they may be, and I rented an air propelled boat and ventured out on my own down the many canals, just looking at everything and remembering things I didn’t even know I remembered. It was interesting and did bring out a lot of memories and emotions. Thankfully most of the emotions were positive. I have only fond feelings for the swamp. It was my playground and my safe-haven, were I knew where I could hide when I was able to. I was never afraid of the critters that lived in the swamps and for whatever reason, I’m still not afraid of most of them. OK, I’m not stupid enough to go stick my hand in the mouth of an alligator but, I think that’s more due to common sense… But as I wrote previously, I vividly remember the snakes, at least the two that I remember most, which would slither up to me and onto my lap and up into my arms, when I’d be hiding in my “cave”. (“cavern” under the enormous roots, weaved together by mangrove trees) Don’t remember ever getting bit but, those that say that snakes are not only cold blooded but lack emotions, are dead wrong. Or, perhaps they weren’t really snakes but something clocked as snakes? Don’t know and I’m just grateful that they were there when I needed them. They were the only thing that would freak my grandmothers husband out when he’d see them in my arms… No way in hell I’d put them down when he was around, even if I knew I’d be in trouble “later”, I refused to put them down until my grandmother was back home again…
Read between the lines…

But yes, I’ve been asked more times than I can remember why I don’t write a book or, at least a blog, even if it’s mainly been when I’ve written my lengthy and far in between status updates on Facebook, for the few friends and family I have over in Sweden, so they can follow what my life is like on this side of the pond. (I don’t write anything regarding PX on FB) I do enjoy writing and I write the same way as I talk and know that I’m able to bring many reading, along with me in seeing what I’m writing about.

Depending on the subject, I do put A LOT of emotion into what I’m writing and maybe that is what people sense? On the other hand, when it comes to writing a book, perhaps I feel that I’d be worried that I’d somehow start to see it as a job and not a “release” of whatever emotions/feelings are currently going through my mind. I do write a lot that is just stored on my computer or external hard drive. And some things I write, I have stored in other what I deem safer places, which only a few know where they are. My biggest problem when writing, is knowing when to stop… LOL I write more than I talk to people…

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Sometimes after trauma, the anger may be the only thing left that attaches us to life, so maybe it isn't something that should be regarded as a negative.  It can be possible to step back and "witness" ourselves in that mode, honoring the feelings and the bruises that got us there.  The anger is a sacred part of the journey, but not the sum total of who we are.  Good that you're able to channel it into constructive projects!

Yes…

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The Truth Community (larger than Town Hall but inclusive) is something that has sort of evolved out of the greater awareness that we are preparing to weather a big storm and hopefully ascend together, or at least make it through to the Aftertime.  Am inclined to lean toward the "separation of worlds" theory.  The community hasn't always been as "together" as it is right now...some very human divisions that existed for a while seem to be gradually resolving themselves, as would be hoped and expected in an ascending "graduation class."


Like I wrote, I’ve never searched for a “Truth Community”. Wasn’t even aware they existed and just stumbled across M. Masters YouTube videos when becoming aware of Planet X. I think I’ve watched them all. At least those that I’ve been able to find on YouTube. Last one I watched was the interview he had with Rex from Leak Project.  I was intrigued by what M. Masters was talking about, as well as HOW he was talking, so, I followed the link he had in the description box under the video and here I am… Haven’t felt drawn to any of the other video posters on YouTube, other than having subscribed to a few of them, even though I know that some of them have websites as well.

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On a totally different note… I feel that I have drawn attention to myself after writing what I have here on Town Hall, as this forum is the only place where I’ve written about what I’ve been able to see/sense. Unless some/one has copied what I have written and posted it on other forums… I had a few “visitors” yesterday… I guess this is to be expected when putting oneself out there with what I have written/seen. I acknowledge that they were here and to those that advised me to tone it down a bit, I hear you and thank you for your advice.

To those I felt had perhaps less good intentions/vibrations… tread carefully little ones. I am fully capable of “returning the visit”.

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 09, 2018, 02:10:37 PM
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To those I felt had perhaps less good intentions/vibrations… tread carefully little ones. I am fully capable of “returning the visit”.

Amen.

Regarding writing, am totally understanding the need to steer clear of a bio.  But am wondering if, in all of your geographic knowledge, there might arise a story of a little girl with an alternate life.  A happy little girl allowed to roam a bit and explore, with or without any adults in the picture.  Maybe dedicated to the 8-14 year-old set.  Maybe a whole series of sequels that the public would snap up and beg for more of.  Will stop there!  :)


Will see if I can find any of the ferralchildren pages floating around the web.

Amazing that you had such a positive connection with the snakes, and that they may have sensed that you were in distress.  Any idea what kind they were?

Well, that thought is making me think of encouraging a book out of you even more, so I'd better close for now!

Thank you so much for sharing with us Solani  :)


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Post by: Solani on November 09, 2018, 08:30:40 PM
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Regarding writing, am totally understanding the need to steer clear of a bio.  But am wondering if, in all of your geographic knowledge, there might arise a story of a little girl with an alternate life.  A happy little girl allowed to roam a bit and explore, with or without any adults in the picture.  Maybe dedicated to the 8-14 year-old set.  Maybe a whole series of sequels that the public would snap up and beg for more of.  Will stop there!  :)

LOL, we'll see...  :P  ;D

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Amazing that you had such a positive connection with the snakes, and that they may have sensed that you were in distress.  Any idea what kind they were?

Don't know exactly what breed they were. Just remember one being solid black, (I've always referred to it as a Black Mamba but, I honestly don't know) a little thicker than my arm. (a 3 - 4 yr. old arm) I’m not 100% sure but think that that most if not all the black snakes in the swamps are highly poisonous… The other was what I believe to have been either a brownish colored Boa Constrictor, or one of the other snake breeds that look similar. I remember the Boa looking pattern on its body. The "Boa" must have been quite young, as it was not as thick as the black snake. Length? Don't really remember. At the time, I thought they were quite large and heavy but, being that I most likely was only 3 feet+ tall myself, most everything was larger than me. Knowing now that snakes are predators, I don’t think that they naturally would have been drawn to me if they were sensing that I was in distress, unless they wanted a meal… They might have been something totally different and cloaked as snakes??? Thinking along the lines of, since snakes were the only animal my grandmothers husband was terrified of??? Who knows. Also, not sure two different predator snakes would get along with each other? I do have a special connection with most all animals but, I’ve wracked my brain countless times over the years when it comes to WHY they’d come to me (as far as I can remember, it was always the same 2 snakes) and why they’d get up on my lap and into my arms. It’s not a natural behavior of a snake and especially not wild snakes. Maybe I’d “played” with them when they were younger, so they were used to me but, just don’t remember it? I’ll most likely never know. Regardless of the WHY, I am grateful for their help and comfort and always will be…


We've had several Boa Constrictors throughout the years while my kids were growing up. I made sure that the snakes we did have before my kids had reached a certain age/size, would not outgrow them and be able to harm them when wrapping/coiling themselves around them... First snakes we had when the kids were real young were harmless Garter snakes. They don't even have fangs so, I never worried about them biting and they don’t “squeeze”. My son which is the youngest of my kids, took the snakes/Boa's with him when he moved out. Haven't had another one after that. Only interactions I do have with snakes now, except for the ones tattooed on my arms...  :o are the occasional Garter snakes I come across in our yard. Only variety of snakes we have up here are Garter snakes. I'll pick them up and love on them a bit before putting them back down. So far, they haven't seemed to "disturbed" about the experience...  8) Rescued one last late fall when it had suddenly got real cold one night. Found a half-frozen Garter snake on the front lawn. Picked him up, saw that he was still alive but severely cold and knew he wouldn't survive if I'd just leave him where he was. He'd either freeze to death or, one of the birds would make a meal out of him so, I placed him inside of my shirt against my skin, where my last Garter snake female, more or less always used to live...  ;D Scared the heck out of a neighbor lady once while we were still living in town and I'd forgotten that the snake was curled up and sleeping on my "chest". When I started talking to the neighbor, the snake felt the vibrations of my voice, woke up and wondered what was going on, so she poked her head out between the buttons of my shirt, flicked her tongue a few times and the neighbor lady let out a high pitch terrified :o screech... Neighbor never spoke to me again...  Never understood why...  :D Anyhow... Back to the frozen Garter snake... When I'd thawed him out, I brought him into the barn, where I know there are other Garter snakes that spend the winter under/within the hay and dug him a nice nest deep within the hay. Don't know if he survived but, I tried to give him a fighting chance. ;)

I’ve always had a special relationship with animals. When my son was growing up and he’d find an injured animal, he’d come running home with it to me so that I could “fix” it. Last time he did it, was when we were living in Florida. He was 19 yrs. old and working for an airline in Florida. He’d found a bird that was suffering from heat exposure on the tarmac and actually got permission from his supervisor to take time off to drive it home to me, so I could “save it”. Unfortunately, it didn’t make it. But most of the time, I have a gift when it comes to animals. Apart from all the cats and kittens I’d take care of and nurse back to health while working for animal rescue in Sweden, I don’t know how many small birds out here that I have helped when they’ve slammed into the windows. Some have been dead before I’ve been able to reach them but most, even if they’ve been unconscious or just twitching, I’ve been able to help. I’ll hold them within my hands with my eyes closed, concentrating on sending/visualizing healing light, warmth and strength into their small bodies and when they’ve started to come around and are able to stand on their feet with support from the side of the palm of my hand, I’ll hold them up to the sky, lecture them that flying into windows isn’t really a good idea and that they probably should refrain from doing that. *grin* I’ve had other birds while I’m standing there with “their buddy” in my raised hand fly down and land on my arm. It’s as if they know that I’m trying to help or, perhaps just curious as to why their buddy is sitting in my hand, if it’s getting some treats/seeds or?? Doesn’t feel like it takes that long (unless it’s freezing outside since I don’t waste time grabbing a jacket first) before the dazed birds find their bearings and fly off. However, not before thanking me by pooping on my hand before taking flight… LOL
On the other hand, give me a house plant and that thing will die within a few days… My son is the one that can bring any plant back to life, even if it’s totally dry twigs and bare roots of a house plant someone has thrown out and it’s been outside during the whole winter. I guess we all have our own niches…

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Thank you so much for sharing with us Solani  :)

Thank YOU for reading my off-topic rants… ;)

//Solani

Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 10, 2018, 05:59:39 AM
Amazing, your special relationship with animals. 

There's a wonderful obscure Disney film titled The Three Lives of Thomasina, in which a woman similar to yourself who lives a reclusive life is gifted with the ability to communicate with wild animals and heal them.  She lives in seclusion because her special gift causes her to be accused of witchcraft.

Free online film here:
https://ok.ru/video/49873619645

https://ok.ru/video/37401987753

(https://i.pinimg.com/236x/65/ae/67/65ae67006bcdadcab9f0e9fffce01dac--walt-disney-movies-disney-cruiseplan.jpg)

So, am getting the idea, that from the Native American perspective, the snake might be your Totem?  I'm pretty sure that mine is the cat, as my cats are very protective and will smush up against me all night if they sense I'm ill or upset. :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 17, 2018, 02:11:53 PM
I now feel I know where I was when I was feeling/hearing the terror/fear surrounding me in my last vision. The one with people screaming in pain and fear however, I wasn't able to see anything and perhaps that is/was a blessing somehow... Even if I would have rather been able to see, as perhaps then, I would have been able to do something???

I believe that I was experiencing the emotional pain, fear and screams of the trapped citizens in the town of Paradise in California. They say that hindsight is 20/20 and putting together little bits and pieces, as well as having a direct connection to the city of Paradise through my husband as well as a good friend of mine which recently moved away from there.

My husband grew up in Paradise. He spent his first 20+ years living there and reading the names of those that are presumed missing/dead online this morning, it hit me like a ton of bricks. My husband and his sisters 2 cousins and last remaining relatives, (apart from my sister in-laws children) are on that list. There are also relatives of my friend, on that list...  :'(

I don't understand WHY I would be given that vision/experience when I didn't even know where it was or what. There were no clues, just horror, pain and suffering. What is the use of seeing/experiencing something that you have no way of finding out until after the fact what it was? These types of visions/experiences are what really make me angry and feel helpless. As if it's some type of perverse cat and mouse game. "Here, feel/see this, just because I want you to but I'm not going to let you know why...  >:(

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 17, 2018, 06:55:25 PM
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My husband grew up in Paradise. He spent his first 20+ years living there and reading the names of those that are presumed missing/dead online this morning, it hit me like a ton of bricks. My husband and his sisters 2 cousins and last remaining relatives, (apart from my sister in-laws children) are on that list. There are also relatives of my friend, on that list...  :'(

Solani, I'm so, so sorry that you know people who are on the list of people still missing in California.  That has to be horrific, not knowing where loved ones are, or whether they're even alive.  Many prayers that they will turn up OK in an emergency shelter somewhere, or maybe that you'll learn soon that they had just evacuated on their own to someone else's home.

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Even if I would have rather been able to see, as perhaps then, I would have been able to do something???

Maybe we could agree together to do a meditation that surrounds all those suffering in California right now in a loving embrace, sending them deep healing and comfort in the midst of all the chaos?  And maybe we could also meditate together on expediting the abundance of material resources that need to be be pooled together and sent quickly their way, such as food, clothing, counseling, toiletries, carpenters, building materials? 
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Jimfarmer on November 17, 2018, 07:13:58 PM
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don't understand WHY I would be given that vision/experience when I didn't even know where it was or what. There were no clues, just horror, pain and suffering. What is the use of seeing/experiencing something that you have no way of finding out until after the fact what it was? These types of visions/experiences are what really make me angry and feel helpless. As if it's some type of perverse cat and mouse game. "Here, feel/see this, just because I want you to but I'm not going to let you know why.

I would not interpret the vision that way.  My guess is that the ethereal energy of the situation was or is still intact and broadcasting.  As a sensitive receiver, you picked it up.  The souls of the deceased might still be screaming and broadcasting energy.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 18, 2018, 07:17:54 AM

I would not interpret the vision that way.  My guess is that the ethereal energy of the situation was or is still intact and broadcasting.  As a sensitive receiver, you picked it up.  The souls of the deceased might still be screaming and broadcasting energy.


Jim,
Thank you for the virtual kick in the butt. Not joking or trying to be snarky in any way shape or form. I'm being serious. I realize now, how selfish my initial feelings/post in regard to the vision/experience was. I was in the "me me me" frame of mind and not in a frame of mind where I was thinking about those that need my help.

If there are any other sensitives reading this thread. I humbly ask for your assistance in aiding/helping those that have been traumatized and passed due to this horrendous fire. Many which most likely don't know what has happened and are confused and lost.

Please forgive me for only thinking from my own perspective and not seeing the vision/premonition as a heads-up, you will be needed soon. There was no need to show me the exact picture/visual of what was about to take place... I know what I need to do and will start working.

Once again, thank you Jim. (as well others that have been here off and on during the night) Please, when you feel that I need it, keep them "boots" coming. I really need them at times, as it's very easy to just think in selfish ways and not see the bigger picture.

L&L
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 18, 2018, 09:35:13 AM

Solani, I'm so, so sorry that you know people who are on the list of people still missing in California.  That has to be horrific, not knowing where loved ones are, or whether they're even alive.  Many prayers that they will turn up OK in an emergency shelter somewhere, or maybe that you'll learn soon that they had just evacuated on their own to someone else's home.


Good Morning R.R. (and Everyone reading)

Having only been with my husband Dan for 3 yrs. this coming February, I personally don't know the relatives of Dan that are listed as missing, or those of my friend. I am however feeling my husbands intense pain and sorrow, both for his cousins and that his old hometown is gone. My hopes and prayers are also that many of those listed as missing, just haven't been able to get in touch with their families and that somewhere out there, they are safe.

From what we've heard, the Walmart parking lot which is located 12 miles down the hill from Paradise and surrounding land where many have pitched tents, have their RV's and such parked, have not been counted or registered. Something I feel should have been done... Dan's sister was able to get in touch with the woman that currently owns their old family home yesterday and both houses on the property are gone. Thankfully, she was renting them out and no one was currently living in either of the houses.

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Maybe we could agree together to do a meditation that surrounds all those suffering in California right now in a loving embrace, sending them deep healing and comfort in the midst of all the chaos?  And maybe we could also meditate together on expediting the abundance of material resources that need to be be pooled together and sent quickly their way, such as food, clothing, counseling, toiletries, carpenters, building materials?

Yes, I strongly feel that this would be very helpful. I will be "traveling to", or astral projecting, for lack of a better word for how I do things and work on searching for and gathering up lingering and lost souls/spirits. I will do what I can to get through to them and lead them to the guides which are already there, so they can take over and move them on to wherever they are intended to go. 
My request to those that are able to send strength/light/energy to the fire areas in Ca. is, please, if you are up to it and feel that you are able to do so, please send what you can. Even if you don't think you can, know that, you can do so much more than you believe you can, just by concentrating your will and seeing/visualizing that you are sending out loving and peaceful light/energy. This is energy that those of us that can travel to these areas can tap into when helping those that need our assistance. Even lighting a small candle with the conscious intent/thought of sending energy, does manifest and assist on the ethereal plane.

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 18, 2018, 02:55:12 PM
I love the idea of lighting a prayer candle Solani, and will do that right now.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 18, 2018, 05:46:12 PM
I love the idea of lighting a prayer candle Solani, and will do that right now.

Thank you R.R.

I am also very interested in participating in the group meditation, which you mentioned in your previous post. Sending love and healing/comforting energies to all those affected by the wildfires. Thinking not only of those that have passed but also to those which they have left behind. Also, sending out "thoughts/wishes" to whomever to donate what they can to those in need.

Do you perhaps know of anyone/others who would be interested in participating in such a meditation and/or would be interested in organizing it? Get the "ball" rolling so to speak.

Much love
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 18, 2018, 06:55:44 PM
Hi Solani,

I've been stopping periodically throughout the day and at bedtime to join with you, and I sense that there may be numerous members and guests of Town Hall who may also share a strong desire to contribute to that positive prayer energy as they are able. 

Am pausing right now to join with you once again, and with any readers who may have a moment, to focus on being present with those in California, surrounding survivors with love and comfort.  Am sensing that there may be many who are in shock and shaking very hard right now and unable to stop it, and may they be in / get to a safe shelter where basic bodily and emotional needs can be cared for: warmth, food, fluids, companionship.  Am especially joining you in holding unaccounted-for loved ones in prayer: may they be discovered safe and sound, and communication with worried friends and family members be restored.

Many thanks to any readers who are able to join with Solani in whatever prayer tradition is most comfortable to each.

Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 19, 2018, 08:42:14 AM
Hi Solani,
I've been stopping periodically throughout the day and at bedtime to join with you, and I sense that there are numerous members and guests of Town Hall who may also share a strong desire to contribute to that positive prayer energy as they are able. 

Am pausing right now to join with you once again, and with any readers who may have a moment, to focus on being present with those in California, surrounding survivors with love and comfort.
 
Thank you, R.R., and Everyone that has sent/is sending energy/love/comfort/strength. Please know that you are all helping tremendously. I have seen several other sensitives/light-workers/psychics/etc. walking throughout the area in search for those that need help. Many if not most of those working, are dressed in white and are shining like a beacon of light while walking through the burnt area. Stopping every now and then to lean down and stretch out their hand to literally pull up/out a soul from the ashes. The air around us is full of “bubbles” of light. Kind of like glistening soap bubbles or snow globes of various size. Also, many many small flames. Imagine what it looks like at a concert when they’ve turned down the lights and you see all the flames from the concertgoer’s lighters waving in the air. In the midst of all the chaos, this is a very beautiful and soothing sight. I feel that those bubbles/flames of light are the energy which has been sent out by all of those which have sent energy, or even just positive thoughts. Those energy bubbles are “given/transferred” to the souls to give them strength and assist in getting through to them, as most are either still in terror mode or, catatonic/non-responsive. We, or at least I do, but from what I can see, it seems like we/most are working in similar ways. Guides are standing by waiting to lead the souls to where they need to be. Many have near relatives that have passed before that appear/show themselves when we’ve gotten through to their family members and rush in to embrace and give comfort to their relatives, wives, husbands, children, close friends, as well as quite a few pets. For some reason, it’s the pets that seem to be the ones that are most efficient in bringing back the conscious mind of their owners…

Anyhow, this is some of what I am seeing and experiencing… I will keep working for as long as it takes.

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Am sensing that there are many who are in shock and shaking very hard right now and unable to stop it, and may they be in / get to a safe shelter where basic bodily and emotional needs can be cared for: warmth, food, fluids, companionship.  Am especially joining you in holding unaccounted-for loved ones in prayer: may they be discovered safe and sound, and communication with worried friends and family members be restored.

Many thanks to any readers who are able to join with Solani in whatever prayer tradition is most comfortable to each.

Thank you

Much love and light
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Jimfarmer on November 19, 2018, 11:11:07 AM
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I feel that those bubbles/flames of light are the energy which has been sent out by all of those which have sent energy, or even just positive thoughts.

Good work, Solani.  I have sent a few bundles of energy from myself and nearby trees.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 19, 2018, 01:52:56 PM
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For some reason, it’s the pets that seem to be the ones that are most efficient in bringing back the conscious mind of their owners…

That's unconditional love at work, isn't it?
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 19, 2018, 06:00:35 PM
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I feel that those bubbles/flames of light are the energy which has been sent out by all of those which have sent energy, or even just positive thoughts.

Good work, Solani.  I have sent a few bundles of energy from myself and nearby trees.

Thank you Jim but, I honestly don't feel that I can take credit for the work I'm doing. I wouldn't be able to do a fraction of the work which is required, and neither would all the other energy workers combined which are there, tirelessly searching through what is left of the town, without the help from all those of you out there, which are sending love/energy/strength etc. It would be an impossible task, as no one on their own, has enough energy or would be able to harness enough energy from the surroundings, as so much is destroyed, damaged and void of life to do such an enormous amount of spirit work. I feel that credit needs to go to all of you out there, which are sending the energy and thus providing the energy necessary, for us to do our part.

Thank you for your energy you've sent and also thank the trees from me. On a perhaps interesting side-note, when I've "cleared" one area, I have placed an ethereal tree seed into the soil and used my own personal energy for it to sprout and break through the ash/soil, in order to try to heal the earth and bring life back into what has been destroyed. (sort of like my way of chasing death away as I move through)

L&L
//Solani 
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on November 19, 2018, 08:10:36 PM
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For some reason, it’s the pets that seem to be the ones that are most efficient in bringing back the conscious mind of their owners…

That's unconditional love at work, isn't it?

I agree with you. Also, the majority of those that have passed are the elderly in the community, which many most likely spent more time with their pets, cats in particular than other humans. Speculation on my part but, that is what it feels like.

One elderly lady I helped, was adamant that she was NOT going anywhere without her cat "Sparky". I'd estimate her age mid to upper 80ies. Very talkative and completely coherent. Knew exactly what had happened and was at peace with the whole "ordeal". She kept repeating her name and asking if I knew if her children were OK. Unfortunately, I had to tell her that I did not have that information but, that we would find out. As soon as she'd received the answer in regard to her children, her cat was what was foremost on her mind. She actually "shoo'd" (Yeah, shoo'd with her hand like one would shoo a fly...) the guides away and walked with me throughout the area pointing and telling me that this is where so and so lives. We did find a few of her closest neighbors and I have never experienced such energy and "oomph" from a so recently departed soul. She literally was a ball of energy all wrapped up into one tiny wisp of a woman! I basically just stood back and watched as she'd "knock some sense" (her words) into her friends/neighbors. Telling them to "snap out of it and quit your bellyaching!"  :o

Once we had found those that she felt SHE needed to find, she immediately turned her attention back to her cat, saying, "Now, where is that d*amn cat?" I told her that she needed to call for him, as she would be the only one that he would respond to. After her LOUDLY calling her cats name several times, while walking around, a red streak of fur came running up to her, coiling around her legs and showing that he wanted to be lifted up. Said and done, she gathered him up into her arms, hugged him tightly, looked at me, smiled, said thank you and then turned to the guides and said. OK, what are you waiting for? let's go and off she went, cat in her arms with her friends trailing behind her...

Like I wrote, I've never experienced anything like this before. My guess is that she was a sensitive herself, even if she didn't say it. Just her knowing who/what the guides were and why they were there? It sure seemed like she knew who they were. She also seemed to know what I am and come to think of it, she never asked once why either the guides or I was there. She just somehow knew... This is one sweet and feisty lady I'll never forget!

I don't want anyone to feel that I'm trying to make light of a very serious and extremely tragic situation. I'm not. I'm just sharing one moment that really helps keeping you going, when all you really want to do is sit down and HOWL in anguish, due to all the sorrow and pain that blankets the whole area.

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 20, 2018, 04:29:24 AM
She sounds like some of the sturdy Appalachian women in these parts, though she was from a few thousand miles away.  They don't make 'em that way any more...  :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on November 28, 2018, 05:09:39 AM
Continuing to join Solani in prayers and positive meditations for the missing and homeless in California.
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Post by: Solani on December 01, 2018, 11:38:37 AM
Continuing to join Solani in prayers and positive meditations for the missing and homeless in California.

Thank you R.R.
I'm here, I've just been totally overwhelmed with everything that is going on both with the fires as well as so much more. Heading out right now, since I need to drive down to one of our older neighbors, which I am volunteering as his home-care person. He's not doing well at all but is proud as... *sigh* I really feel that I need to help him out a bit extra today, even if he is not going to be so happy about it.

Will try to update on what I feel is going on later today.
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 01, 2018, 03:53:37 PM
Sending you strength as a caregiver - especially if your "patient" is sometimes not easy to work with.   :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 02, 2018, 11:50:41 AM
Sending you strength as a caregiver - especially if your "patient" is sometimes not easy to work with.   :)

Morning R.R. and All.

I haven’t decided if it’s a “Good” morning yet so, therefore just the “morning”. Been awake since 4 AM but, still not quite awake. Yes, my “patient” can be quite difficult to deal with at times but, I fully understand it must be horrible feeling that you are losing your independence when age and health are against you. He’s also an old friend of Dan’s and literally the only “friend” I have, since I moved here almost 3 yrs. ago. So, even if he is cranky most of the time, I know there is a reason for him being that way. Am I upset at times? Of course I am, but he’s my friend and he knows that when he “dishes out” his frustration and anger towards me, I don’t take it. However, he also knows that I care and that is why I’m there to help him. He’s managed to run everyone else off with his anger but he also knows, he’s not the only one that has a “temper”, which I think he actually sort of likes that I don’t back down and if it takes him getting angry in order for him to get up on his feet, then that is what it will take.

However, I feel that he is way beyond the stage of getting by with only my help, and legally, I don’t know if I am required to report to his doctors since I’m not “employed”, just helping a friend. We’ve reported what’s going on to his doctor quite a few times but, being that he tells everyone to “F” off and they know that I’m looking in on him, they tend to avoid him… He NEEDS to be in the hospital with 24-hour care/supervision so, we called his son yesterday and updated him on what is going on/down and told him to please drive the 6 hours it takes to get out here from where he lives and help deal with his father. So, I guess we’ll just have to wait and see what he’s able to do. Until then, I’ll do my best to keep his dad alive and fed and that is about all I can do, however hard that is when someone is actively willing them self to die…

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 02, 2018, 12:13:42 PM


OK, fires, aftermath in California and more…

Don’t really know where to start… I’ve had to back off for a few days, both that I’m drained but also that being so tired mentally, I let my guard down and brought something “less then nice” home with me.
 
There is so much (spirit/entity activity) going on at these sites and especially Paradise, as well as massive cover-ups by the authorities. So many more that have died than they are reporting. Why they are covering it up, I have no idea. One just need look up on the Internet regarding population of the city and surrounding area and see that a very large percentage of the population was above 70, many in their upper 80ies and above. No way just thinking logically that they would have been able to make it out, as not even many of those that were in their cars got out. How can you outrun a fire that comes roaring DOWN hill at 80 + miles an hour? Firefighters finding burnt out cars lined up on the road which are full of remains of people that didn’t even try to get out of their cars. How can a car catch on fire so FAST that people don’t even try to get out??? Firefighters reporting (back channel) amongst each other about the fires being so hot and fast, as well as that the number of dead being reported is totally false. Even a tourist bus which had 35 or 34 passengers, which none of the passengers had even stood up from their seats… I wonder why that one isn’t on the news… In many cases, only being able to find teeth among the ashes to count, to be able to determine how many are dead… That fire was NOT natural. (I don’t know much about the other fires in Ca, since I’ve concentrated my energy on Paradise since we have a family connection to the town/area) Add to that, all the “creatures/entities” of a less than positive nature that are ABUNDANT all throughout the area. Not sure that town will ever be able to go back to what it used to be. At least not without a serious cleansing, if even that would suffice… Several parts of the area feel tainted and literally evil. If any other sensitives/energy-workers/psychics/whatever reading this, which also have been assisting with crossing the souls have experienced any of this, please let me know. If you don’t want to write a response in the public forum, please feel free to send me a private message or email me directly, I won’t share your name with anyone. I just need to know if I’m the only one feeling the sickening feeling of unnatural evil emanating from what remains of the town, as well as seeing the masses of “dark entities”.

I don’t know how much other sensitives/energy-workers are able to see, or if they are able to see each other. I have tried to connect with a few other living ethereal sensitives which are also there assisting in crossing over souls but, for whatever reason, I’m not able to make contact. It’s like everyone else there working, are not aware of each other and just going about the “work” we are doing. I can tell that they do see and interact with the guides as well as the souls but, not the other sensitives. I’m just wondering. Not that it really matters, I’d just like to know for my own personal reference. I know that everyone experiences the ethereal realm differently, depending on their own view/take on how they believe the ethereal looks/is but yes, it would be interesting to find out what others are seeing/sensing. Me, I don’t see any living flesh and blood people/animals/etc. when at a location in my ethereal form, I only see what is within the ethereal realm, such as spirits, guides, entities other ethereal beings/sensitives both human/animal and “other”. With “other” I mean the negative entities. Please be aware that these less than positive entities CAN follow you home, as they are highly upset about us being there and “stealing” what they consider their “loot/souls”. Sounds crazy, I know… However crazy it sounds, this is how it feels and how I perceive it to be. Also, being able to see my own guardians going after and “snapping/fighting” at these “things”, makes it even more real. Having at least one of them following me home and creating havoc on a personal level made life quite “interesting” out here for a few days, before I actually realized that it wasn’t only due to me being tired/drained that I was feeling such ANGER/RAGE that I couldn’t identify with or understand where it was coming from, until I physically sat myself down and mentally went in search of whatever it could be that was causing, if anything how I was feeling. It is now gone but I have upped my protection A LOT!

On a perhaps more urgent note… There is so much chaos going on in the world right now, much/most we are not aware of, but it is nevertheless going on behind the scenes by the TPTB, with massive distractions in place to keep our attention elsewhere… Everything from natural or perhaps not so natural disasters… Earthquakes being one of the big ones, especially on the west coast of the US and Canada but also throughout the rest of the world, volcanoes is another big one but, also enormous storms with resulting black-outs and freezing temperatures. Excuse my language but, I feel/sense that sh*t is about to get REAL!!! and that VERY soon… Everyone needs to get prepared however they can. Those that are already prepped, top off your preps, those that are not prepared at all, make sure you get READY as of yesterday!! Food, water, medications, first aid and whatever else you can afford that you know you will need for the foreseeable future. Even if it is just a few big bags of dried beans, rice, pasta canned goods and spices, Dollar store is a wonderful place to stock up on canned goods and spices. Yes, spices are important as it will make you able to add some assorted flavors to what you are feeding your family. Water you need at least 1 gallon per person per day. Fill empty CLEAN containers/bottles with your tap water if you can’t afford buying bottled water. If nothing happens, you still won’t lose what you’ve invested money wise, as you will not have to buy those food items for a while, or, you keep them stored for when you WILL need them and keep adding to your preps when you can. The dried items will last for at least 20 plus years if stored properly.

I’m in no way sure of what will hit first but if I were to guess, I’d tell everyone to prepare for a major false flag event and undercover of that event… all hell will break loose… This is not counting in the so called “natural disasters”, those are coming regardless of whatever else manmade is going to hit.

Please stay safe everyone!

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 02, 2018, 02:39:26 PM
Solani, Having been a caregiver to more than one cantankerous loved one, I can relate!  ::)

And having been a caregiver to someone with a death wish, I can also relate.

There's a beautiful book titled Final Gifts that goes against mainstream thinking about caregiving, and though it's compassionate and elegantly simple, one of the principles is a little difficult to swallow:

That is allowing an independent-minded aged / dying person the right to die at home, even if it means allowing him or her to have falls.  It feels horrible just typing this, but the book was actually given to me by a hospice social worker in a Catholic setting in which the nurses had restrained a dying family member of mine.  In the end, we permitted the nurses to have their way only because the loved-one had a growing brain tumor that was painful, and morphine was a necessary comfort measure, causing him to hallucinate.

M-F caregiver relationships between non-relatives can also have further complications, especially if your old friend has secretly admired you without being able to act on it.  Just a remotely possible scenario. 

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Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 02, 2018, 02:44:42 PM
Am feeling anger too about the situation in California right now.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 02, 2018, 06:45:05 PM
Am feeling anger too about the situation in California right now.
I am out of the loop in this one as well. Anger, because we aren't being told the truth?
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 03, 2018, 04:08:27 AM
A number of Californians are openly talking on camera about this phenomenon, which has been witnessed and captured on several videos:
https://planetxtownhall.com/index.php/topic,6847.msg108084.html#msg108084
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 03, 2018, 08:49:58 AM
My sister in-law is in contact with the lady that owns the property/2 houses that Dan and his sister grew up in and she has been told that, she is NOT allowed onto the property for any reason at all before the "clean-up crew" has been there and removed all that is left on the property, which is basically nothing other than the natural stone made smaller house chimney... Everything else is totally gone and just very fine ashes. (seen on the pictures online of all the burnt houses) Only the surrounding trees are still intact... a bit singed but not burnt... figure that one out! She has also been told that they, the clean-up team NEEDS to remove at least 2 feet of "dirt" on the whole property due to what they are claiming is old building materials such as asbestos and other now not legal building materials... Seriously?? If anything the fire burnt so hot that nothing is left, which would also mean whatever asbestos would have been there, is literally vaporized and "cleansed", so, what is it they need to remove??? Some other type of residue that if sent in for testing would prove the fire was not natural?? hmmm....

There is so much talk going around as to why the fire hit where it hit. Everything from TPTB want the area cleared of people. Comparing it to the "map" of the future 2020, now 2030 agenda, if you compare the map which shows where they want people out with the actual burn area, it is a near perfect match... Other theories claiming there is "gold in them mountains" and TPTB want control of it as well as the mining/mineral rights. Residents are advised to get in touch with a certified realtor and start the process of signing legal papers in regard to mineral rights over to their children and/or future heirs, which would prevent TPTB to get to the minerals, or at least create problems for them... Also family members of those that have died to immediately file for the mineral rights... Dan having grown up in the area says yes, there is gold there but not likely in the town area since it is red dirt/clay and not gravel/rock but yes, a lot of gold got burnt/melted as most of the older population still had gold stashed from yesteryear's gold mining days. Dan still has his share of what he inherited from his mother when she'd passed... Could there be some grain of truth in these claims? Perhaps but, regardless... Someone wanted that area cleared for a reason, question is just what reason?

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 03, 2018, 10:10:34 AM
OK, I see it appears to be the same picture I/we read about some months ago.  Because I was without a computer for so long, I didn't know if another similar incident had occurred, but after reading your details, Solani, I realize it's the same incident(s).

I clearly also recall seeing how the maps of the planning commission/board seemed to be a near perfect match for the houses that were completely obliterated.

Yes, it did then, and now, look as if someone or something wants that specific part of real estate for reasons we might never really know.

IIRC, I even recall seeing in some footage several months ago, how some cars seemed to  be so intensely damaged as to nearly melt.  The damage appeared to have not possibly arisen from a "normal" fire. 
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 06, 2018, 10:27:22 AM
Got this link from Steven Quayle's website, that links to "State of the Nations" website, which shows how "contained" the fires were in Paradise Ca., what burned and what didn't...

http://stateofthenation2012.com/?p=110054

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 06, 2018, 12:34:04 PM
That's pretty strong evidence: Glass and metal melting but paper not ignited.  Ash piles remaining of the homes, but thick adjacent woods in pristine condition.  An entire forest in good condition, but the one lone house in the very center disintegrated down to its foundation.

I've been putting off calling the electric co. out to install an old-fashioned analog meter and take the other one away, but am not waiting any longer now.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 06, 2018, 06:32:14 PM
That's pretty strong evidence: Glass and metal melting but paper not ignited.  Ash piles remaining of the homes, but thick adjacent woods in pristine condition.  An entire forest in good condition, but the one lone house in the very center disintegrated down to its foundation.

I've been putting off calling the electric co. out to install an old-fashioned analog meter and take the other one away, but am not waiting any longer now.

Please let us know your experience.  Everyone I know has no luck.  One friend, Bill, said when they came a few years ago to install his smart meter, he told them he wanted to keep the old analog meter, and the installer, said, "this is what you're getting."

There are people who are turning off the entire system for certain periods of time (I suppose they are shutting down the main breaker to the house), just to get a break from the pulsing and emf. 
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 07, 2018, 06:36:39 AM
I did some research, and it turns out that this issue has already been tried in the PA court system.  The verdict said that customers have the right to pay to move the meter away from their home, but not to have it replaced.  The alternative is to go completely off-grid:

http://www2.philly.com/philly/business/energy/20161211_Smart_or_kooky__Why_some_Peco_customers_go_off_the_grid.html

http://www2.philly.com/philly/business/energy/puc-judge-mostly-dismisses-peco-smart-meter-complaints-20180321.html

Here's a list of locations permitted to opt-out with a fee:

http://www.stopsmartmetersbc.com/wp-content/uploads/OPT-OUT-FEES.pdf

So, we're planning to erect a metal shed to house machinery at a distance from the house, and will have the meter moved to the back side of it.

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Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 07, 2018, 10:03:48 AM
Even we, though we are way out/up here in BC Canada and the last household on the electric grid, have one of these darn contraptions! Thankfully, they installed it at the main breakers, which are located on the far side of what we call the "boathouse" (previous owner built a boat in it, therefor we still call it a boathouse, even though it's more a huge garage that houses the tractor we are using, freezers, "stuff" etc.) We have built a metal "shed" around the meter and breaker panel. Breaker panel is on the inside of the boathouse and  on the outside of the boathouse where the smart meter is, is also walled in with sheets of corrugated metal/tin as well as a metal roof. Meter/boathouse is located 50 yards from the main house, something I appreciate as I'd never want to have the darn thing on the house itself! Most of the time, we have the breakers that go to the house switched off and get power to the house through our solar panels/bank. It's mainly when I know I'm going to use a lot of electricity that I'll use the main power, such as for washer/dryer etc. Kitchen stove I use is propane. Old big iron wood stove is in the boathouse but fully functional when it will be needed. House is heated by a big wood burning stove in the living room that puts out WAY to much heat when going full throttle... However, I'm not going to complain about that, since it most likely will be needed... I don't sit in the living room anyway, only Dan does. I can't handle sitting in over 90 degrees Fahrenheit. Drives me batsh*t crazy! (as if I wasn't crazy to start with...  :o  :P ) I spend most of my time in the kitchen and can open a window when it gets to hot! We've stocked up on wood more than usual this year. Normally, we go through 6 cords of wood to heat the house during the winter but this year, we decided to put up 12 cords just in case, and if we don't need it, we'll use it next winter! LOL

Reason we've not totally disconnected from the power grid is that we need the extra power for our 5 big deep freezers outside. Once the root cellar is finished, I'm hoping that we can cut down on the amount of freezers we have. Can't really can that much more as I don't have the space to store anymore. Am tripping on the jars as is... Don't want to carry them upstairs as it's way to hot up there so, I only have the Mylar bag dried food items in big Rubbermaid totes up there, to keep the mice out of them. Once the root cellar, as well as other underground rooms are finished, I'll be happy to get all the stored food items out of the house. I do have a few cashes in the ground outside, mostly for potatoes and other root veggies but, the main supply and preserves are still in the house.

But, back to the smart meter... I really don't know why they installed it out here, since they still drive here every month to manually read the meter?? Makes no sense. 
I'm really hoping that they don't get the crazy idea to put 5G out here! Heck, we don't even have regular cell service and considering that 5G has to have a direct line of site between the "meters", that would be near impossible out here with all the rough terrain, mountains, trees etc. However, who knows what all the satellites they're blasting off into space will do??

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 07, 2018, 10:45:16 AM
Right, I've heard - and it might have been from one of your links - that not only satellites but also drones may be able to receive signals from the Smart Meters and lock onto them.

Good idea to build a metal housing around the meter!  Am guessing the electric co would have no way to stop you from doing that.

How exciting that you're getting busy with an underground root cellar, etc.  It sounds as if you all are doing all the right things to prepare up there.

Our woodstove can get pretty hot in this house too, so we wait until it's really miserable outside to use it.  Like you, we have a propane cookstove, from the Amish-community, without electronic ignition.

Are your outdoor chest freezers plugged in, or is it just cold enough up there all the time to leave them unplugged?  I do keep old ones without the cords for housing dry goods that rodents would find tempting, such as sunflower feed, so even once your root cellar is finished, maybe you might decide to keep your old freezer units around?

We've never tried switching off our external power entirely and just relying 100% on solar/wind here, but it might be a good idea to practice that.  Have mainly used the battery bank just for critical systems such as well, septic and chest freezers, and just done without electronics and electrical appliances during outages.  However, it's really difficult to go without a computer, which is ironic, because I was the one who argued against getting one in the first place back in the '90s!  :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 08, 2018, 06:57:20 PM
Right, I've heard - and it might have been from one of your links - that not only satellites but also drones may be able to receive signals from the Smart Meters and lock onto them.

Good idea to build a metal housing around the meter!  Am guessing the electric co would have no way to stop you from doing that.

The meter reader did ask why we had built a metal shed around the meter but, we just played stupid and said that we thought it would be safer for the “sensitive electronic meter” to have shelter, due to that it is on the side of the boathouse that is facing the big field, which gets a lot of wind and snow cover… LOL However, I do believe that even if it is “shielded”, the wires still run from the breaker box into the house and I know that in case of an EMP, those electrical lines will cause crap to break down and potentially cause fires in the house, regardless of if you have flipped the breakers. Most likely the same with the meter but, hopefully, we’ve at least minimized the constant high electromagnetic levels. Checked with my EMF meter and the levels are much lower outside of the metal enclosure than it is inside of it. I’m very sensitive to electricity, or more correct would perhaps be that electricity is sensitive to me?? and always check when I move to a new place with a meter to see how high the electromagnetic readings are. I make sure the head of my bed is not right beside or in front of an electric outlet or even have an electric clock/radio on my nightstand, as I do get headaches if I have my head next to an electric outlet where I sleep.

Somehow, I seem to put out enough electricity on my own to kill battery powered wristwatches within a week, therefor I never use a watch, constantly “zapping” people that I touch, even if I’m barefoot on grass… Not to forget that I never touch my car door with my bare hand when closing the door. If I do, I get ZAPPED to the point where it hurts. Wintertime is of course worst but, I still have issues even during summer. But winter when it’s really cold, is most problematic. Just my long hair (below the waist long) creates sometimes hilarious situations, if I don’t keep it braided or tucked into the collar of my jacket. Walking down the street in subzero temperatures I look like “Medusa”, with my hair literally standing on end and if I do walk to close to someone as I’m meeting them, I don’t know how many times my hair will catch on to the buttons on their coats etc.… Yeah, sounds funny and at times it is but, most of the time it a pain (literally) as my hair getting stuck causes me to get yanked backwards as I’m securely caught on their buttons… I’m constantly having to change burnt out light bulbs throughout the house, where I spend most of my time. These newer LED lightbulbs seem to be a bit stronger and last longer for some reason. Many other issues with electricity as well. However, it doesn’t really affect ME in a negative way, it’s more me that affects the electricity in a negative way… LOL

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How exciting that you're getting busy with an underground root cellar, etc.  It sounds as if you all are doing all the right things to prepare up there.

Yes, I have been working on getting my root cellar and extra “rooms” done but… Dan didn’t want me to put it where “I” wanted to dig, where I had figured it would be best to dig due to that we have water runoff from the surrounding fields. So, I dug where he wanted me to dig and now we have a “beautiful” pond where the cellar was supposed to be… Oh well, Now I get to put it where I originally wanted to have it which is higher up on our property not that far from the house. Will need to take down some trees but, I need the building materials so, I won’t have to buy as much lumber. I’ve bought 1000 empty sandbags which I will be filling, which will be for the actual root cellar, the rest of the rooms will be two 40-foot containers and one smaller old heavy-duty utility 8x8 trailer/box. Will see what else I can find to put in the ground. I’d want to have a room away from where we’d have our “living space and food” where we could store things like propane, fuel and other flammable items. The “hill” I’ve been wanting to dig into will allow for everything to be between 5 – 6 feet below the surface, with a small “work shop” for me, built above it to camouflage the entrance to the underground structures . I’d really love to have a work space of my own where I can tan my hides and do my other “hobbies”. Would also make it easier in the winter to have an entrance which I didn’t have to dig out and leave traces of where it is… Yeah, I’m paranoid… ;)
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Our woodstove can get pretty hot in this house too, so we wait until it's really miserable outside to use it.  Like you, we have a propane cookstove, from the Amish-community, without electronic ignition.

Same with ours, we don’t have any electronic ignition. Have to get it started with a lighter.

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Are your outdoor chest freezers plugged in, or is it just cold enough up there all the time to leave them unplugged?  I do keep old ones without the cords for housing dry goods that rodents would find tempting, such as sunflower feed, so even once your root cellar is finished, maybe you might decide to keep your old freezer units around?

We keep the outdoor freezers plugged in year-round but notice that when it reaches -15 Celsius for more than one week, the thermostats in them shut off and only kick back on when the temperatures go back up.

Yes, will definitely be keeping all of the deep freezers. If for no other reason, to keep what I want rodent free. Also, since we have the bears out here during the summer months, we have locks on them and have also strewn bear repellant around the freezers and in the boathouse, which doesn’t have a door, just a completely open front end. Old fashioned round moth balls and old coffee grounds, they don’t like that. When we’ve had the occasional stubborn bear that either has a stuffy nose or doesn’t give a hoot, we hook up the electric wire around the freezers. So far, we haven’t had to take to more drastic measures… :)

2 of my temporary “root cellars” are old deep freezers that I have buried in the ground about 2 feet below the surface. I have a 1-inch plywood “door/lid” above with stuffed hay between the plywood and the lid of the freezers. They work fairly well, or at least keeps the potatoes, carrots, cabbage etc. from freezing. I keep the carrots and potatoes in big crates that are filled with very clean slightly damp sand, so I have to go “digging” when I want the roots. Carrots do best in the sand, potatoes don’t last quite as long, as there is no ventilation but, sand does seem to help them last longer. It’s just a pain when you need to get to the bottom of the barrel… LOL

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We've never tried switching off our external power entirely and just relying 100% on solar/wind here, but it might be a good idea to practice that.  Have mainly used the battery bank just for critical systems such as well, septic and chest freezers, and just done without electronics and electrical appliances during outages.  However, it's really difficult to go without a computer, which is ironic, because I was the one who argued against getting one in the first place back in the '90s!  :)

LOL, yes, I will really miss my computer once they won’t work anymore… It’s my way of keeping in touch with my kids over in Sweden along with phone calls, as well as how I get the news I want to watch, or various TV series/episodes etc. Don’t have a cell phone and honestly don’t miss the stupid contraption! Don’t have Netflix or any other paid Internet movie host, as I really can’t afford it and there are so many sites where you can watch for free. I am however an Amazon Prime member so, if I want too, I can watch what they have in their movie/series section but, we only have a limited amount of gigs through our satellite provider every month and I have a bad habit of going over that limit most months… Doesn’t cut us off completely, just slows us down to dial up speeds… Enough to get your email but not much else. I never watch the TV, even though Dan has tons of channels on that thing… First off, it’s way too hot in there, secondly, he “owns” the remote and it just “upsets” me when he abruptly changes the channel when he feels he wants to watch something else… So, I live in the kitchen… lol

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 08, 2018, 07:16:27 PM
I've been "back down" to Paradise Ca. a couple of times today and haven't been able to find anymore that need help. Will "sleep on it" and head back again tomorrow, to do a last sweep of the town and outer areas.

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 09, 2018, 05:36:06 AM
Good morning Solani,

So many interesting projects!  Would you be willing to upload some discrete digital photos to share with visual learners on Town Hall?  We wouldn't want you to disclose your location thru the photos - sensitive details could be cropped out using software on your computer, if you'd be comfortable sharing the less-sensitive material (such as photos taken underground, if there would be enough lighting).  It could provide both inspiration and instruction to readers.

Am guessing that readers might also enjoy visuals of hide-tanning, buried root cellar box, sand-bag walls, etc.

That's so amusing that your aura might be overpowering the electrical lines - and very possible!

Also had a good laugh about the bear repellent - I didn't know there was such a thing! :)

Looking forward to reading more of your prepping adventures!

Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 09, 2018, 05:38:44 AM
One estimate that I read or listened to said that 50,000 people are unaccounted for.  I hope that they didn't all die in the fires.  So difficult to wrap our minds around.

Thank you for all the good work that you're doing to help those souls find Home.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 09, 2018, 10:43:42 AM
One estimate that I read or listened to said that 50,000 people are unaccounted for.  I hope that they didn't all die in the fires.  So difficult to wrap our minds around.

Thank you for all the good work that you're doing to help those souls find Home.

I’ve read about the “missing 50.000” too but, haven’t been able to confirm it either way. I do know however that there are A LOT more unaccounted for all throughout California, than what the official story tells…
I don’t know how many I’ve helped cross over, as I lost count early on. Add to that, there have been many more sensitives/energy-workers on site working nonstop, the spirit guides all over the place, have been very helpful in locating many of the souls as they would be/are standing next to the soul that needed assistance. Don’t know why they haven’t been able to just lift the souls up themselves, as I do know that there are what you could, for lack of a better word call “soul collectors”, which assist alongside with previously passed friends and relatives??? Have seen them several times, especially when I’ve been in the hospital or passed some fatal accident? I don’t know what is different about all these deaths?? Add to that, the multitude of negative entities that would be/are “swarming” over those areas where there were/are many souls, fighting to get to the souls and fighting amongst each other like packs of rabid dogs (no insult to dogs, just descriptive visualization) Not sure how to describe these rabid and vicious entities. They are definitely a low-level type of demonic energy and to just describe what they look like in simple wording. Blackish wispy, partially see through flying raggedy towels in various sizes, with red glowing eyes and sharp rows of teeth?? Yeah, sounds like your typical horror movie character/demonic, flying/swooping throughout the air in swarms like a swarm of birds, diving down and fighting each other over soul energy…

I’ve never come across this specific type of malevolent entity/energy form previously and wracked my brain to try remembering, if I’m getting this specific imagery due to some horror movie I’ve watched, as I do find them to be of a darker “cartoonish” caricature?? Or, another line of thought… Someone capable of projecting this type of “creature”, is really lacking in the imagination department! I’d laugh out loud at them if it weren’t for the fact that those teeth are far from just imaginary. They BITE, and it hurts. On the other hand, anything you create in the ethereal realm, is REAL in that realm and can affect other ethereal forms. I’ve been bit a few times and yes it hurts. Not only that, when I’m back in my own body, I do feel the pain where I was bit while in the ethereal realm and do a deep cleansing where I was bitten to rid myself of whatever residue/venom might have attached itself to me. My own guardian “creations” which have been “fighting” off these entities so I can do my job, also yelp in pain when they get bitten, same as the err… “flying towels” ROAR/high pitched whine…

Hey, I’ve never claimed to be sane! As a matter of fact, it helps not being quite “normal” as if you were, you’d most likely loose whatever sanity you have, seeing what I at times am able to see… So yes, a “tad” crazy to start with, is definitely a bonus when it comes to this type of work… If nothing else, it keeps you from getting thrown out of the ethereal realm/your ethereal body (break your conscious bond) due to shock or surprise. Several times, I have received the strange sensation that these entities are controlled by some “puppet master”?? However, if so, the energy they are created out of is definitely of an evil source, which leads me to the conclusion that whoever is/would be projecting/controlling these “things”, is a not so nice “being”. Raises more questions the further I dig…

I do strongly feel however that this is part of the big deception that is put in place to keep our attention from wherever it is needed to be. In a perhaps very dark and morbid sense, it would make for a darn good horror movie and make billions at the Box Office…

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 09, 2018, 01:37:14 PM
Will meditate on the nipping thingies losing their teeth and only being able to "gum" you!  :)

Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 09, 2018, 08:10:06 PM
Will meditate on the nipping thingies losing their teeth and only being able to "gum" you!  :)

LOL, LOL, LOL!!!!! You do that! *BIG WIDE GRIN*

Actually, when I do see "things" that I find outlandish or ehhh... hmmm?? I do try to change their appearance, just to make sure it's not my own imagination running wild... Anything that I have "created" or in a different wording, visualized into being within the ethereal realm, I can change/redo/morph. Options are endless. My own imagination is the only thing that can limit what I can visualize/create/conjure up within the ethereal realm. I tried to change these as I found them to be a little over the top, or rather totally lacking imagination... On the other hand, a bunch of more or less identical wispy flying "towels" might be all this individual controlling them is capable of holding in his/her mind/consciousness/visualization. Which would mean, it's not someone that is very strong... Anywho, I couldn't change/reshape them into anything else, so, they're not my minds creations/monsters.

Sheesh, I almost feel like going back when I'm feeling fully charged again and chase them around with a heard of small purple/pink glittering unicorns... Yeah, I'm totally warped and also have a very morbid sense of humor, if one can even call it that? Anyhow, don't put little unicorns down, they have a sharp horn and wicked hoofs... LOL Plus, the shock factor to whoever, if anyone creating these flocks of wispy creepy things just might get thrown off his/her balance and loose connection to them, which would "poof" them out of existence... That could be one way of finding out if someone/something is controlling them??? Hmm... I'll have to think on that one!  8)

//Solani, the weird and tired dimwit...  ;D
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 10, 2018, 12:53:04 AM
Good morning Solani,

So many interesting projects!  Would you be willing to upload some discrete digital photos to share with visual learners on Town Hall?  We wouldn't want you to disclose your location thru the photos - sensitive details could be cropped out using software on your computer, if you'd be comfortable sharing the less-sensitive material (such as photos taken underground, if there would be enough lighting).  It could provide both inspiration and instruction to readers.

I would be very happy to upload pictures of my projects. When it comes to where I will be digging and building/burying my root cellar and other “rooms”, there isn’t really any identifiable topography/landmarks, or whatever it’s called. I’ll use my regular digital camera that doesn’t have the location information in the pictures. You moderators & Mr. Masters are the only ones that know who and where I am, as I wrote my “real” contact info when I applied for membership to Planet X Town Hall. I’d be more than happy to post pictures/videos and info while digging, burying, building as well as what works and what doesn’t. I’ll just make sure that anything that could be identifiable (as in location) isn’t in the pictures. There will be enough lighting, as I will need good lighting to be able to work, once I’ve reached the stage where I have a roof on the cellar and have the containers in place. Will put them reasonably close to each other to stabilize at least two sides of the containers from the weight of dirt from the sides. But still enough room to be able to move with the earth, when earthquakes hit. I know that I’ll need to dig a trench around the whole building area which is deeper than the “hole” where I’m going to burry everything and put down drain pipe (pipe with holes in it) that will lead away any water that might rise and also have a few feet of different size rocks, largest at the bottom and smaller up top right under the cellar floor and containers in order to keep eventual water levels at a minimum. I’m also collecting tons of regular car tires, as they are also very good (and cheap/free) to build walls with underground and are very insulating and more earthquake safe. I would want to have our living space or, that as a secure space in the middle of everything. VERY grateful that we have an excavator!!! One of our closest friends, which will be coming out here with his family, (wife and adult son) when SHTF, also has an excavator as well as a backhoe, so he’ll be out here working too, since he wants to build his family’s personal space… That makes me very happy since work goes much faster when you have a whole group working together. Add to that, his wife is a registered nurse. I see that as a definite bonus, even though she would have been welcome regardless since she is a good friend. She’s not quite aboard with the whole prepping thing but, going along to keep her hubby happy and content. Hey, whatever works A? Don’t really want my hubby working too hard since he is quite a bit older than I am and I’ve noticed over the past 2 years that he is rapidly losing strength and getting aches and pains all over. I might be totally ticked off at him at times but, he is my husband and I do care about him, even if I’d love to knock him silly every now and then…  ::)

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Am guessing that readers might also enjoy visuals of hide-tanning, buried root cellar box, sand-bag walls, etc.

Yes, I can do that. I have two fresh deer hides I got a few days ago that I need to salt before I put them in the freezer (if I can find room for them anywhere…) I could start by taking pictures of those and describe what I’m doing while I’m doing it? amounts of salt, type of salt, what I need to do with the raw hides before salting the them etc.?? Not sure if I’m going to leave the hair on or remove it. Oh well, I have the whole winter to figure that one out! I tan hides the old way of tanning, which is “brain tanning”.

Will take pictures of one of my temporary root cellars next time I go and dig out one of the buried freezers to bring veggies in. It’s easy using a dead old deep freezer as a root cellar, as long as it doesn’t have any holes in it. Here in Canada, you can ask permission at the dump and usually they’ll let you go get whatever you want. Not sure about how it is in the US. But an ad in the local paper, Craigslist or whatever would most likely get you what you need for free. Dig a hole that is approximately 2 feet deeper than the freezer is tall/deep. Line the hole with a big heavy-duty tarp to keep water from getting to the freezer and causing it to rust. You can’t prevent all moisture but, you can at least prevent the freezer from possibly sitting waist deep in water… You need to be more than one person when lowering the freezer into the hole or, have built some type of pully contraption above it, so that you can lower it slowly and evenly. However, still easier to do if you are a few people. Me being the morbid individual I am, I kept feeling as if we were burying a casket… I guess that really proves how warped I am… LOL. Anywho… Once the freezer is in the hole, bring the tarp in close to the freezer and pack dirt around the edges between the dirt walls and the tarp and pack it down to use the coolness of the dirt to keep whatever you have in the freezer cool, or in my case, to keep the temperature the same as it is in the dirt, preferably not freezing temperatures… Place/line a rectangle of boards on the inside of the edges of the dirt that is above the freezer lid, high enough to be level with the top soil/grass, so you don’t get cave-ins when you lift the cover you have over the freezer, when you need to get to the freezer. Place packed hay, mulch or what you’ve got to insulate on top of the freezer, under the lid/plywood that covers where you’ve buried the root cellar freezer. Even though the freezer lid does have insulation in it, I just want to make sure that -40 Celsius doesn’t creep down into the freezer and ruin my veggies. Would most likely also be good in a much warmer climate to shield the top of the freezer from the heat. Come to think of it, it would probably be even better using thick styrofoam sheets as insulation between the top of the freezer lid and plywood cover, both for heat as well as cold as you can lift the whole sheet and not have to push hay or mulch out of the way, which has a tendency to fall into the freezer. Will have to try that. Have a lot of thick styrofoam sheets in the boathouse. Don’t know why I didn’t think of that! Oh well… If you are doing this in a warmer climate, place something above the plywood/lid to keep it in the shade and away from direct sunlight. You can also make a type of root cellar with these big blue plastic (food grade) water barrels. Just make sure you have some sort of lifting apparatus inside it, so you can get to your veggies at the bottom of the barrel… It’s the same principal. Only difference with a water barrel, you don’t need to line the outside with a tarp as the barrel is made of plastic and not metal that will rust.

I have so many ideas of what I would want to do/build that I can’t keep up with myself some days. The “pond” that was the result of where Dan wanted to build/dig the root cellar, I’ve been thinking of ways to make it into some type of aquaponic garden. It should be possible, at least during the summer and maybe even in the winter if I’d put a double framed/plasted greenhouse type contraption on it, with some type of rocket heater in it… On the other hand, the bears would most likely shred it to pieces… *GAAAAAAAA* it will have to wait! I’d also love to build an Earthship, which would allow for us to grow our veggies year-round but… that too will have to wait. I AM however going to build/dig an “outhouse” at the far end of our underground “home/root cellar/containers/etc… That one will NOT wait… LOL

As you can read, my mind is always going full speed in every possible and… sometimes impossible direction at the same time… Drives Dan nuts when I’m most of the time constantly changing the subject, before he has a chance to answer and when he does answer, I have no clue what he is answering too, since that line of thought was way back 5 minutes ago and I’ve moved on several times… No, I’m not manic or bi-polar, even if one would/could think so at times… He just needs to let me know which one of my “thoughts” he’s answering, so I can “re-wind” my thought process and know which one of my lines/freeways of thought he’s talking about. ;) Same as I’m sitting here typing while he’s in the living room watching TV and he’ll come out and tell me something about what he has been watching and I’ll fill in for him and tell him what whomever was saying on TV… He’s stopped asking me how I can sit here and think/write or watch a movie of my own on my computer and still hear/register what is being said on the TV he is watching and near at times repeat verbatim what was said or at least in detail what the program was about and what they were talking about. This evening while I’ve been sitting here writing, he was watching some documentary about the Mormon church and its beginnings with Joseph Smith out working in the field, having prayed, when he received the golden tablets/plates from Maroni(sp?) and next visit he received the key to be able to decipher the tablets… Not sure what I think of the view the guy in the documentary had about Maroni being from the Plaidies (I have no idea how to spell that) Anyhow, my brain registered what was being said, I gave a split second thought to that I’m not sure if I’d agree about the whereabouts the guy claimed Maroni came from and I kept on typing… Hmmm… totally off track there… Back up a few thoughts and get back on track what I was writing about… :P

Like I wrote in a previous post, I do a lot of canning. I can post pictures and descriptions of the different canning steps, if you think anyone would be interested in reading and seeing pictures of that? Same with dehydrating various food items. I also use Mylar bags and oxy absorbers for all of my dry food preps. I’ll post a few pictures of the giant puffball/mushroom I found this past summer on one of my foraging outings and show what I did with it?

I make my own soap both cold processed and hot process (cooked). I prefer the hot process method, as I can never seem to get the girly-girl cutie different colors/delicate swirls in the soaps to look like anything other than a total disaster and as if I’d squashed a multi-legged spider in the soap…  :o *deep sigh* They work like a soap should and smell wonderful from the essential oils I’ve added to them, they’re just not pretty as the ones I’ve seen that others have created, so, I’d rather just stick to the old fashion cooked version! Right now, I’m making different colors of “soap dough” (soap play-dough) for the neighbor’s kids for Christmas presents, so they can make their own figures/creations with the play-dough and then use them as soap when they wash their hands or in the bath. I make my own laundry soap and a lot of other natural bath and body products, if anyone would be interested in how to do that?

I’m working on my herbal inventory. Identifying the wild herbs that grow around here (almost the same as in Sweden, mostly the English names messing me up) and learning how to make poultices, potions, elixirs, etc. what they’re good for, doses etc. Buying in bulk those herbs that don’t grow in this climate when I can afford it. If anything, I’m doing my best to make sure that I WILL be “useful”, come hell or high-water…

Oh, and yes, when I’m digging I’m also going to be doing some panning for gold!! (Gotta have some fun while working, there’s quite a few mining operations around here) LOL Who knows, maybe I’ll find the mother-load and strike it rich enough to buy out all the surrounding fields that we don’t own and move all of you up here… “grin” (OK, just joking, not trying to scare anyone off… ;) ) 

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That's so amusing that your aura might be overpowering the electrical lines - and very possible!

LOL, try having a whole family with the same “issues” and getting into a heated argument about a light that is sitting on top of the TV (back when all the TV’s were big fat TVs) I wanted the light on, my son wanted it off… ARGUMENT… Poof, first the TV screen/tube imploded, next the fuse box blew… My daughter just turned towards us and yelled at us. THANKS GUYS, I REALLY wanted to watch that!! And stomped out of the room… hmm…
I’ve read some about those that have similar effect on electricity and electric/electronic devises/equipment and apparently, we’re called “Sliders”. I have no idea what the connection with the word sliders would be… Sliders as far as I’m concerned, was a TV series that was quite interesting and involved the main characters being able to “slide” into different dimensions… Don’t know what that would have to do with electricity and being sensitive to it? Have found that many if not most that have similar traits when it comes to electricity are also sensitives… I find that very interesting and wondering if it could be something on the lines that spirits can use our excess energy/electricity and easier make contact?? Speculation on my part but, still a valid thought as spirits do need energy and one major issue when out on a paranormal investigation or “ghost hunt” where it is supposedly haunted, is having the batteries in our equipment being drained of energy. Can go from brand new batteries, to totally empty seconds later… Some paranormal groups bring special electric devices that give off electricity (one called Jacobs ladder but there are quite a few new models as of late) to be able to “feed” whatever is there energy, so they can easier make contact. I’ve never worked with one of those teams that have that type of equipment so, I don’t know if they work or not. Seen it on TV but, until I’ve experienced it myself, I’m a sceptic…

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Also had a good laugh about the bear repellent - I didn't know there was such a thing! :)

Oh yeah, the old type of moth balls works great and so does old coffee grinds. The moth balls however need to be the old round ball type and not the new little packets, those don’t work at all… I think that is due to them not having the necessary ingredients in them. They’ve got less chemical or less toxic ingredients in them? Regardless, it’s not like anyone, bears or other are eating them. They just seem to not like the smell of them.

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Looking forward to reading more of your prepping adventures!

Will be happy to comply… Just be forewarned, I really don’t know when to stop writing… As you and everyone else, most likely have already noticed… ;)
Please let me know under which topics here on Town Hall you would prefer I posted on when it comes to prepping, building etc.

OK, if you’ve read this far and haven’t been bored to tears, I’ll quit now… :D

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 10, 2018, 05:32:46 AM
Solani, I don't think anyone could argue at this point: You have a natural gift for writing.  We would be so blessed to have multiple threads from you about any topic that gets your fingers typing. 

In this modern age of "sound bites," it might be helpful to break up your thoughts, upon your final edit, into extra paragraphs, allowing each of your gems to sink in, one at a time.

I must admit to having done the Celsius-to-Fahrenheit formula about 20 times to figure out what -40 C was in F...Somehow it just didn't seem right that they should be identical numbers, but lo and behold, -40C really is -40F.  That is darn cold! 

The part about members of your family battling over remotely switching the lamp off and on with their electrical fields was hilarious, BTW.  I can just picture one of you sitting poker-faced and pretending that he wasn't the one doing it... :)

Will have to dig some more into the possible ET origins of Maroni.  How interesting!

Loved the idea of soapy play-dough.  Yes, homemade toiletries would make a wonderful thread, and Ilinda might be able to contribute to it, as she has some talent in that department. 

There are several locations on the Board where that would fit in:

*Divine Feminine: Ways of our Past
https://planetxtownhall.com/index.php/board,222.0.html

*Divine Feminine: What Products Do You Know How to Make from Scratch
https://planetxtownhall.com/index.php/topic,4592.0.html

*Surviving in Place: Living a Simpler Lifestyle
https://planetxtownhall.com/index.php/topic,1132.0.html

Or you could even create a completely new thread, e.g. "Solani's Space" or something.

You also seem to have a natural aptitude for Structural Engineering which might be of great help here.

Thank you so much for sharing in detail with us!
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 10, 2018, 06:14:57 AM
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I'm totally warped and also have a very morbid sense of humor

Seems like an absolute necessity in this ever-more-bizarre reality that we find ourselves living in!  :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on December 10, 2018, 09:47:57 PM
Solani, I agree with R.R., you could create a Board, so let me know if you have ideas on where in this area or the name etc.
Take a look at all the Boards, let me know. I could set that up...
One thing I can do also, I can move whole topics of yours to a Board - or Boards, once set up.
Send me a PM, also, I will send U my email if you like.
Barb Townsend 
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 11, 2018, 02:29:09 PM
Solani, I don't think anyone could argue at this point: You have a natural gift for writing.  We would be so blessed to have multiple threads from you about any topic that gets your fingers typing. 


Thank you R.R.

Yes, I do like to write (as long as it’s not a book about my life… :P ) and just let my mind take control of my fingers. It helps having been a secretary for many years… LOL I’ve been searching for an online secretarial job, such as typing out recorded digital tapes etc. anything from book writers to doctors journals but so far, I haven’t had any luck. I’ve also looked into translating jobs but in all honesty, I’d much rather just type out someone’s recorded notes/book/journals and such. Translating is not always that easy, even if you fully grasp the languages.

Anyhow, yes, if you believe anyone would be interested in reading, my at times warped thoughts, I’d be happy to do so.

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In this modern age of "sound bites," it might be helpful to break up your thoughts, upon your final edit, into extra paragraphs, allowing each of your gems to sink in, one at a time.


I will try to do that. Gods know that I read through what I have written MULTIPLE times, rewrite, change wording, trying to make some of what I write not quite so “WOO WOO” and waaaay out there. Reading my own writing, I do understand that some of what I write could be considered the ravings of a total nutjob. So, much when it comes to the paranormal threads have been “watered down”…

But yes, I will try to divide what I write into more paragraphs.


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I must admit to having done the Celsius-to-Fahrenheit formula about 20 times to figure out what -40 C was in F...Somehow it just didn't seem right that they should be identical numbers, but lo and behold, -40C really is -40F.  That is darn cold! 


Hehe… I learned Fahrenheit as well as the inches, foot, yard etc. when I was a kid but, moving over to Sweden where they exclusively use the metric system, it was just so much more logical, being that everything is made up of “10”.

10 millimeters to a centimeter, 10 centimeters to a decimeter, 10 decimeters to a meter. Same with kilometers. 1000 meters to a kilometer, 10 kilometers to a Swedish mile. Same with the fluid measurements. It was just so much easier that, I have totally suppressed the US measurement system from my consciousness. Same with Celsius, where 0 is the freezing point and 100 is the boiling point.

In our house out here, we have 2 weather stations, Dan has his in Fahrenheit since he is old school American and I have mine sitting next to my computer in Celsius… But also, Sweden uses the 24 hours “Military time”, which I also prefer since you don’t have to use the “AM, PM” after the hour.

I don’t understand either how Fahrenheit and Celsius can be the same when the temperatures reach a certain level, that is not logical… Yes, I love Mr. Spock and his logical brain, even though much in my brain, is considered far from logical… LOL

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The part about members of your family battling over remotely switching the lamp off and on with their electrical fields was hilarious, BTW.  I can just picture one of you sitting poker-faced and pretending that he wasn't the one doing it... :)


HAHAHA!! Yep! Although, I really don’t think I can blame it all on my son. I think it was our combined ANGER which really ramped up the energy to the level of not only blowing up/imploding the tube in the TV but also the main fuse box, which nearly burnt the house down. Add to that, it was Christmas and COLD… No electric company wanted to come out on Christmas and fix the fuse box, without us paying an outrageous amount of money…. So, we had a cold Christmas and no electricity. It did teach us a lesson though, NEVER argue over something electrical, especially not something that costs a lot of money to replace… :P 

On another perhaps interesting note regarding electrical issues… We, especially my son and I also tend to attract lightning storms. Almost everywhere we’ve lived we’ve had lightning strike very near or on our property multiple times every year. Learned early to unplug everything electrical in the house if we were going to be away from the house for a few hours, when the insurance company started to complain about paying for replacement computers, TV’s, stereo etc… Last item they covered was our brand-new water pump at the bottom of our well… Thankfully, that pump was only 1 month old so, we didn’t have to pay any money difference which would have been expensive, considering the old one we’d had before that one was 10 years old…

On a funny note, well, it wasn’t funny at the time but now looking back at it, we all laugh about what happened. Even though it could have ended really bad… My son Mike was home alone. He was 26 yrs. old at the time and between apartments. He was sitting at the table playing some online game on his laptop. A lightning bolt struck right next to the power pole where our big main fuse box is located and sent electricity into the house and streaks of electricity/lightning out of the electric sockets, Mike got knocked from his computer, clear across the room back first into our pellets heater. Thankfully, he wasn’t hurt, just a little rattled.

He called me from his cell phone to ask what to do, since most of the power was out in the house. I told him to go down to the main box on the electric pole and check the fuses. I stayed with him on the line. Said and done, he marches out the door to the fuse box and when he opens the door to the box, there’s a hornet’s nest inside of it. Of course, those hornets where less than happy getting zapped by whatever electricity had made it into the box. I’m surprised they weren’t all dead…

Anyhow, they, the hornets I mean, instantly blamed Mike for whatever had happened and collectively decided to “punish” him… I’m still on the phone with him and I hear him swearing up a storm and then running full speed away from the tiny, seriously p*ssed off flying varmints… They chased him all the way down our driveway, over the dirt road and clear into the middle of the field, before they realized that this “kid” was not going to stop to let them have their way with him… Now, this is a boy/man that sees all life as sacred, be it a hornet or a cat and would never even allow me to have one of these bug zappers, as he felt that was “murder” somehow… I couldn’t help but laugh when I heard him walking back to the power pole, him cursing, yelling and telling these vicious creatures that he was going to go back into the house, get a can of hairspray and a lighter and burn them into their next reincarnations…


Walking back to the house he’d just reached the front door when a second lightning bolt struck the exact same spot at the electric pole, where he'd been standing less than 2 minutes earlier… That literally scared the daylights out of him, to the point he was crying and asking me what to do. I told him to hang up and call the fire department and our insurance company and that I was on my way home. I found out later that he’d called the fire department and totally chewed them a new one. Crying hard and telling them that they were LIERS!! That they had claimed that lightning never struck the same place twice! LOL… My poor baby! He asked them if he should go out and sit in the car, if he would be safer in that thing but they told him to just stay in the house and away from the windows and electrical sockets, as long as he didn’t smell any smoke or burning plastic/rubber from the electrical lines. They offered to come out if that would calm him down, but he told them that his “mommy” was on her way home and that he’d called our insurance company and they were sending one of their electricians to inspect the damage. Said and done, the electrician came out, inspected the whole electric system throughout the house, replaced all the fuses both down at the pole and in the box in the house. He even changed all the electric outlets throughout the house. Heck, when he was done, we had outlets functioning, that had never worked before… (this was when the insurance company paid for the new water pump, since the second lightning bolt killed what electric was still working after the first strike…)

Anyhow… Yeah, we can laugh at it now, but Mike got a whole new sense of respect for lightning storms… Personally, I’ve always loved lightning storms and love to be outside and feel the POWER surging through the air. Makes my whole body tingle and the hairs on my arms stand up. It feels like I’m being regenerated somehow. I’m however not crazy enough to stand out in an open field during a storm, as I really don’t want to get that up close and personal to the lightning bolt itself but, I do love the power rush I get from the lightning/electricity in the air. Add to that, I always get headaches before a lightning storm, which don’t go away until the storm hits. First then, it will slowly go away.

I do know that my old house in Sweden is built directly on bedrock, which you can see when you walk into the basement. All you see is a big “mountain”. The bedrock out there is littered with large veins of quartz, which I also know can attract lightning but, it hasn’t mattered where we have lived. Lightning tends to find us, same out here in BC. When a lightning storm is on its way, Dan will tell me that my “boyfriend Thor” is looking for me… LOL

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Will have to dig some more into the possible ET origins of Maroni.  How interesting!



I’d never heard of that theory before either. I was Mormon many years ago and I’d have a hard time believing that Mormon church doctrine would accept the Book Of Mormon being of ET origin… Anyhow, I don’t know. Could be but… I do believe that we don’t have the whole truth when it comes to anything, be it church doctrine or science…

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Loved the idea of soapy play-dough.  Yes, homemade toiletries would make a wonderful thread, and Ilinda might be able to contribute to it, as she has some talent in that department. 


Yes, the soap dough IS fun. You can make all kinds of pretty things to top your soaps with as well as shapes and more inside of the soap that you can see when you cut the finished product/soap bars. I’d love it if Ilinda and others would like to contribute with what they make. It could give us all new and unthought of ideas to create all kinds of toiletries.

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There are several locations on the Board where that would fit in:
*Divine Feminine: Ways of our Past
https://planetxtownhall.com/index.php/board,222.0.html

*Divine Feminine: What Products Do You Know How to Make from Scratch
https://planetxtownhall.com/index.php/topic,4592.0.html

*Surviving in Place: Living a Simpler Lifestyle
https://planetxtownhall.com/index.php/topic,1132.0.html

Or you could even create a completely new thread, e.g. "Solani's Space" or something.


I’ll look though the various topics/categories here on the forum, as well as the ones you have listed. Don’t really think I’d need a “space” of my own, as I do believe that there are many topics on the forum already that would be suitable, especially since I would really love it if others would also write what they make and how they do it. So, making it just “mine” could perhaps cause others to think they can’t add their creations??


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You also seem to have a natural aptitude for Structural Engineering which might be of great help here.


Yes, I won’t fake humility… I do know how to build things. I’ve always been a “Tomboy” and fixed my own cars when they’ve broke down as well as added on rooms or rebuilt on my houses. I do have one (at least) limitation and that is that I can’t for the life of me follow written instructions/manuals… They bore me to tears and turn me into the instant 3-year old throwing a temper tantrum! I learn by watching someone else doing something, be it cooking/baking, fixing something on a car or building something etc… (I LOVE YouTube!!) I had a friend that came out to my old house in Sweden while I was building/adding on a covered deck to the wrap around veranda I had on the house. He wanted to help me and asked me where the “blueprint” was. Told him that I didn’t have one. He told me that I had to have one, or I couldn’t build what I was building… *sigh* Told him that I don’t need a blueprint or drawing, I have it in my head and I can “see” what it is supposed to look like when it’s finished. He laughed at me and said that was impossible… I told him to go home and come back a few days later, which he did… I work in mental pictures of what I want to make, similar to how I visualize what I want to appear in the ethereal realm. If my plans need changing for whatever reason, I change them in my mind, until I can see what I want the finished result to be. Cocky? Yeah perhaps… But, nevertheless, that is how I do things. For me, it’s much easier to work with the mental picture I have in my head, than following someone else’s thoughts/ideas/blueprints, as I most of the time feel they just complicate things that I can do in a much easier way. Also, I get whatever I want made done MY WAY… After all, I am an Aires and stubborn to boot… LOL


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Thank you so much for sharing in detail with us!


I’m happy to share what I can. :)

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 11, 2018, 04:41:38 PM
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HAHAHA!! Yep! Although, I really don’t think I can blame it all on my son. I think it was our combined ANGER which really ramped up the energy to the level of not only blowing up/imploding the tube in the TV but also the main fuse box, which nearly burnt the house down. Add to that, it was Christmas and COLD… No electric company wanted to come out on Christmas and fix the fuse box, without us paying an outrageous amount of money…. So, we had a cold Christmas and no electricity. It did teach us a lesson though, NEVER argue over something electrical, especially not something that costs a lot of money to replace

That would make a great Christmas comedy...

Regarding how you all attract lightning, would you be safer having lightning rods installed on the roof?  They would use massive gauge cables and ground the well pump, etc.

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I couldn’t help but laugh when I heard him walking back to the power pole, him cursing, yelling and telling these vicious creatures that he was going to go back into the house, get a can of hairspray and a lighter and burn them into their next reincarnations…

I love animals too, but there have been a few tense moments working with my bees, especially at first, when I felt exactly the same way. 

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I’ve always loved lightning storms and love to be outside and feel the POWER surging through the air. Makes my whole body tingle and the hairs on my arms stand up. It feels like I’m being regenerated somehow. I’m however not crazy enough to stand out in an open field during a storm, as I really don’t want to get that up close and personal to the lightning bolt itself but, I do love the power rush I get from the lightning/electricity in the air.

My father and I used to sit on the porch as storms were approaching and count the seconds between the lightning and thunder.  Of course people in Oklahoma who do that are completely crazy, as tornadoes are so commonplace there...

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large veins of quartz, which I also know can attract lightning

I didn't know that - how interesting!

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When a lightning storm is on its way, Dan will tell me that my “boyfriend Thor” is looking for me… LOL

LOL - He sounds like a character!

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You can make all kinds of pretty things to top your soaps with as well as shapes and more inside of the soap that you can see when you cut the finished product/soap bars. I’d love it if Ilinda and others would like to contribute with what they make. It could give us all new and unthought of ideas to create all kinds of toiletries.

Maybe a budding cottage industry up there in BC?

Looks as if Barb has honed in on a couple of threads that she'd like to encourage you toward, so your home-made items topic has captured her interest too.  Looking forward to your future posts!  :)



Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 11, 2018, 05:40:25 PM


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You can make all kinds of pretty things to top your soaps with as well as shapes and more inside of the soap that you can see when you cut the finished product/soap bars. I’d love it if Ilinda and others would like to contribute with what they make. It could give us all new and unthought of ideas to create all kinds of toiletries.

Maybe a budding cottage industry up there in BC?

Looks as if Barb has honed in on a couple of threads that she'd like to encourage you toward, so your home-made items topic has captured her interest too.  Looking forward to your future posts!  :)
Maybe I missed those threads...am certainly willing to contribute, as I have finally, after several years of research, arrived at at least one marketable product:  a skin elixir for women over 40.  And am working on several others, for other niche groups.  I won't be posting for marketing purposes, but to show people how easy it is to create one's own cosmetics and toiletries.

Just need to know where to post....
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 12, 2018, 12:10:45 PM


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You can make all kinds of pretty things to top your soaps with as well as shapes and more inside of the soap that you can see when you cut the finished product/soap bars. I’d love it if Ilinda and others would like to contribute with what they make. It could give us all new and unthought of ideas to create all kinds of toiletries.

Maybe a budding cottage industry up there in BC?

Looks as if Barb has honed in on a couple of threads that she'd like to encourage you toward, so your home-made items topic has captured her interest too.  Looking forward to your future posts!  :)
Maybe I missed those threads...am certainly willing to contribute, as I have finally, after several years of research, arrived at at least one marketable product:  a skin elixir for women over 40.  And am working on several others, for other niche groups.  I won't be posting for marketing purposes, but to show people how easy it is to create one's own cosmetics and toiletries.

Just need to know where to post....


YAAAY!!  :-* Ilinda, I would love it if you would also want to post what you make and how you do it. Like you, I'm not going to be posting what I create for any marketing reasons whatsoever. I also just want to show how easy it is to make various natural beauty/skincare products, which there will most likely be a demand/need for once SHTF. If for no other reason, it will make us, both men and women feel better and provide a small highly necessary sense of normalcy, when everything else has gone totally bonkers! Just a plain bar of soap will provide a feeling of comfort, knowing that one can keep their family clean and lessen the risk of infections. Learning how to do this now is something I feel is vital. But not only that, it will be very good bartering items as well.

I have written a PM to Barb that I was going to send but, saw that you had replied on this thread. So, I chose to reply to you first.

Off to send my PM to Barb now...  ;D

//Solani[/quote]
from Barb T.:
Solani, accidentlly hit the modify button instead of quote. Wasn't  trying to edit your post. See my reply farther below. :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 12, 2018, 05:27:09 PM

YAAAY!!  :-* Ilinda, I would love it if you would also want to post what you make and how you do it. Like you, I'm not going to be posting what I create for any marketing reasons whatsoever. I also just want to show how easy it is to make various natural beauty/skincare products, which there will most likely be a demand/need for once SHTF. If for no other reason, it will make us, both men and women feel better and provide a small highly necessary sense of normalcy, when everything else has gone totally bonkers! Just a plain bar of soap will provide a feeling of comfort, knowing that one can keep their family clean and lessen the risk of infections. Learning how to do this now is something I feel is vital. But not only that, it will be very good bartering items as well.
//Solani
In January I have agreed to do a soapmaking presentation at a friend's farm, and there is already a bit of interest in it.  I plan to do two types:  goat milk soap, and plain vegan soap, and hopefully can make both batches simultaneously, if I can find another "stirrer". 

Soap is one of the most basic needs, besides food, water, clothing and shelter, so between several of us  here on the PXTH, we can show everyone how easy it is.  I find that the stirring part is calming and somehow makes a person feel in touch with Nature.  You have plenty of time to think or even, not think.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 12, 2018, 05:30:17 PM
How exciting Ilinda, that you'll be leading a class.  Sounds like a nice way to pass a January day!
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 13, 2018, 12:07:24 PM
 
In January I have agreed to do a soapmaking presentation at a friend's farm, and there is already a bit of interest in it.  I plan to do two types:  goat milk soap, and plain vegan soap, and hopefully can make both batches simultaneously, if I can find another "stirrer". 

Soap is one of the most basic needs, besides food, water, clothing and shelter, so between several of us  here on the PXTH, we can show everyone how easy it is.  I find that the stirring part is calming and somehow makes a person feel in touch with Nature.  You have plenty of time to think or even, not think.

WOW! Wish I lived closer, I’d definitely love to both watch and I could be your second ”stirrer” LOL Not sure I’d be able to hold a live presentation though. Well, I might if I knew everyone. Believe it or not, I have stage fright and hate talking in public. Give me a ghost or other entity any day of the week but a bunch of people? Ehhhh… nope… On the other hand to totally contradict myself, I’ve been thinking about filming how I make soap and other body products, as well as when I’ll be digging/building my underground root cellar etc. and considering that I REALLY dislike cameras and such and am so paranoid that I even have a thick band aid covering the webcam on my laptop, just in case it “somehow” would start “spying” on me… LOL Have the same on my iPads camera since it is connected to the Internet via our Internet router. Don’t have a good video camera though so, I’ll have to use my old iPhone 4 that came with me when I moved over here from Sweden. I guess we’ll have to see how that works out??? Or not…  :o

Do you hand stir your soaps, or do you use a stick blender? Hot process or cold? I have done a couple of soaps just using a regular hand whisk, both hot and cold process but, I feel that as long as we have electricity, I’ll use the stick blender, as the soap comes to trace much faster. I get impatient when I know I can do something quicker. As far as the “thinking” part, I wish I could shut my brain down at times. Doesn’t matter what I’m doing, or how many things I’m doing at the same time, my brain is still running around in multiple directions, as if it was on speed or something.

I’ve been working on learning how to make my own lye from the wood ashes we get in our heater. Problem with the homemade lye is that you really don’t know how strong/potent it is, depending on so many things. What type of wood you’ve burnt, where and in what conditions the trees have grown but, since it has only been the hot processed soaps I’ve tried the homemade lye in, it’s fairly easy to add more oils at the end of the process, if the lye hasn’t been neutralized and let it cook for awhile longer. I always add superfat to my hot processed soaps regardless, when they’ve finished cooking, so that I can decide which type of beneficial oil/fat I want the finished soap to have. (It’s only my laundry soap I have less fat in. 3%) It’s more difficult to add more lye if it’s not strong enough to be a good soap that both works as a soap should and be hard enough to form a bar that doesn’t get “mushy”. Plus, if you don’t have enough lye, the soap is way to oily. So, using the homemade lye, I’d rather put in a little too much to start with and then add more oils/butters/fats at the end and cook it a bit longer until it is totally neutralized/saponified. Homemade lye is also more of the “potash” style lye, which doesn’t really form hard bars regardless, but is great to make liquid soap with.

My laundry soap I make from my homemade soap bars, which are made from a blend of coconut oil and lard, combined with Washing soda, Borax and whatever essential oil I like. Works just as good if not better than the store-bought expensive stuff. Plus, I know what’s in it and it’s not loaded with a lot of chemicals. You can make it into both powder form as well as liquid. I prefer the liquid version since I mainly wash in cold water. I’ve been experimenting with using less water and whipping/beating the “soap batter” with my mixer until it has the consistency like stiff Cool Whip or Mayo and is more concentrated, which takes up less space in my laundry room. I’ve been using our neighbors as “Guinea pigs” for all my bath, body and laundry products. That is after I’ve tried them myself for a while, to make sure that they aren’t in anyway harmful. They keep asking for more, so I guess they are satisfied with how they work. :D 

A neighbor lady of ours asked me yesterday if she could buy some of my soaps since she drew her sisters name to be her secret Santa so… It makes me feel good that she feels that what I make is good enough to give away as presents. We have a bartering system with her. She has chickens so, I get eggs, and she gets all the soap and body products she needs/wants… Another neighbor has cows, so we buy milk at a discount, since I drink more milk than she uses soap LOL I’m totally happy with that, since I also get the cream which I make butter out of. Most of our neighbors are wonderful people, which are very prepper minded and a close-knit community.

Took about 2 years though before they really accepted me, (well, a few still haven’t but… I’ll survive…) as I am a tad different than they are but, moving into a small off-grid community is always difficult before people get the feel of you and know that even if you are tattooed, have piercings and just plain odd at times, you’re still someone that is not out to harm or cheat anyone. I think it also had a lot to do with that Dan is older than I am, and they were worried that I was out to scam him somehow… I’m OK with that, it just proves to me that they are good people that actually look after and care about each other.

And yes, I agree with you, soap is a very important product both for health reasons as well as providing a sense of normalcy. Similar with the other bath and body products. It can provide a feeling of luxury, being able to pamper yourself and help keep your spirits up. But not only that, just being able to make things yourself like a healing/soothing salve that is all natural which you can use on everything from diaper rash, lip balm, to irritated and blistered cow/goat teats and is so simple to make, since regardless of where you live, you can grow everything you need that goes into it. 

Anywho, we’ll see how Barb would like the whole setup to be and take it from there.

//Solani







Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 13, 2018, 04:25:32 PM
I'll wait till Barb finds the right spot for this discussion to continue, before adding more, although there's plenty more to say!  I might look around here on the TH and see if there's a thread relevant to all of this....
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on December 14, 2018, 08:27:47 PM
I'll wait till Barb finds the right spot for this discussion to continue, before adding more, although there's plenty more to say!  I might look around here on the TH and see if there's a thread relevant to all of this....
:)
Hi ilinda, it's fine just continue the discussion.
Computer problem for a few days but back on it... Just invited Solani to be a Global Mod and join the sisterhood. :)
We will work out details and we will work together name a New Board area for her.
Actually this is called a "Category" with the Mod's name and title of the category above and
- Barb T.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on December 14, 2018, 08:39:38 PM
To Solani:
Computer problem for a few days but back on it... Solani I am inviting you to a Global Mod and join the sisterhood. :)
We will work out details and we will work together name a New Board area for you.
Actually this is called a "Category" with the Mod's name and title of the category above.
I sent some other ideas for you to think about two other Boards you could take over... whatever works for you; will explain everything. :) Sent U my email addy also.
You are much appreciated!
Barb t.
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Post by: R.R. Book on December 15, 2018, 06:08:30 AM
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You are much appreciated!

Agreed!  :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 15, 2018, 08:09:55 PM
In January I have agreed to do a soapmaking presentation at a friend's farm, and there is already a bit of interest in it.  I plan to do two types:  goat milk soap, and plain vegan soap, and hopefully can make both batches simultaneously, if I can find another "stirrer". 

Soap is one of the most basic needs, besides food, water, clothing and shelter, so between several of us  here on the PXTH, we can show everyone how easy it is.  I find that the stirring part is calming and somehow makes a person feel in touch with Nature.  You have plenty of time to think or even, not think.

WOW! Wish I lived closer, I’d definitely love to both watch and I could be your second ”stirrer” LOL Not sure I’d be able to hold a live presentation though. Well, I might if I knew everyone. Believe it or not, I have stage fright and hate talking in public. Give me a ghost or other entity any day of the week but a bunch of people? Ehhhh… nope… On the other hand to totally contradict myself, I’ve been thinking about filming how I make soap and other body products, as well as when I’ll be digging/building my underground root cellar etc. and considering that I REALLY dislike cameras and such and am so paranoid that I even have a thick band aid covering the webcam on my laptop, just in case it “somehow” would start “spying” on me… LOL Have the same on my iPads camera since it is connected to the Internet via our Internet router. Don’t have a good video camera though so, I’ll have to use my old iPhone 4 that came with me when I moved over here from Sweden. I guess we’ll have to see how that works out??? Or not…  :o

Do you hand stir your soaps, or do you use a stick blender? Hot process or cold? I have done a couple of soaps just using a regular hand whisk, both hot and cold process but, I feel that as long as we have electricity, I’ll use the stick blender, as the soap comes to trace much faster. I get impatient when I know I can do something quicker. As far as the “thinking” part, I wish I could shut my brain down at times. Doesn’t matter what I’m doing, or how many things I’m doing at the same time, my brain is still running around in multiple directions, as if it was on speed or something.

I’ve been working on learning how to make my own lye from the wood ashes we get in our heater. Problem with the homemade lye is that you really don’t know how strong/potent it is, depending on so many things. What type of wood you’ve burnt, where and in what conditions the trees have grown but, since it has only been the hot processed soaps I’ve tried the homemade lye in, it’s fairly easy to add more oils at the end of the process, if the lye hasn’t been neutralized and let it cook for awhile longer. I always add superfat to my hot processed soaps regardless, when they’ve finished cooking, so that I can decide which type of beneficial oil/fat I want the finished soap to have. (It’s only my laundry soap I have less fat in. 3%) It’s more difficult to add more lye if it’s not strong enough to be a good soap that both works as a soap should and be hard enough to form a bar that doesn’t get “mushy”. Plus, if you don’t have enough lye, the soap is way to oily. So, using the homemade lye, I’d rather put in a little too much to start with and then add more oils/butters/fats at the end and cook it a bit longer until it is totally neutralized/saponified. Homemade lye is also more of the “potash” style lye, which doesn’t really form hard bars regardless, but is great to make liquid soap with.

My laundry soap I make from my homemade soap bars, which are made from a blend of coconut oil and lard, combined with Washing soda, Borax and whatever essential oil I like. Works just as good if not better than the store-bought expensive stuff. Plus, I know what’s in it and it’s not loaded with a lot of chemicals. You can make it into both powder form as well as liquid. I prefer the liquid version since I mainly wash in cold water. I’ve been experimenting with using less water and whipping/beating the “soap batter” with my mixer until it has the consistency like stiff Cool Whip or Mayo and is more concentrated, which takes up less space in my laundry room. I’ve been using our neighbors as “Guinea pigs” for all my bath, body and laundry products. That is after I’ve tried them myself for a while, to make sure that they aren’t in anyway harmful. They keep asking for more, so I guess they are satisfied with how they work. :D 

A neighbor lady of ours asked me yesterday if she could buy some of my soaps since she drew her sisters name to be her secret Santa so… It makes me feel good that she feels that what I make is good enough to give away as presents. We have a bartering system with her. She has chickens so, I get eggs, and she gets all the soap and body products she needs/wants… Another neighbor has cows, so we buy milk at a discount, since I drink more milk than she uses soap LOL I’m totally happy with that, since I also get the cream which I make butter out of. Most of our neighbors are wonderful people, which are very prepper minded and a close-knit community.

Took about 2 years though before they really accepted me, (well, a few still haven’t but… I’ll survive…) as I am a tad different than they are but, moving into a small off-grid community is always difficult before people get the feel of you and know that even if you are tattooed, have piercings and just plain odd at times, you’re still someone that is not out to harm or cheat anyone. I think it also had a lot to do with that Dan is older than I am, and they were worried that I was out to scam him somehow… I’m OK with that, it just proves to me that they are good people that actually look after and care about each other.

And yes, I agree with you, soap is a very important product both for health reasons as well as providing a sense of normalcy. Similar with the other bath and body products. It can provide a feeling of luxury, being able to pamper yourself and help keep your spirits up. But not only that, just being able to make things yourself like a healing/soothing salve that is all natural which you can use on everything from diaper rash, lip balm, to irritated and blistered cow/goat teats and is so simple to make, since regardless of where you live, you can grow everything you need that goes into it. 

Anywho, we’ll see how Barb would like the whole setup to be and take it from there.

//Solani
Since Barb says it's OK to go ahead and continue here...here goes....

You mentioned stage fright and indicating not liking public speaking, so if you ever want to hear how I conquered it, just yell.  I was like you, totally scared to death to even say "hi" to a crowd of people.  It was awful.  That's history now.  LOL

Soapmaking--hot or cold process?  I must be doing it in such a primitive way that I don't even know what you're talking about.  About 25 years ago I asked a friend (I had wanted to learn this for decades) how her mother made soap, so she gave me her recipe on a "recipe card" just like they use for food.  I still have that card, although I've tweaked the recipe to death and it no longer bears any resemblance whatsoever to her mom's.

To make soap, I gather the basics:  fat or oil, usually 100% organic coconut oil; lye crystals, usually Roebic brand; and either water or milk, depending on whether I'm making goat milk soap or soap for vegans.  After I have the oil near, or at, the correct temperature, I put the lye crystals in the container of water or milk, and begin stirring to dissolve the lye.  This solution is "exothermic" meaning it rises in temperature from room temp. quickly to something too hot to touch. 

After the lye solution cools to the proper temperature, I then add the lye solution to the fat/oil at its correct temperature, then I begin to stir constantly.  I will stir up to three hours, but sometimes only a hour, but most often 1 1/2 to 2 hours.  You'll know when it's ready because the stirring rod can be used to write letters on the surface of the congealing soap solution, at which time I pour it into the moulds which were placed ahead of time.  (For a stirring rod, I use an old stick without bark until one day it has disintegrated due to lye, then I get another)

Is that a hot process?  I didn't cook anything, but only heated the fat to around 120-130, and the lye solution achieved its own heat of its own accord, and I allow it to cool to around 100 or so before pouring the lye into the fat.  I must really be out of the loop as I've never heard of making homemade soap by any other method except sitting there and stirring by hand, which I actually enjoy.  LOL

I have made lye from our clean wood ash from wood stove, but the biggest problem was always trying to rig up the perfect barrel with the perfect bottom board/plywood, whatever, with the perfect hole for the lye solution to drip through.  Mine always seemed to seep/leak through various tiny cracks that didn't make their presence known.  I stuff the bottom of the barrel, or hollow log, with thick hay or straw, then add the ashes, and then pour in the water over the ashes.  I did make soap that way and it was primitive but did work.  It was gritty and more like the old Lava soap they sold when I was a kid, and not sure if it is still on the market.

Your laundry soap sounds just like mine:  grated bar soap, borax and washing soda.  Mix well and there's your detergent.

And BTW, congratulations on becoming a Global Moderator! 
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 16, 2018, 04:50:08 AM
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congratulations on becoming a Global Moderator!

Seconded!

Question:

Do you all grease the soap molds first? I've only ever done the pan bars.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 16, 2018, 01:51:48 PM

Since Barb says it's OK to go ahead and continue here...here goes....

You mentioned stage fright and indicating not liking public speaking, so if you ever want to hear how I conquered it, just yell.  I was like you, totally scared to death to even say "hi" to a crowd of people.  It was awful.  That's history now.  LOL

Yes, I would love to hear how you got rid of your stage fright, as I really, really, REALLY HATE standing in front of a crowd, with everyone’s attention focused on me. Been that way as long as I can remember. I remember being in school and having to stand in front of my classmates and give some sort of presentation or, whatever the teachers had have us study that we were supposed to stand there in front of everyone and talk about. Lost count how many times I got sent to the principal’s office, when I’d refuse to do it. I’d start out by politely saying no, I don’t want to and depending on the teacher… if they didn’t accept that polite no, it would get quite “heated” with the full vocabulary of a rabid swampbred wildcat… H*LL NO!! (and ehh… more…  >:( ) Those teacher’s that refused to accept that there was no way they were going to get me up front to recite whatever, finally learned that I didn’t care that I would get sent to the principal’s office as when I got older, if they didn’t accept my initial first no, I’d just stand up, quietly gather up my books and tell them that, I’m going to the principal’s office, as that is where you are going to send me anyhow if we keep arguing about this… And off I’d go… That way, I’d at least not get punished for “mouthing off”.  :-X

I was the kid you’d always find sitting at the back (last row) of the classroom, so that I wouldn’t have anyone behind me. If I wasn’t allowed to sit in the back, I wouldn’t show up to class at all… Still to this day, when in a crowd or some social gathering, you’ll find me on the outer edges of all the people present, quietly watching. In a restaurant, I’ll be close to the door, with my back against a wall. That’s just how I am and what makes me feel comfortable/safe and I have no interest in changing it. I like being able to be on the “outside” keeping an eye on what’s going on or, what possibly could go totally sideways…

On the other hand, put me in a room/house/situation where I’m working with a paranormal team or psychic as a protector/guardian/”exorcist”/whatever, and things take a turn to a not so good/pleasant situation, I’ll be right there smack in the middle of everything/everyone raising holy h*ll…  :o I know that makes absolutely no sense but, that’s just me… LOL

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Soapmaking--hot or cold process?  I must be doing it in such a primitive way that I don't even know what you're talking about.  About 25 years ago I asked a friend (I had wanted to learn this for decades) how her mother made soap, so she gave me her recipe on a "recipe card" just like they use for food.  I still have that card, although I've tweaked the recipe to death and it no longer bears any resemblance whatsoever to her mom's.

Yes, soap-making has changed quite a bit and become more technical, utilizing all the “modern/electrical” equipment out there. I’ve made soap using the same, or similar technique you use but, I don’t have the patience to stir by hand for that long. Plus due to my back being the way it is, it is a pain, literally, for me to do it that way. I know I will have to someday but until then, I use my strictly soap dedicated electric stick-blender/immersion-blender. Much faster! I admire you for having the patience to stir by hand and can fully appreciate that it makes you feel more in-tune with nature and also has a calming effect. I also believe that it comes down to how you were taught or learned, which technique you are most comfortable with. I learned by watching oodles of YouTube soaping videos and the first ones I watched, used the stick/immersion-blender.

You are soaping using the cold process method. I do that one too but having watched all the fancy soap making videos on YouTube, Try as I have… I have never been able to make all these fancy “foo foo” cold process soaps with a wide range of colors, swirls and patterns. Some of them you see are so beautiful, I’d feel bad using them and feel I’d rather put them on display. For some reason, I just can’t seem to reach that level of beauty with my soaps so, I go for quality and making soaps that have specific ingredients that benefit various skin types or skin problems.

I mostly make my soaps using the hot process method. Our elders would cook their soap batter in a pot over an open fire or on the woodstove, constantly stirring by hand. Now, it’s mainly a slow-cooker/crockpot you use. There are several reasons why I prefer the cooked soap process over the cold process, the main one being that once it is finished cooking, the lye is totally neutralized/saponified and you can basically use it straight out of the pot and it won’t give you lye burns. Well, it will burn you since it’s hot but, the lye is no longer present in the soap, as it most of the time is in the cold process, where you need to let the soap cure for at least 3 – 4 weeks. I still let my finished cooked soap bars rest/cure too, but only because I want the excess water in them to evaporate so they become harder bars, which last longer.

There are also a few different techniques of making hot process soap. Seems like every year or so, someone comes up with some sort of new technique which usually makes the whole process faster and faster to complete. Yet another reason I prefer the hot process method is that when it is finished, and all the lye is gone from the soap batter, I can add my additional special fats, oils, butters, vitamin/plant oils etc. and I know that the lye isn’t going to ruin or alter any of those additional ingredients To figure out how much lye I need, depending on what type/combination of oil/fats/butters I’m using in my soap, I use a wonderful program called soap calc where you can just click the type of fats/oils you want to include in your soap, the weight or % of the specific fats/oils/etc. and when you’ve added all of the different types of oils you click on the button to calculate and presto, it tells you exactly how much water/lye ratio you need to use, depending on what level of fat% you’ve put in that you want your finished soap to have. I usually put in that I want my finished soap to have a 3% fat content, so that when it’s cooked, I can add another 10% fats/oils/butters and/or my own homemade plant oils/extracts which I’ve made by letting whatever plant material sit in most often virgin olive oil for a few weeks to draw out the beneficial properties of the plant into the oil, which are good for various skin conditions. If you want to check the soap calculation program I use, you can find it here: http://soapcalc.net/calc/SoapCalcWP.asp I’ve printed out lots of soap recipes using that calculator, containing various different types of oils and such, just so that I have the ratios if and when I can’t access the program. I know there is a way to calculate the lye/water/oil ratio without that program and have printed that formula out as well but… I’m lazy… LOL  ;D

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To make soap, I gather the basics:  fat or oil, usually 100% organic coconut oil; lye crystals, usually Roebic brand; and either water or milk, depending on whether I'm making goat milk soap or soap for vegans.  After I have the oil near, or at, the correct temperature, I put the lye crystals in the container of water or milk, and begin stirring to dissolve the lye.  This solution is "exothermic" meaning it rises in temperature from room temp. quickly to something too hot to touch. 

When you use milk instead of water, do you use milk at room temperature or do you freeze the milk in an ice cube tray first, then put the frozen cubes in your water/milk/lye container and pour the lye crystals over the ice cubes? I’ve never tried using milk/lye but been told that lye can burn the milk and to avoid that, one can freeze the milk and the lye will melt the milk cubes when it starts heating up the liquid without risking it burning the milk. I’ve done that with Aloe Vera juice (frozen cubes) so that it wouldn’t burn the Aloe, also makes the lye solution cool down much faster. Yes, I did say I’m lazy and impatient… ;)

In hot process, I’ll subtract the amount of milk/coconut milk/yogurt etc. from the initial liquid/lye solution and add it at the end of the process when the soap is fully cooked, and the soap batter has cooled down to about 140 - 150 F. I’ll warm the milk etc. so that it has the same temperature as the (140 - 150F) soap batter. When I add my essential oils, I will add them to whatever warm milk, melted extra oils/butters/etc. before adding them to my fully cooked soap batter, so that the heat doesn’t destroy any beneficial properties of the milks extra butters/oils and essential oils but, adding a cold liquid/oil will harden the soap batter and make it impossible to get it all mixed in throughout the soap, When adding your additional liquids/oils at the same non harming temperature that your cooked batter has, you avoid ending up with what is occasionally called “soap on a stick” LOL.

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After the lye solution cools to the proper temperature, I then add the lye solution to the fat/oil at its correct temperature, then I begin to stir constantly.  I will stir up to three hours, but sometimes only a hour, but most often 1 1/2 to 2 hours.  You'll know when it's ready because the stirring rod can be used to write letters on the surface of the congealing soap solution, at which time I pour it into the moulds which were placed ahead of time.  (For a stirring rod, I use an old stick without bark until one day it has disintegrated due to lye, then I get another)

Is that a hot process?  I didn't cook anything, but only heated the fat to around 120-130, and the lye solution achieved its own heat of its own accord, and I allow it to cool to around 100 or so before pouring the lye into the fat.  I must really be out of the loop as I've never heard of making homemade soap by any other method except sitting there and stirring by hand, which I actually enjoy.  LOL

You are making cold processed soap. However, this is pretty much the same way I start out regardless of if it’s cold or hot process. I’ll melt my oils/butters/etc. I use a Canadian brand of lye called “Home lye crystals” which I buy in 6.5 lbs. containers (cheaper than buying small containers) at the hardware store. It’s what most people use to clean out their clogged drains etc. But, as long as it says on the package that it is 100% lye and has no additives, it’s just plain lye. You can buy it from various online soaping vendors too but, it’s more expensive, especially when you add on the shipping cost. Shipping to Canada is OUTRAGIOUS!!! :o Same as shipping cost from Canada. I don’t know why it’s so expensive to ship things to Canada or why shipping costs from Canada is so expensive, compared to anywhere else in the world! Sending my kids their Christmas and Birthday presents often cost more in shipping that what’s inside the package!! *grrrrr*  >:(

Like you, once I’ve added my lye solution, I’ll stir, or in my case use my stick-blender making sure the head of the blender is well below the level of oils/lye, so it doesn’t splatter everywhere and blend for a few seconds, stir with the blender for a few seconds and blend again. I’ll keep repeating this until I get trace, (Leave the stick-blender on continuously for to long, you'll burn it out. I'm on my 4th....  :D ) or what you call being able to write faint letters in the congealing soap batter. Once I’ve reached trace, (takes about 10 minutes unless it’s a pure olive oil soap, that will take perhaps 15 minutes longer to reach trace) I’ll turn the crockpot down to low, put the lid on and just let it do it’s thing. I’ll check on it regularly and not leave the room/kitchen where I’ve got the crockpot as it has happened that the soap batter has “volcanoed”, bubbled up and out of the crockpot… :o Not fun, messy, hot and corrosive so, you do need to keep an eye on it and be ready to whip or beat it down with a whisk, if it starts to “grow” out of the pot, but after about 1,5 hours, the soap is fully cooked and the lye is no longer present in the soap and I can turn the crockpot off and let it cool down enough, so I can add whatever else I want in the soap before I pour or spoon the then thick batter into whatever forms I have prepared. I’ll let the finished soap sit in their molds with a towel covering them for about 24 hours and then unmold the soap and cut into whatever shapes or bars I want them to be. Place them on my curing rack and leave them be for at least a week, which is hard since I want to try them out as soon as possible. I do however use the scrapings from the crockpot and make whatever scrapings leftovers into what I call “soap rocks”, which I have next to the kitchen and bathroom sinks and use when I wash my hands and check that they have the consistency/properties that I had intended the finished soap to have. Last soap I made was shaving soap bars, as Dan has a few friends that use razors. Both the old straight razor as well as plain various Bic type plastic razors, so, they are now my Guinea pigs testing the shaving soap and from what I’ve heard, they’re very happy with how the soap performs while shaving and how their skin feels afterwards. :D 

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I have made lye from our clean wood ash from wood stove, but the biggest problem was always trying to rig up the perfect barrel with the perfect bottom board/plywood, whatever, with the perfect hole for the lye solution to drip through.  Mine always seemed to seep/leak through various tiny cracks that didn't make their presence known.  I stuff the bottom of the barrel, or hollow log, with thick hay or straw, then add the ashes, and then pour in the water over the ashes.  I did make soap that way and it was primitive but did work.  It was gritty and more like the old Lava soap they sold when I was a kid, and not sure if it is still on the market.

Yeah, I have the same problem when making my own lye from the ashes in our wood stove. I get leaks everywhere so, I just put a BIG pan/stainless steel canning pot under the whole darn contraption and it can drip wherever it wants! I’ve also been trying to let the lye water dry when it’s finished draining, to see if I can make lye crystals out of the dried residue and yes, that works and also makes the lye crystals/residue storable for longer periods of time. I have yet to be able to make a white bar of soap as they are discolored from the ashes. Oh well, it’s soap and they work, which in the end, is all that really counts! But until I have to, I’ll continue making soap the way I do with store-bought lye.

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Your laundry soap sounds just like mine:  grated bar soap, borax and washing soda.  Mix well and there's your detergent.

Yep, works just as good as store-bought laundry soap, minus all the chemicals and costs much less. I know of those that buy these scent booster crystals/thingies from the laundry section of the store and add those to their homemade laundry soap but, I’d rather my laundry soap be as natural and chemical free as possible and just use essential oils if I want my laundry to smell good. Plus, during the summer months, I add citronella and lemon grass essential oil to my laundry soap, which does seem to make the mosquitoes not quite as interested in making a meal out of us. I also make a lotion/salve which contains citronella, that works great when out and about during the summer months since we have HOARDS of both mosquitoes as well as “no-see-um’s” up/out here. I also add the citronella oil to some of my homemade votive candles, both due to that I like the smell but also that it works pretty well on at least keeping the hungry blood-sucking critters at a minimum…

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And BTW, congratulations on becoming a Global Moderator!

Thank you :)

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 16, 2018, 05:46:38 PM
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congratulations on becoming a Global Moderator!

Seconded!

Question:

Do you all grease the soap molds first? I've only ever done the pan bars.
When I used a large flat cake pan for a mould, I would line it with plastic, slightly thicker than Saran Wrap.  Now I use small food storage containers which are perfect size for one bar each, and I do not line them or grease them, but use them as is.  They are still rather new and work fine, but I wonder if as they age, they might "change".  Time will tell.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 16, 2018, 06:08:13 PM

Yes, I would love to hear how you got rid of your stage fright, as I really, really, REALLY HATE standing in front of a crowd, with everyone’s attention focused on me. Been that way as long as I can remember.

OK, I was just like you from about age 5, all through grade school, junior high, high school and college, and later, but I was taking some later courses where I had to do presentations to the entire class, for example "seminar". 

I actually thought maybe I'll be the first student who actually dies right there in front of the entire class, and OMG they will have to call and ambulance, and won't be able to resuscitate me, etc., and headline will say, "Rural Woman Student Dies of Fright in Classroom".

So I wrote out what I wanted to say, carefully organizing it as if I were writing an important research paper.  Then I looked at the paragraphs and picked out a keyword or key phrase that would encompass the theme of that paragraph or several paragraphs. 

Next I listed the keywords or key phrases in the exact order they come in the article/paper.  I them memorized the keywords/phrases in their correct order.  (And I know my subject so well that just the mere mention of a given keyword will immediately launch my mind into all sorts of information that needs to be said about that keyword/phrase.)

Next, now that I have memorized the keyword list, I'm ready to present it in a talk, taking one keyword/phrase at a time.  When you are alone, you can now begin to practice.  You can even look in the mirror if you like.  Or you can stand in a room and look to the opposite wall while delivering your "speech". You practice on your very first paragraph using your memorized keyword as clue #1.  You keep practicing that one until you get it right.  Eventually you will almost have memorized the entire paragraph or several paragraphs.  Believe me, this is how it works.  You practice that introductory one first.  when it's perfect, then go to keyword #2, and do the same process. 

Once you have perfected #2, now practice from start, doing #1 and #2 in succession, as if you are actually beginning your "speech".  You can then perfect that as you repeat it over and over until it's really good.  You continue to go through this process until at some point you know your subject so well, and you can often anticipate questions that may arise from the audience--because you've talked about this so much!

Well, I did this and by the time I had nearly memorized my entire "speech", I did really feel a bit more confident, and didn't actually think I would die of fright.  I was actually feeling like, "I really know something that I can impart to the other students and teachers watching".  When the appointed day came for my first presentation, I only felt internal jitters slightly, but my self-confidence was huge, so I got up there and did my presentation and lived to tell it.  And dig this:  the professor said, "you were polished!", and one of my fellow students, who also had to do a presentation on a different date, asked, "are you a teacher?".  Those two comments convinced me that this practice ahead of time WORKS.

And regarding the soapmaking, it is obvious there must be hundreds of variations in ways to make soap!  Thanks for the soapmaking tutorial in bringing me up to speed.  This old chick will continue to plod along just like our ancestors did but at least I'll know others are being very creative.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 16, 2018, 07:07:28 PM
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congratulations on becoming a Global Moderator!

Seconded!

Thank you! :) I hope I won't freak/scare to many members/readers out/off...  :o


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Question:

Do you all grease the soap molds first? I've only ever done the pan bars.

I can only answer to how I prepare my molds. I have a couple of wooden molds/loaf pans that Dan made for me after my specifications. I line those with thick parchment/butcher paper and then pour or spoon the soap batter into them, be it cold process or hot, bang them down on the counter or floor a couple of times, to try to get all the air bubbles up and out of the soap batter, wrap the molds in a thick bath towel to keep them warm while they are solidifying and place them on top of my big indoor freezer in the laundry room. When the soap has solidified I grab the edges of the excess parchment paper that has been folded down outside of the molds and lift the soap out of the wooden molds, peel the parchment paper off and then cut the loaf into whatever size bars i want.

I also use a few silicon molds (same as you can buy and use for baking muffins etc) and those I don't do anything with. Just pour or spoon the soap batter into them, let them sit until solid and peel the molds off the soap, or turn them upside down and pop the soap out. I wash the silicone molds in warm soapy water and they're ready to go again. But, I never use any of the molds or other items I use when soaping for anything other than soaping. I wouldn't want to accidentally get lye residue into anything we would be eating so, I have my dedicated crock-pots, whisks, spoons, spatulas, containers etc. apart from where I keep my utensils that I use for cooking.

To answer one of your previous posts about a potential budding home business... ;) I've thought about it but not sure how to go about doing it. I have checked our towns Farmers Market out and it's quite small but active and didn't give me that much of the creepy crawlies due to people. So, I'd probably start out getting a booth there and see where that would lead. I did talk to 2 other soapers that sell their soaps there, introduced myself as a fellow soaper and asked them what types of bath and body products they sold, so that I wouldn't compete with them, if I were to get a booth. There are so many other types of soap and body products I can make, that wouldn't take business away from them. Plus I have the jewelry I make and my leather-works. I'd rather have my own specialized niche. There is also a small community run store in town where those of us that live here can sell our items and also work a couple of hours a week to keep commissions down to a minimum. I've talked to them too and they've said that they'd love it if I were to join them, since they don't have the soap/body and leather-work items in the store previously. We'll see what happens come spring. :) First I have to learn about all the rules and regulations that comes with making and selling your body products. From what I've heard, there's a lot of rules as well as what needs to be written on labels that need to be put on the products, listing EVERYTHING that is in the finished product. Geeez, :o over half the soaps I have here at home, I don't remember exactly what is in them... LOL So, those are strictly for home use, or for those of the neighbors that are already using them. like them and it hasn't pealed their skin off... LOL  ;)

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 17, 2018, 05:04:45 AM
Both the community store and the farm market sound like a lot of fun, as well as maybe good social opportunities.  With all of your wisdom and skills, you may be able to draw a steady clientelle!  :)

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Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 17, 2018, 02:35:10 PM
To answer one of your previous posts about a potential budding home business... ;) I've thought about it but not sure how to go about doing it. I have checked our towns Farmers Market out and it's quite small but active and didn't give me that much of the creepy crawlies due to people. So, I'd probably start out getting a booth there and see where that would lead. I did talk to 2 other soapers that sell their soaps there, introduced myself as a fellow soaper and asked them what types of bath and body products they sold, so that I wouldn't compete with them, if I were to get a booth. There are so many other types of soap and body products I can make, that wouldn't take business away from them. Plus I have the jewelry I make and my leather-works. I'd rather have my own specialized niche. There is also a small community run store in town where those of us that live here can sell our items and also work a couple of hours a week to keep commissions down to a minimum. I've talked to them too and they've said that they'd love it if I were to join them, since they don't have the soap/body and leather-work items in the store previously. We'll see what happens come spring. :) First I have to learn about all the rules and regulations that comes with making and selling your body products. From what I've heard, there's a lot of rules as well as what needs to be written on labels that need to be put on the products, listing EVERYTHING that is in the finished product. Geeez, :o over half the soaps I have here at home, I don't remember exactly what is in them... LOL So, those are strictly for home use, or for those of the neighbors that are already using them. like them and it hasn't pealed their skin off... LOL  ;)
//Solani
If you can find some old copies of Countryside magazine, there is (or was) a running series called "Your Homestead Business" or "Your Business on the Homestead" or something similar.  I just last week loaned two issues of the magazine, from around 2006 or so, to a friend who wants to do some kind of business.  He makes nice yard art, goat milk soap, and a nice variety of cutting boards.  I cannot recall how many years that column ran, but IIRC it was still running when I stopped subscribing.

The couple who was showcased had (have) a home business where they make primarily wooden tankards.  There were even pictures of them in various stages of completion, including one pic of the woman sitting in the yard with a bunch of thin, narrow boards, which would eventually become part of the tankards.

I believe I found the first episode of their series when looking for them to loan to friend, as the first one discussed how they moved from CA and from higher-paying jobs to their place in (?Utah?), and that they are now relying on their home business as their sole source of income.  They tell a lot about the ups and downs, and things most people don't think about.  It was very helpful.  When friend returns them, I can tell you exactly which issues those two are.

With your soap, jewelry and leatherwork, you already have products, so part of your battle is over.  That is an excellent beginning.  Regarding soaps, body lotions, etc., listing ingredients is not as difficult as it might seem.  You already know what's in the current products, so all you have to do is list them in their decreasing order of appearance.  For example my first product only has two or three ingredients, depending on the best way to list, and I feel the best way is list all three separately.

This product for the skin contains organic castor oil, and a tincture of organic wild yam in organic Purus brand wheat vodka.  It would be much easier to say, "Ingredients:  organic castor oil and organic wild yam tincture."  However, it is much more informative to break down the tincture into its own ingredients, so the customer knows exactly what is in it, and thus the ingredient list should read:
"Ingredients:  organic castor oil, organic wheat vodka, and organic wild yam powder."  I could incorporate the strength of the tincture as well.  The good thing, so far, is that there is no legal requirement to list minerals, vitamins, etc., etc., probably because these aren't food.

And I was about to order some little shipping boxes that seemed a bit expensive, until a friend told me about Uline, which sells boxes of about every size for considerably less than most other packaging material sellers.

BTW, one woman who has had a website for years, but never had a good way to sell stuff until this year.  She has revamped her website and is in the process of adding "the store" so she can finally sell her wares.  She's organic and biodynamic, as are all her food offerings.  Check out sharonsnaturalgardens.com, and scroll down to see the video link, "The Late Bloomer Visits the Gardens".  She also sells baskets, and IIRC some other craft items.  So much to talk about, regarding starting a business.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on January 17, 2019, 02:29:52 PM
Here is a bit of input, regarding a friend's experience of tree-human communication:


Friend Charlotte has only lived here a few years, a CA transplant.  While she lived in CA, she was in a very developed area, but there were still several old and massive trees.  She went up to stand near one and admire it, a big old oak.  While she was there, she asked, "what is your name?"  Got nothing and waited a bit more, then asked again.  After some silence, suddenly she heard Oak say clearly, "I'm Roger's Tree".  She also got a picture simultaneously that showed a little boy about 4-5 years old.

After telling me the story, I got the picture that when a little boy named Roger was about 4-5 he planted an acorn, and the adults around him, after the acorn germinated and began growing, would refer to it as "Roger's Tree".  So soon, the little oak seedling became aware of being referred to as "Roger's Tree".  Apparently Roger's Tree was able and willing to send the info. to someone who is willing to listen.  It just goes to show us, we might be wise to open our hearts and minds in the presence of others, all others.  Who knows what we might learn.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on January 27, 2019, 12:43:08 PM
Here is a bit of input, regarding a friend's experience of tree-human communication:


Friend Charlotte has only lived here a few years, a CA transplant.  While she lived in CA, she was in a very developed area, but there were still several old and massive trees.  She went up to stand near one and admire it, a big old oak.  While she was there, she asked, "what is your name?"  Got nothing and waited a bit more, then asked again.  After some silence, suddenly she heard Oak say clearly, "I'm Roger's Tree".  She also got a picture simultaneously that showed a little boy about 4-5 years old.

After telling me the story, I got the picture that when a little boy named Roger was about 4-5 he planted an acorn, and the adults around him, after the acorn germinated and began growing, would refer to it as "Roger's Tree".  So soon, the little oak seedling became aware of being referred to as "Roger's Tree".  Apparently Roger's Tree was able and willing to send the info. to someone who is willing to listen.  It just goes to show us, we might be wise to open our hearts and minds in the presence of others, all others.  Who knows what we might learn.

Thank you ilinda, I'll see if I can find some of the Country Magazines you mentioned.

As for tree's and especially Oak tree's, I find them truly amazing and powerful. I had several large Oak tree's on my property back in Sweden but one especially, I would refer to as "Mama Oak". I would spend many hours talking to her, telling her my troubles, crying in her bark with my arms around her. Would sit with my back leaned against her and just feel the calm and soothing energy emanating from her. In the 17 years that I lived out there, she never once produced any acorns, that is until the last fall before I moved over here in February. She dropped hundreds and hundreds of acorns. I gathered up as many as I could and planted/spread them around the area so that her "babies" would have a chance to grow. It was as if she somehow knew that she'd reached the end of her life. A few months later a big storm sent her crashing to the ground... I was devastated and actually laid down next to her in the mud and snow mush when she'd fallen, even though the storm was still raging. I had my arms tightly wrapped around her and cried my heart out. I am happy that she trusted me with her "babies" and knew that I would make sure they had as good conditions as possible to grow. There were many large tree's that came down on my property during that storm but she was the one that really hurt. We cleared up all the fallen tree's on our property except for her. She's still there, even if she's no longer standing. My daughter sent me a picture of her this past summer and for whatever reason 3 years after she came down, she's still alive and has healthy foliage/leaves... I didn't have the heart to take a chain saw to her. Not as long as I felt she was still alive. My kids feel the same way. They clean up around her, remove dead branches and as long as she seems to have the will to live, that is the way it will be...

I really wish we had Oak tree's here in BC where I live. I've been thinking several times that I should ask my daughter to send me a few of the acorns that I saved from Mama Oak. I know I'd get in trouble if I'd get caught but... I dunno, we'll see what happens.

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on January 27, 2019, 06:09:08 PM
Wow, what an empowering story of Mama Oak who managed to sort of resurrect herself after the storms.  Agreed, she produced all those acorns--just in case, but it appears she's alive and well.

Previously I only had "Cedar" named, and after hearing of "Roger's Tree", decided to start naming some of the older and larger trees.  I did the same thing Charlotte did, first asking said tree if s/he has a name.  Then if not, I ask if I can name the tree, and in the end, I've named several more trees, but only after a conversation with each tree, as each tree must have the right name.

For example, there is one pine tree that has more pine cones than I've ever seen on any pine tree, so I named her "Eve".  Eve seems so appropriate because biblical Eve is sort of the "mother of all", and I keep looking up at all those pine cones, and thinking how very fertile this tree is.  Update to follow...
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on January 28, 2019, 09:39:11 AM
Wow, what an empowering story of Mama Oak who managed to sort of resurrect herself after the storms.  Agreed, she produced all those acorns--just in case, but it appears she's alive and well.

Previously I only had "Cedar" named, and after hearing of "Roger's Tree", decided to start naming some of the older and larger trees.  I did the same thing Charlotte did, first asking said tree if s/he has a name.  Then if not, I ask if I can name the tree, and in the end, I've named several more trees, but only after a conversation with each tree, as each tree must have the right name.

For example, there is one pine tree that has more pine cones than I've ever seen on any pine tree, so I named her "Eve".  Eve seems so appropriate because biblical Eve is sort of the "mother of all", and I keep looking up at all those pine cones, and thinking how very fertile this tree is.  Update to follow...

Yes, Mama Oak is very special to me and my family. I think the main reason to why she is still "alive" is due to the fact that when she fell, she didn't break or snap in half. She fell whole, meaning that on one side at her roots, the roots came out of the ground, leaving half of the root system still in the earth. That must be where she is still able to get enough nourishment to be able to stay alive. My house and property is on bedrock with only about one foot of dirt where the house is located and also in back of the house where Mama Oak and the forest used to be. The landowner cut down all of the pine trees about 5 years ago, which left no protection from strong winds for the trees on my property. To say that I was unhappy about him cutting down the "forest" is an understatement but, it's his property and I have no say in the matter.

When I'd bought the place I found Mama Oak behind several LARGE/TALL pine trees. She was squeezed in there behind them, very skinny but as tall as the pine trees, so that just the top of her could get sun. I had the pine trees that were in front of her, that were preventing her from getting sunlight removed. Her body/bark was covered with moss and quite "spongy" due to lack of sun and warmth. Took many years for her to get her strength and grow new healthy bark. She did an amazing change/healing and I do believe that she knew that I had removed those pine trees so that she could thrive. The fact that she didn't break in half when she fell, is proof to me that she was healthy and didn't have a rotten core, since she pulled up her own roots when she toppled and being that there only is about a foot of earth over the rock/mountain, she didn't have enough root system to be able to hold on and withstand the strong wind but, enough earth for those roots that are still planted in the ground, to provide her the nourishment for her to survive. There is an Oak tree that is standing about 20 feet from where she stood that she calls her "sister", they do not see "eye to eye"... LOL

I'll see if I can find the picture of Mama Oak that my daughter sent me and also one that I took the day after she'd fallen. I think I saved it on my external hard drive when I was cleaning out my old lap top and if not, I'll see if I can get that old contraption to start and look for it there.

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on January 29, 2019, 05:20:39 AM
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For example, there is one pine tree that has more pine cones than I've ever seen on any pine tree, so I named her "Eve".

I'll bet Eve must have lots of edible piñolis scattered under her...

(https://www.gardeningknowhow.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/harvest-pine-nuts-400x588.jpg)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on January 29, 2019, 04:01:27 PM
She does have pine cones falling at times, but the seeds inside these pines are smaller than "pine nuts" that we see for sale. 

These Shortleaf Pines are Missouri's only native pine, a species that declined dramatically in numbers about 100 years ago during the massive clearcutting of the approximate eastern half of the country.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on January 29, 2019, 04:02:53 PM
Maybe she would permit her portrait to be posted?
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on January 29, 2019, 05:16:35 PM
She does have pine cones falling at times, but the seeds inside these pines are smaller than "pine nuts" that we see for sale. 

These Shortleaf Pines are Missouri's only native pine, a species that declined dramatically in numbers about 100 years ago during the massive clearcutting of the approximate eastern half of the country.

Ask Eve if she would want you to do what I did with Mama Oak's "babies/acorns", especially if there has been a dramatic decline in numbers. She might be happy if you were to gather some of her shed pine cones, laid them to dry/open up so that the seeds fall out. Not sure how to plant pine trees but, I know that when the landowner, when he'd cut down the forest had planters there that planted baby pine trees. I've planted baby oak tree's too after having started them in peat pots. However, acorns need to go through a cold spell before planting if you're going to do it inside and then plant the young tree's out in spring. When I've potted them first, I'd have them in a container with moist wood shavings in the fridge, with a lid on that I'd poked holes in. After a few months they'd shoot out their what I call "baby tooth" root and I'd know it was time to plant them in a pot with earth that I'd gathered up from the forest floor. When they had grown so that they had at least 3 leaves, I'd take them out and plant them somewhere safe, but I also put a chicken net "pointy hat" over them so that the deer and other animals couldn't eat them... I'd check on them all summer and water them if they needed it and when they were about to outgrow their protective "cage", usually the following summer, I removed the cage and wished them a long and happy life. Was planning on doing that with the acorns I hadn't planted and saved from Mama Oak but... I ended up over here. Going to ask my daughter if she'd be willing to do it.

I haven't found the pictures my daughter sent me of what Mama looks like now but will keep looking. I have the ones I took the day after she fell but, like R. R. wrote about you asking Eve if she'd mind if you posted her picture. I'm sad to say I didn't even think that Mama might not like to have a photo of her laying on the ground. My bad... I'll need to think about it and see if I can either link with her or, if my daughter will ask her. Not sure she'll understand as she's never fully been able to understand humans and why they do whatever they do. We are not their favorite species... Plus, they have such long lives, they see us come, age, die and then the next generation comes and are usually worse than the previous generation and on and on it goes...

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on January 30, 2019, 01:47:07 PM
Maybe she would permit her portrait to be posted?
I'll ask.  I remember when I asked if she already has a name, she indicated she did not, and when I explained about why I then wanted to name her Eve, and asked her if she liked that name, she replied she LOVES it.  So I'll inquire about a photo op for the lovely Eve. Update to follow....
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on January 30, 2019, 01:55:07 PM
Not sure she'll understand as she's never fully been able to understand humans and why they do whatever they do. We are not their favorite species... Plus, they have such long lives, they see us come, age, die and then the next generation comes and are usually worse than the previous generation and on and on it goes...
//Solani
So true!  Because I'm always afraid of "bothering" Cedar, I don't ask too many questions, thinking maybe he is busy contemplating the future or their future.

So one day I said to Cedar, "Someday when you're not too busy, I'll ask you guys what you talk about" and before I could even think, I received the immediate response, "We talk about people!".  I laughed out loud.  It makes me love Cedar even more.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on January 30, 2019, 02:16:55 PM
Wouldn't want to slight Cedar...maybe invite him too?
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on January 31, 2019, 04:18:42 PM
Wouldn't want to slight Cedar...maybe invite him too?
Both are fine with it, and I think actually "liked" the idea.  It feels great to finally let them come out of hiding.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on January 31, 2019, 04:33:06 PM
They are so beautiful Ilinda.

Maybe if they learn to like humans they might go to bat for us some day, Hobbit-style:

(https://media.giphy.com/media/MVhFGu1nWAGp6huCgO/giphy.gif)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UTFP9QQzEL4
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on January 31, 2019, 04:36:13 PM
She does have pine cones falling at times, but the seeds inside these pines are smaller than "pine nuts" that we see for sale. 

These Shortleaf Pines are Missouri's only native pine, a species that declined dramatically in numbers about 100 years ago during the massive clearcutting of the approximate eastern half of the country.

Ask Eve if she would want you to do what I did with Mama Oak's "babies/acorns", especially if there has been a dramatic decline in numbers. She might be happy if you were to gather some of her shed pine cones, laid them to dry/open up so that the seeds fall out. Not sure how to plant pine trees
//Solani
Good idea.  In fact, I experimented about 20 years ago planting pine seeds.  Here's the story:  an old timer told me that back in approximately the 1940's she and her husband were pretty poor, and one thing they did for income was to gather/collect pine cones and sell them to the Missouri Department of Conservation, by the bucket.  (Because of the massive clearcutting earlier, not much forest was left in MO, and maybe this was one way for people to earn some $$ and also for the MDC to help reforest the state where forests once were.)

Friend said that they did this in October, and she had a bucket of pine cones in their house waiting for it to be full, and suddenly the pine cones started opening up.  She called the MDC to see what to do, and was told to mist/spray them lightly with water to make them close back up.  So that must mean that dry conditions are what make the cones open up and drop their seeds.

So, in 1998, in October,  I gathered some pine cones and not knowing anything at all about what I was doing, except remembering our friends' story,  I pulled the "scales" off the cone, individually, and stuck them in the ground, trying to make it look random.  Well, nothing happened for a few years, so I assumed nothing germinated.  Then another year or two later I noticed a bunch of cute little pine seedlings right where I had planted those "scales", which apparently hold the seeds.  The funny thing is that they don't look very random, but just a staggered planting, when walking past.  But it's OK, because these trees are now about 15-20' tall.  So, it can be done! 

In the picture, in center foreground are several small cedars.  Behind then, still approximately in the center are 12 Missouri Shortleaf Pine trees, planted in 1998 from seed.  Twelve out of about 24-30 germinated--I have no idea what the normal germination rate is.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on January 31, 2019, 04:44:26 PM
They are so beautiful Ilinda.

Maybe if they learn to like humans they might go to bat for us some day, Hobbit-style:

(https://media.giphy.com/media/MVhFGu1nWAGp6huCgO/giphy.gif)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UTFP9QQzEL4
The clip is inviting but eerie at the same time!
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on January 31, 2019, 04:57:45 PM
They had to make that scene a little scary because the trees are facing off with the ultimate evil entity Sauron, who has decimated the tree population.  Anything too quaint or cartoonish just wouldn't have worked there!  :-X
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on February 06, 2019, 10:45:51 PM
Both are fine with it, and I think actually "liked" the idea.  It feels great to finally let them come out of hiding.

WOW, Yes! I agree with R.R. Very beautiful indeed. I really love Cedar and the feeling I'm getting off of him/his picture <3 He looks very protective with his wide low branches, shielding whoever is taking shelter under his "protective arms". He feels like someone that you could tell all your troubles, cry into his bark, like I use to do with Mama Oak and just feel the cool and calm sense of comfort flowing out from them.

I can really understand why you named Eve, Eve. She does look like the mother of all, with all of her pine cones. Wondering again when I see all of her "children" if she would want you to gather those that have let go of her and plant her "babies" somewhere where they'd be safe and could grow into the beautiful and powerful individuals they are meant to be, without the risk of humans harming them?

The don't mind the animals nibbling on them, that is in their perception life and they have no problem sharing. What they don't understand is us humans and why we feel the need to "kill" them by cutting them down, burning them or selfishly taking what we want for our own personal reasons, without considering how they feel and their wants and needs...

Mama Oak was so old that she remembered the people that were around when she was young and also had memories of those that had gone before her. The humans of old would use their wood too, to make their fires to warm themselves and prepare their food but, as she said, they never cut down whole trees or as she put it (family of trees) and hauled off to wherever, leaving just stumps and ravaged land like a huge sore.  :'(

I always found it very interesting and educating to listen to her, even if it took time to get the whole picture, as they have no rush and talking with her would just be a sentence here and there and then quiet for a long time until she'd give me the next sentence/picture/emotion. Where as we rattle off whole sentences/conversations as if we need to say as much as possible in as little time we can and get upset when we don't immediately get a reply. I tried to tell her that part of it was likely due to that we live much shorter lives but I also understood from her that we humans needed to do less talking and more feeling...

Please thank both Eve and Cedar for letting you share their beauty with us.

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on February 21, 2019, 07:38:40 PM
I’ve been having dreams that I for whatever reason can’t remember 2 minutes after I’ve woke up. It’s just like “poof” gone. I remember laying there thinking about them but as soon as my feet hit the floor, they’re (both the dream and the thoughts) gone, and I can’t even remember WHAT I was thinking… Been having these for the past few nights now and it’s bugging the heck out of me! I know they are of a less than pleasant nature since I am hyper alert to the point of being ready to “clock” someone when I wake up and feel as if I need to look around and see who it is I need to “put their lights out”. When that initial feeling of hypervigilance slowly goes away, it is replaced by sadness. Sadness to the point of where I start sobbing and I have no clue why. This feeling of deep-down sadness stays with me for a few hours… I’ve tried to sit with my morning coffee and quietly figure out WHY and who I might be sad for or, if it is for me, my kids, a friend, some random stranger or earth and the whole universe?? I just don’t know.

I’m going to put my voice recorder on my nightstand and grab it as soon as I wake up and see if I can somehow catch what I’ve been dreaming about.

When shopping in town at WM two days ago. I was walking through the aisles, trying to shut everyone around me off, so that I could just walk up and down the aisles and buy what I need to buy for the month. In the aisle where they have canned veggies on one side, dry goods such as rice, beans, pasta etc. on the other side, it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I was no longer surrounded by people; the shelves were empty, and I was all alone, pushing an empty cart in an empty store, there wasn’t even garbage or empty wrappers or boxes that food had been in. Everything had been cleaned out, even the garbage…

Again, I got the strong emotion of deep-down sadness but managed to shake it off. I don’t know if my forgotten dreams have something to do with what I saw while shopping at WM but, it does feel like it’s connected somehow, or, I’m just choosing the easy option of what these dreams are about.

I also know that both Dan and I as well as some of our friends have talked about how many empty shelves there are in almost every store in town. OK, our town is a tiny blimp on the main road that goes up from Vancouver to Alaska but, from what one of our neighbors said, it’s the same in one of the bigger towns north of us that has a Costco and other large stores. Lots of empty space on the shelves. Shopping on Tuesday, I had to go to 3 different stores to find a gallon of full milk. But, it’s the same in the bread department, canned goods, such as canned tomatoes and other large inexpensive cans of beans, veggies etc. Fresh meat is also much less to choose from. Happy we don’t buy meat in the stores… I usually buy milk from one of our neighbors, but they were running low right now, same with the neighbor that we usually buy/barter eggs from. But, that I know is due to seasonal issues and not something one needs to worry about.

//Solani
 
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on February 21, 2019, 11:54:57 PM
Solani I also quickly forget dreams. I find that if I take the B1 before bed and keep a couple of them on my bedside table for during the night, I am able to go back to sleep, have more coherent dreams again like I used to. Hope this helps.
Thanks for sharing ideas on food shortages...
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on February 22, 2019, 06:06:03 AM
Solani, I feel that this is one of the most important signposts that I've seen for a long time. 

We've been hearing for months now from the Grand Solar Minimum members of the Truth Community that Canada in particular has lost a sizeable amount of its food production belt due to extended climate cooling, but now you've turned that abstract information into something more concrete. 

Am seeing similar scenes here in the U.S., but we're considerably south of you, and the full effect that you've described may take a bit longer to play out here...but probably not that much longer.

Have also felt sadness about letting go of the old world; after all, we are made of Mother Earth herself, and she may be dying slowly at this point, and this is her, and our, opportunity to be renewed and start fresh.  In naturally grieving for the old world, maybe space can be made to rejoice in the huge gift that you're in the process of receiving at this time: Solani, whose life experiences have made her a tremendous teacher, is about to walk forward into a whole new life, prepared to use all of her wisdom and skills to help others not only survive, but be raised up to 4 and maybe 5D.

Will link your post over at the "Food Shortages Materializing Thread."
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on February 22, 2019, 07:59:55 AM
It's really helpful that you gave us that taxonomy, especially for the scientifically-minded individuals who feel a need to label everything, as there are numerous scientists associated with this site.

Maybe some day you might feel inspired to write a book about all of these amazing experiences?  :)

Trying to get up to date with reply's I've somehow missed....

Good Morning R.R. and Everyone reading my “ramblings” ;)

5.30AM, on my first cup of STRONG coffee. Dan calls my morning coffee “mud” as I’m quite the European/Scandinavian when it comes to my coffee. Especially my fist MUG of the morning. It’s my “wake up witches brew” … :D

Yes, I do label the various entities I encounter, be them my own personal “demons” as in old intrusive memories, not really a demon of sort, just my own personal cr*p. Or, an actual entity that I’ve been asked to “deal with”. Over the years, which have been quite many, without dating myself to much… I’ve learned to a degree what works FOR ME, not necessarily what would work for someone else. I find that if I can get to the point of where I can personify/visualize an inner stable, semi-permanent picture of said demon/memory, it’s much easier to push it out of my conscious mind and also “let it know”, I’ll deal with you when I get home. Most of the time, it works.

Many times, by the time I get home, the memory will have gone away, and I don’t have to deal with it at all. Situation is different, I’m home, I’m more at peace so, I’m no longer in the environment that has caused me to “react” i.e. experience an anxiety or panic attack. Makes sense. At least to me…

Example: I have a long-time friend back in Sweden that also deals with depression, anxiety and panic attacks etc. He has a very difficult time using public transportation, trains, busses etc. He has adopted my approach in personifying his “demons” and will tell them before he is about to board a train or buss, something like this. “I am going on this train/buss. I need to in order to get wherever I have to, if you don’t want to come with me and “behave”, you can stay here cause I’m getting on this train/buss and you can just “F” off”.

He’ll get on the train or buss and VISUALIZE that see’s his “demons” standing on the curb or train station when the buss or train leaves the station. It works for him, so he doesn’t question it. Mind over matter but, it does take years to be able to master, depending on many factors. One being if you are previously used to visualization techniques. Everyone can learn how to visualize. It’s just differs how long time it takes for different people.

Me, I’ve done visualization from an early age, not knowing what it was I was doing, I was just “creating” my surroundings/safe zones where I could “escape” to when life got to be to much for my mind to cope with.

When it comes to “actual outer entities” which I can and will encounter when out on a working/spiritual investigation/cleansing/banishing etc. You MUST believe with all your heart/soul/being that you ARE “the boss”. You can NOT have any doubt in your mind, if you do, whatever out there will know that you really aren’t as cocky/knowledgeable as you are pretending to be, and you’re toast on a psychological level, and perhaps even physically… You need to know what you are doing and believe in your ability to make them know in no uncertain terms that, “I will kick your but” if you don’t do what I am asking/telling you to do. Yes, some of it is bluster and a mask you put on but, you still need to believe in that bluster/mask/whatever regardless.

Am I ever scared when out working? Of course I am… But, fear is an emotion that you can learn to control/keep in check. However, a certain amount of fear is healthy and something that will keep you alive and give you a heads up when something is about to hit the fan… Regardless of situation, you need to be in control of your fear and not let your fear be in control of you.

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on February 22, 2019, 08:03:38 AM
Solani, I feel that this is one of the most important signposts that I've seen for a long time. 

We've been hearing for months now from the Grand Solar Minimum members of the Truth Community that Canada in particular has lost a sizeable amount of its food production belt due to extended climate cooling, but now you've turned that abstract information into something more concrete. 

Am seeing similar scenes here in the U.S., but we're considerably south of you, and the full effect that you've described may take a bit longer to play out here...but probably not that much longer.

Have also felt sadness about letting go of the old world; after all, we are made of Mother Earth herself, and she may be dying slowly at this point, and this is her, and our, opportunity to be renewed and start fresh.  In naturally grieving for the old world, maybe space can be made to rejoice in the huge gift that you're in the process of receiving at this time: Solani, whose life experiences have made her a tremendous teacher, is about to walk forward into a whole new life, prepared to use all of her wisdom and skills to help others not only survive, but be raised up to 4 and maybe 5D.

Will link your post over at the "Food Shortages Materializing Thread."

Will get back to you on this one when I get home. I have a doctors appointment and need to head out the door. NOT looking forward to driving through the snow and also being around people right now... Not in a good state of mind dealing with the "humans". Oh well, I'll survive and if now, you'll know why...  :o :P

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on February 22, 2019, 10:02:04 AM
Good thoughts about boundary-setting...both for the seen and the unseen  :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on February 22, 2019, 04:44:33 PM
Solani, I feel that this is one of the most important signposts that I've seen for a long time. 

We've been hearing for months now from the Grand Solar Minimum members of the Truth Community that Canada in particular has lost a sizeable amount of its food production belt due to extended climate cooling, but now you've turned that abstract information into something more concrete. 

Am seeing similar scenes here in the U.S., but we're considerably south of you, and the full effect that you've described may take a bit longer to play out here...but probably not that much longer.

Have also felt sadness about letting go of the old world; after all, we are made of Mother Earth herself, and she may be dying slowly at this point, and this is her, and our, opportunity to be renewed and start fresh.  In naturally grieving for the old world, maybe space can be made to rejoice in the huge gift that you're in the process of receiving at this time: Solani, whose life experiences have made her a tremendous teacher, is about to walk forward into a whole new life, prepared to use all of her wisdom and skills to help others not only survive, but be raised up to 4 and maybe 5D.

Will link your post over at the "Food Shortages Materializing Thread."

I am also closely following the Grand Solar Minimum Truth Community and being that I am up in Canada I have been noticing changes just during the past 3 years I’ve been here. I also know that weather/climate/etc. goes around in circles and repeats itself every X-amount of years.

What many refer to as climate change, I call natural cycles that earth goes through. Everything is a cycle, be it life, death, everything in-between and then re-birth again and again. (talking about nature here, but this is also correct in many aspects, not just in nature)

However, this one I feel is different and no, I am not a believer of man-made climate change. Yes, we have a bad habit of spewing out all kinds of poisons and garbage but, if one looks at the whole picture and not just at earth, the rest of the planets in the solar system are also going through changes. I highly doubt that a cow fart or chem trail can affect Saturn and its rings, or Mars and its strange weather phenomena, make the moon look like it’s upside down so that the crescent is “laying down” and not missing the “chunk” from the side but is missing the bottom piece (shadow)… etc.… And yes, I am very in tune with the moon and her phases and have seen this myself and not only in pictures…

There is something much bigger that is going on, something which I strongly believe that TPTB are aware of and want to keep us from knowing about. I believe much of the political BS that is going on is a “stage”, set to keep our attention from what really is happening… It is however getting to the point where they can’t hide it anymore or spew their ridiculous explanations… People are waking up. Or, at least some are. Hopefully more will before it’s way to late to get prepared, if it even is possible to be prepared… I believe it is and that is how I am living my life. If not, oh well, I gave it my best shot and didn’t die for lack of trying.

But, like I wrote above in this post. I have noticed many changes just during the 3 years I’ve been here in Canada. It’s not only the empty shelves in the grocery stores that have caught my attention, it is so much more…

Being someone that is always on the outside looking in on whatever is going on, especially when it comes to people and how they behave and interact with each other. More and more humans are acting out of the norm. Or just to be blunt, there are a lot more crazies out there, especially in the bigger cities. Why?? What is causing this? I know that the earth is being bombarded with a lot more energy from our sun and that gamma rays etc. can reek havoc on both human and animal behaviour but, if this is the case, shouldn’t it be everywhere and not just mostly in larger cities or, is it that the pace of life is slower in smaller towns/communities and people aren’t as stressed out as they are in larger cities? Suicide rate is higher than ever and that is regardless of if you live in a city or rural. Very noticeable within the First Nations people here in Canada. What outer cause could perhaps be causing these higher than “normal” suicide rates? More people on anti dep/anxiety meds.

People getting sick more often, much worse and longer lasting than just 5 - 10 years ago. Measles which used to be a “normal” thing a kid had back when I was a kid and we’d even get sent by our parents to whatever kid had the measles, chickenpox, mumps, whatever just to get it as kids and be immune from it and not have to worry about getting it as an adult. Measles is now labeled lethal and people are dying from it. Why?? I have my ideas on why that is, the lack of immune system I mean but, I won’t get into that here and now…

I am noticing big changes regarding the animals out here. Talking about the wild critters. Everything from the insect world all the way through the smaller and upwards to the larger animals, both predatory and prey animals as well as the birds but also nature herself and the die offs of whole species of trees. Willows being the one most noticeable last summer. Of course, the huge forest fires aren’t helping the situation but, what I’ve been seeing can’t just be chalked up to forest fires miles away from where we live, and it is on our own property that I am seeing these changes…

Example… Dan cuts/teds/bales hay every summer. Both our fields as well as helping our neighbors and especially the neighbor at the bottom of “our” mountain right next to the river. He has 1200 acers of hay down there and needs all the help he can get since his 2 sons both work full time off the farm. Anywho… He’s been able to barely cut twice these last 2 summers. Used to be 3 cuts but now he’s lucky if he’s managed to get 2. Last summer he couldn’t get 2 cuts from all the fields so… I guess we’ll see how many he gets this summer…

Dan has been haying for many many years out here and what he and others that work the fields have been noticing is, the whole lower “food chain” is almost totally gone… The fields used to be full of mice, voles etc. and the predatory birds would follow behind the tractors catching these small prey animals, when their nests would get disturbed by the tractor. Same with the foxes and coyotes, even if they wouldn’t come close to the tractor, they’d still be at the edge of the fields catching whatever was trying to escape into the bushes…

Now, just over the past 3 years I’ve been here, there are NO mice or voles in the hay fields anymore and no birds at all following the tractors, hunting whatever the tractor uncovers… Where have all the mice, voles as well as rabbits gone?? You can still see the occasional rabbit but, they are few and far between. This has also caused the coyotes, foxes and wolves to become fewer. But not only the predatory animals, there is also fewer deer and moose. We have an elk herd out here of about 100 head that the government has put out here and they are constantly monitoring them. 3 of the cows have transmitters/collars. Usually, the elk would be spending the winters either in our barn where we keep the hay that Dan doesn’t sell, so that the elk, deer and moose have something to eat when the pickings are slim during the winter. Or they’d be laying down in the field right across from our kitchen window/front side of our house. I think I’ve seen 4 elk this winter and only 3 moose. 2 females with calves and one last year’s male. Might have seen 3 or 4 deer and that’s it…

The birds are a lot fewer and we are totally missing some of the species of birds. The bald eagles have more than halved in numbers. Haven’t seen any of our different types of owls or hawks at all this winter. Even the smaller birds that come to the bird feeder to eat the sunflower seeds have dwindled greatly in their numbers. Only birds we haven’t really noticed have become less are the ravens but then there are so many of them that you really wouldn’t notice a drop in their population yet. We also still have our various woodpeckers, but, they’re local and live their lives out here and know where the food is.

We are a banding station for hummingbirds during the summer and it will be interesting to see this year how many come back. Last year the hummingbirds were nearly 3 weeks late arriving out here, which makes me worried if all of them were able to hatch their eggs and raise their young before taking off and if they did, if they were able to reach where they spend their winters.

I have a hard time understanding why the mice and voles are missing from the fields as no one around here uses any poisons in the fields, that leaves me to wonder what the heck is in the rain that comes down?? Clearly, something is killing off the lower level of the food chain, which in turn culls the predatory animals. But, what is causing the moose and deer to vanish?

Bees are almost totally gone too, Unfortunately the wasps and other grumpy flying menaces are not… Bumble bees are also much fewer. We will be putting up a few beehives this summer to see if we can get a colony to survive.

So yes, a lot is changing, and it is going FAST…. 

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on February 22, 2019, 05:32:24 PM
Solani, I'll be intensely interested to learn how well your bees do when you get them.

I've had to wait more than a year to get a mere two colonies, due to all of the weather-related losses on the part of the very few breeders able to provide pure Russian bees.  We finally have a breeder much closer to us who has reserved me a pair of nucs for April.  Will post more about that soon.

I wonder if it might be worth the investment to purchase certain beneficial colonies of other insects that you are missing up there?  Maybe you could take note this spring whether you spot any ladybugs, tiny wasps, earthworms, butterflies, etc. and start a breeding program for them on your farm by dedicating a greenhouse to them? 

For example, I know of someone who keeps a butterfly house, which is a greenhouse in which butterflies are encouraged to lay their eggs, and a careful count is kept of the cocoons when they are formed on plants.  The same greenhouse might be used for ladybugs and other non-threatening insects.

Hope you'll keep us posted... :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on February 22, 2019, 06:35:41 PM
Wow, everybody.  So many posts, so little time....    Am getting here a bit late, so will try to post a few stray thoughts.
I will tell Cedar and Eve that they are loved by some besides us.  Plus one day, I'll post pics of other trees that are now being named.  I told hubby about it and was surprised he agree it's a good idea.  The oldest tree on this farm is hundreds of years old, a Burr Oak, probably alive before the Declaration of Independence was written.  This Burr Oak is now officially named Methuselah.  More on our tree-friends later.

Two things can affect my dreams, and possibly some I don't know about.  If I'm on the internet, or watching a video (any kind of screen apparently) late at night before bedtime, I find sleep isn't often as deep and dreams are easily forgotten.

If I avoid late screentime, and eat an apple after dinner, dreams seem more vivid and easy to remember.

A lot has been written here, plus on other sites, about the changing energetics of the cosmos.  In the Cosmic Disclosure series I'm watching on gaia.com, they refer to the changing energetics often, and hint or imply that it's all part of the prelude to the "Solar Sneeze" or Solar Flash or whatever we want to call it.  I remember specifically Corey Goode talking about how all are being affected, but in some it is more obvious, and some people are behaving erratically, like sort of crazy.  And it will continue to escalate.

Food shortages--I'll check the Walmart closest to us next week and post an update about empty shelves.

Changes in diversity.  Yes, I/we have noticed changes here also.  There are probably MANY reasons for the decline in diversity and numbers of wildlife, whether plants, animals, insects, etc. 

The two major reasons I believe for the looming "Insect Apocalypse" are 1) microwave radiation, such as the ever growing number of cell towers, and 2) the ever-growing amount of systemic pesticides, the class of neonicotinoids, being sprayed with wreckless abandon everywhere.  PLUS, millions of seeds are pre-treated with neonic's. 

And imagine that mice eat seeds, even seeds that are being planted, and those are likely to have been "treated".  Because neonic's are inside every single cell, and on the cells, plus the seeds, of many crop plants, it is impossible for a seed-eating bird, or a seed-eating rodent to avoid, even if they wanted to.  Insects may be more susceptible to the neonic's, but that does not mean other species such as birds and rodents are immune.

The internationally-known expert on microwaves, physicist Dr. Barrie Trower, has talked about the negative effect that microwaves have on insects, especially honeybees and bumblebees which have a short range.  Imagine the effect on them if a cell tower is beaming out microwaves 24/7 in the nearby vicinity.  See video at:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=DLVIbPtNrVo

We began to notice last year or so that our frog populations seem down.  Frogs eat insects.  They just installed a SmartMeter on our pole about a year or two ago, and we are "in the middle of nowhere", and even the electric pole on our farm is at the end of the line.  It goes nowhere else.  So there is only one source of microwave radiation on our farm, and it happens to be within 30-40 feet of the two hand-dug amphibian ponds.  We have a totally wired computer system, and it is only when I need to upload a pic to the computer (from phone) that I turn on wifi--just long enough to send the pic to the desktop.  (minutes).

So I plan, ASAP, to measure what is being emitted from our smart meter.  Plus I wrapped/insulated it last week, but when I measure what it's emitting, will unwrap it, measure that, then re-wrap and measure again.  Will post results.

I want to think (?wishful thinking?) that the Inner Earth Beings have stored in stasis samples of all of the various species on Earth, and when the evil ones are gone, they can re-release them where they belong.  Well, it's my pipe dream.

The only thing I know to do now, besides wrap/insulate our SmartMeter, is meditate on solutions, and on reversing the scary trends.  They say that group meditations are exponentially more powerful than one person meditating.  Maybe I'll start a new topic somewhere about group meditations, and eventually we could organize our first one!  I'm game.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on February 23, 2019, 06:13:45 AM
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The oldest tree on this farm is hundreds of years old, a Burr Oak, probably alive before the Declaration of Independence was written.  This Burr Oak is now officially named Methuselah. 

Oh that's wonderful Ilinda - Love the name Methuselah!  So many people have tried to translate the suffix of that word, "selah."  The translations that have been considered for it, that I'm aware of, are "forever," and "to pause and meditate."

So fitting for a stately old tree.

When a 300+ year-old Penn oak (from William Penn's era) had to be felled in West Chester some years back from a Quaker property, our family was present to help collect the seeds and replant them in sanctuary locations all over.  One of them came home with us and is now among the oaks in our woods.

Unfortunately, I forgot to mark it with a string, so only know approximately where we planted it... ::)

Posting photos of some of the other trees dating to the time of William Penn; not all are oaks (and I don't like the idea of nailing plaques to trees one bit):

(https://www.nsf.gov/news/mmg/media/images/IMG_3763%203%20oak%20plate3.jpg)

(https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRA5tUP-r9DHyi_yXOL9OBqcIwzdUh8EvOI6-O8ft1qCItUbPof)

(http://quaker.org/legacy/quip/oldmtgs/images/PennOak4.JPG)

(https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-YlZnYl5Cg7s/TaZO1Aj0ExI/AAAAAAAAEWU/VW1fp_uSKrU/s1600/IMG_3194.JPG)

(https://potd.pdnonline.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/11/Wise-Trees-p171.jpg)

BTW, you may already know that "Pennsylvania" means "Penn's woods." 

Will join in the meditation when you announce it :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on February 23, 2019, 10:44:15 AM
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The oldest tree on this farm is hundreds of years old, a Burr Oak, probably alive before the Declaration of Independence was written.  This Burr Oak is now officially named Methuselah. 

Oh that's wonderful Ilinda - Love the name Methuselah!  So many people have tried to translate the suffix of that word, "selah."  The translations that have been considered for it, that I'm aware of, are "forever," and "to pause and meditate."

So fitting for a stately old tree.

When a 300+ year-old Penn oak (from William Penn's era) had to be felled in West Chester some years back from a Quaker property, our family was present to help collect the seeds and replant them in sanctuary locations all over.  One of them came home with us and is now among the oaks in our woods.

Unfortunately, I forgot to mark it with a string, so only know approximately where we planted it... ::)

Posting photos of some of the other trees dating to the time of William Penn; not all are oaks (and I don't like the idea of nailing plaques to trees one bit):

(https://www.nsf.gov/news/mmg/media/images/IMG_3763%203%20oak%20plate3.jpg)

(https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRA5tUP-r9DHyi_yXOL9OBqcIwzdUh8EvOI6-O8ft1qCItUbPof)

(http://quaker.org/legacy/quip/oldmtgs/images/PennOak4.JPG)

(https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-YlZnYl5Cg7s/TaZO1Aj0ExI/AAAAAAAAEWU/VW1fp_uSKrU/s1600/IMG_3194.JPG)

(https://potd.pdnonline.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/11/Wise-Trees-p171.jpg)

BTW, you may already know that "Pennsylvania" means "Penn's woods." 

Will join in the meditation when you announce it :)
I studied those absolutely gorgeous tree pictures and all are too beautiful for words.  The first one is obviously a different tree.  The last three seem to be taken from opposite sides of the tree.  From studying the branches and their direction, form, etc., it looks like those three pics show the same tree, although it's not an important point.

Yes, the plaque is a good idea, but since I've been naming trees around here, have pondered how to have a plaque that doesn't damage the tree.  Possibly a metal plaque like the one pictured, but on a stand in front of the tree.  Where there's a will, there's a way, and when the nameplate/plaque is in place will post a pic.

Maybe it will be possible to go into the area where you planted that seed from "The Old One" and meditate on all the trees guiding you to "the one"?

Now that I see there's interest, I'll start working on how to approach this idea of a group meditation.  If we can enlist at least 40 individuals who have genuine interest in what we're trying to accomplish, I'm sure it will help.  I have a number of friends who, although lovely people, would have no interest in such "weird things".  But I have other friends who will probably jump at the opportunity. 

I'll run this by my PXTH friends first to get some input.  I can think of friends, C, C, N, K, S, R, and K who would join in if they knew the date.  All are very spiritual.  Heck, I may even ask Cedar if he wants to join!
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on February 23, 2019, 10:59:47 AM
Solani, I'll be intensely interested to learn how well your bees do when you get them.

I've had to wait more than a year to get a mere two colonies, due to all of the weather-related losses on the part of the very few breeders able to provide pure Russian bees.  We finally have a breeder much closer to us who has reserved me a pair of nucs for April.  Will post more about that soon.

I wonder if it might be worth the investment to purchase certain beneficial colonies of other insects that you are missing up there?  Maybe you could take note this spring whether you spot any ladybugs, tiny wasps, earthworms, butterflies, etc. and start a breeding program for them on your farm by dedicating a greenhouse to them? 

For example, I know of someone who keeps a butterfly house, which is a greenhouse in which butterflies are encouraged to lay their eggs, and a careful count is kept of the cocoons when they are formed on plants.  The same greenhouse might be used for ladybugs and other non-threatening insects.

Hope you'll keep us posted... :)

Yes, I will keep you posted and I will also most likely pester you till kingdom come as I haven't got a clue how to take care of bees ??? ;D We do have several old beehives out here from the previous owner (30+ yrs. ago) who used to keep bees and from what I can tell, even if I have no clue, the boxes are not rotten. (or I could use them as a visual aid to build new ones) Will need to buy or make the thingies that the bees use to build up their wax and honey in but, I'll probably figure that one out. We have tons of wasps, yellow jackets, hornets etc. and I know that they will gladly kill off the bee colonies to get to the honey. We had many both store bought traps as well as homemade traps to "cull" the flying nasties. However, I'm not sure if they also serve a beneficial purpose in natures cycle. Gods know that we have far from limited their numbers but we really wanted to get them away from the house and also the hummingbird feeders, as they literally chase the hummers off...  :( We do still have the tiny wasps.

We depend largely upon the hummingbirds up here to pollinate the crops, flowers. etc. Counting from the amount of syrup I made for the feeders last year and using some technical calculation as to how much each hummer drinks a day. (Dan is the expert on that one) we were able to calculate that we had somewhere around 3000 hummingbirds that came out here last year. That is just to our property every year. They are like the Salmon and return to where they were born to lay their eggs and Dan has been taking care of them and banding for about 15 years so, I'm guessing that is why the "colony" is so large compared to some of our friends that have 1 or 2 feeders and perhaps 100 hummers. We have 20+ large feeders that I fill almost every day...

Since they are being banded (those that the banding team and we manage to catch on 2 occasion every summer) we have been able to trace where at least some of them fly for the summer months. The one that they found that was furthest from where we are (unfortunately it was dead) was after hurricane Katrina. So, we know that at least some of them make that long flight. I can't phantom how they are able to fly such long distances, considering they are such small birds. The oldest hummer that we have "re-caught" here was this past summer and according to the band and number on that band, it was first banded out here 9 years ago. Now, that's a very respectable age for such a small bird, that has a heartbeat of I don't remember how many hundreds of beats per second... But yes, we are very worried about loosing the hummingbirds, as they are one of our main pollinators, as well as the first pollinators that show up each year. No bees are "awake" when the hummers show up, so they definitely play a huge part in the pollination process up here.

Back to the bees and other insects. But first, yes, we have also noticed a huge drop in the frog population. Previous years you could hear them croaking daily/nightly. Last year Dan says that he only saw 2 or 3 frogs near our pond. I've noticed the drop in how many snakes I've been able to see. We only have the garter snakes in this area and they eat insects, worms, frogs, tadpoles etc. So, if those species are disappearing, so will the garter snakes...  :'( Don't seem to have a drop in the mosquito population... which even if I hate them, the birds eat them as well as we have a wild moma mallard that has decided that our pond in the front yard is a safe place to raise her babies and the babies love to chase and eat both the mosquitoes as well as the larvae. Last summer she raised 9 chicks and all of them survived. She has become quite "tame" during the 3 years she's been here and her babies will also follow us around when it's "feeding time". Moma duck will follow Dan when he walks past the pond towards his workshop when she is trying to teach her babies to fly. When he goes off into the shop, she'll turn around and fly back to the pond and her babies will do their best to copy momas flight. Some with more or less success. It's quite fun watching those young ducks crashing here and there into the bulrushes, lawn or pond, get back up on their feet, shake their ruffled feathers and go at it again. I'm very surprised that my dog Nova does not chase the ducklings, considering that she is one quarter wolf. Nope, those are "her babies" and she guards them to the point where she won't even let other birds come to close to the pond to get whatever insect/bug they want...

Dan says that there has never been very many if any lady-bugs up here as we don't have aphids which is a bug they eat. Butterflies we did have quite a few last year. I'm wondering if I could place the beehives in what we are going to make into a greenhouse come summer?? I know they'd have to have some way of getting out to forage and pollinate, as what we will be growing will not be enough to support a hive but perhaps they would be safer from the hornets, yellow jackets etc.? As well as keep the hives safe from the bears?

I'm not sure if I previously wrote that Dan is looking to buy a big school bus or maybe even 2 of them? (Since he's also inline with wanting to bury one of them...) One we want to turn into a greenhouse, being that they are more bear proof than just plastic or glass and also have the large windows that can let in lots of light but we would also be placing solar panels on it and complimenting any lack of sunshine with grow lamps. We figure it this way. Buying/building a traditional greenhouse, upkeep of it as well as crop losses due to bears, deer and whatever, will cost more than buying the 40 foot buss which you can buy directly from the school district since they have to replace all of their school buses regularly, or after 300.000 kilometers/150.000 miles. A buss like that will cost you about 1000 to 1500 Canadian Dollars. The planting beds you have to make regardless of if it is a traditional greenhouse or not. We'd also be able to have a heating source in it which would mean we could have a longer growing season.

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on February 23, 2019, 11:33:42 AM
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The oldest tree on this farm is hundreds of years old, a Burr Oak, probably alive before the Declaration of Independence was written.  This Burr Oak is now officially named Methuselah. 

Oh that's wonderful Ilinda - Love the name Methuselah!  So many people have tried to translate the suffix of that word, "selah."  The translations that have been considered for it, that I'm aware of, are "forever," and "to pause and meditate."

So fitting for a stately old tree.

When a 300+ year-old Penn oak (from William Penn's era) had to be felled in West Chester some years back from a Quaker property, our family was present to help collect the seeds and replant them in sanctuary locations all over.  One of them came home with us and is now among the oaks in our woods.

Unfortunately, I forgot to mark it with a string, so only know approximately where we planted it... ::)

BTW, you may already know that "Pennsylvania" means "Penn's woods." 

Will join in the meditation when you announce it :)

WOW, those huge and majestic Oak trees make my Mama Oak look like a midget.  ;) But then for many years she was forced to grow inside of the pine forest line so, even if she didn't have a wide girth, she was as tall as the tallest pine trees, so she would be able to reach the sunlight with her top branches. I don't know how old she was but I do know that the pine trees that were growing in front of her were at least 100 yrs.+ and 3 times the height of my 2 story house. I know that taking the lives of those 3 big pine trees to prioritize Mama Oaks life some might feel as if it was wrong but, regardless, they would have been felled along with the rest of the pine trees/forest when the land owner decided it was time to "harvest". It at least gave Moma Oak quite a few years of being able to bask in the sun and heal her murky bark from constantly have been hidden behind and between the huge pines.

I really love the pictures of these big and branchy Oak trees. What stories they could tell and also correct the history we have been taught to be true. Very happy to hear that you were able to plant one of the babies in your forest. I agree with Ilinda, go out and meditate and perhaps he/she will tell you where he/she is. I do believe that trees are born with the past down knowledge from their ancestors but he or she might be happy to know why you chose to plant his/her acorn on your property? I do believe that nature/trees/etc. can benefit somehow from knowing that there are those of us out there that care about their well being and future. My all time favorite trees are Oak Trees. I'm just sad that we don't have any growing this far north here in BC. I don't know why they wouldn't grow here, since they grow in abundance in Sweden, which has a similar climate?

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I studied those absolutely gorgeous tree pictures and all are too beautiful for words.  The first one is obviously a different tree.  The last three seem to be taken from opposite sides of the tree.  From studying the branches and their direction, form, etc., it looks like those three pics show the same tree, although it's not an important point.

Yes, the plaque is a good idea, but since I've been naming trees around here, have pondered how to have a plaque that doesn't damage the tree.  Possibly a metal plaque like the one pictured, but on a stand in front of the tree.  Where there's a will, there's a way, and when the nameplate/plaque is in place will post a pic.

Maybe it will be possible to go into the area where you planted that seed from "The Old One" and meditate on all the trees guiding you to "the one"?

Now that I see there's interest, I'll start working on how to approach this idea of a group meditation.  If we can enlist at least 40 individuals who have genuine interest in what we're trying to accomplish, I'm sure it will help.  I have a number of friends who, although lovely people, would have no interest in such "weird things".  But I have other friends who will probably jump at the opportunity. 

I'll run this by my PXTH friends first to get some input.  I can think of friends, C, C, N, K, S, R, and K who would join in if they knew the date.  All are very spiritual.  Heck, I may even ask Cedar if he wants to join!

Yes, placing a plaque in front of the tree would most likely be the best option as I don't like it either when they screw or nail into the tree itself. Methuselah is a wonderful and suiting name. Iit also gives me the feeling/sense of knowledge as well as showing respect for ones elders.

Count me in on the group meditation too. Just let me know when.

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on February 23, 2019, 11:54:51 AM
From Solani:
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We do have several old beehives out here from the previous owner (30+ yrs. ago)

Just might want to be certain that the old woodenware isn't infected with American Foul Brood disease from a prior colony...that should be detectable by smell though.  Such equipment is normally burned to prevent spreading, but in lieu of knowing why or how the old colony left, you might instead wipe it down with saline or alcohol or colloidal silver, or even try smoking it ahead of hiving your new colonies as a precaution.

How do you make hummingbirds sit still long enough to band them?  They are attracted to the tall garden phlox, hibiscus, red sage, agastache, daylilies, etc. in our garden, so I don't supplement them, but when I begin open field bee feeding this spring, they may take to the syrup...will report back on that.

That's precious, that you've tamed wild Mallards, and amazing that the dog protects rather than chases them.  Hope you'll include pics when you have a chance!

In your location, I think your idea of housing the hives in a greenhouse or garden shed may be just the thing to get them through the winters, as honey bees tend to thrive most easily in southern locales.  Even northern breeders admit to getting their inseminated queens and "package bees" from southern ones. 

There's a company near the Canadian border that makes hive cozies:
https://www.mannlakeltd.com/2-storey-bee-cozy

However, in my location, I've had a mixture of results from these.  They may make the hives a little too cozy, such that there is a terrible moisture problem by the next spring.  If you were to try the honey shed or greenhouse, at least air would be able to circulate if the structure were vented.

Even just providing an open structure with a windbreak to the North might be a help:

(https://www.theapiarist.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/11/Simple-P1020900.jpg)

Would definitely want the hives up off the ground in your location, to prevent the snow from blocking the bees' ability to exit the hives to do wintertime "cleansing flights," as they'll refuse to poop inside the hive.  Also to prevent suffocation by snow.

Here's an article speculating that housing hives for the winter in a darkened shed could also help to break the vicious mite cycle due to halting all reproduction, but I'd want at least some brood to extend the colony from autumn to spring as most bees only live 60 days:
https://beeinformed.org/2017/12/05/wintering-sheds-why-are-more-north-american-beekeepers-overwintering-their-bees-in-cold-storage/

If you're missing snakes up there, we have plenty of copperheads, rattlesnakes and milk snakes that I could send you, though they tend to remain out of sight here!

What an amazing idea to use an old school bus as a bear-proof northern greenhouse.  That could be a whole separate thread in itself!  :)

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Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on February 23, 2019, 12:09:33 PM
What a thoughtful idea, to include a grandfather tree in the meditation!
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on February 24, 2019, 04:44:12 PM
Am actually now thinking of personally inviting each and every tree I've named so far:  Cedar, the Colleen twins, Anne Frank, Mrs. Frank, Mathilda, Eve, Adam Butterfly, Eve's Daughter, Hercules, Goddess, and Methuselah, for the meditation.  More names planned, but first have to ask each tree if it already has a name, and if not, is _____ suitable?

Ok, I'll send a PM about the planned meditation, with a few questions, and then shortly will post something in a new topic I'll start for this upcoming meditation, and any future ones.


Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on February 24, 2019, 06:07:04 PM
Both are fine with it, and I think actually "liked" the idea.  It feels great to finally let them come out of hiding.

WOW, Yes! I agree with R.R. Very beautiful indeed. I really love Cedar and the feeling I'm getting off of him/his picture <3 He looks very protective with his wide low branches, shielding whoever is taking shelter under his "protective arms". He feels like someone that you could tell all your troubles, cry into his bark, like I use to do with Mama Oak and just feel the cool and calm sense of comfort flowing out from them.

I can really understand why you named Eve, Eve. She does look like the mother of all, with all of her pine cones. Wondering again when I see all of her "children" if she would want you to gather those that have let go of her and plant her "babies" somewhere where they'd be safe and could grow into the beautiful and powerful individuals they are meant to be, without the risk of humans harming them?

The don't mind the animals nibbling on them, that is in their perception life and they have no problem sharing. What they don't understand is us humans and why we feel the need to "kill" them by cutting them down, burning them or selfishly taking what we want for our own personal reasons, without considering how they feel and their wants and needs...

Mama Oak was so old that she remembered the people that were around when she was young and also had memories of those that had gone before her. The humans of old would use their wood too, to make their fires to warm themselves and prepare their food but, as she said, they never cut down whole trees or as she put it (family of trees) and hauled off to wherever, leaving just stumps and ravaged land like a huge sore.  :'(

I always found it very interesting and educating to listen to her, even if it took time to get the whole picture, as they have no rush and talking with her would just be a sentence here and there and then quiet for a long time until she'd give me the next sentence/picture/emotion. Where as we rattle off whole sentences/conversations as if we need to say as much as possible in as little time we can and get upset when we don't immediately get a reply. I tried to tell her that part of it was likely due to that we live much shorter lives but I also understood from her that we humans needed to do less talking and more feeling...

Please thank both Eve and Cedar for letting you share their beauty with us.

//Solani
Definitely will inquire about Eve's pine cones and if she's OK with my distributing them.  When I get my website up and running am planning (with Eve's permission) to offer a pine cone to anyone wanting one, and the only cost would be postage.

I have read your posts about Big Mama Oak and feel a real connection.  In fact, as we both know, trees talk to each other, and who knows, maybe Mama Oak has on occasion talked to Methuselah, or perhaps Cedar, and also with that centuries old Oak that RR has told us about, whose acorns were saved and planted various places.

I have also learned in my discussions with Cedar, as you have with Big Mama Oak, that they don't blather on and on for no apparent reason,  as people do, but they do "talk" when they know/feel the need or necessity.  A sentence here or there. 

 Who knows if and when we might learn more about how they communicate with each other?  One hope I have is that after the Solar Flash, we will be much more intuitive with other species, including our beloved Tree-People friends.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on February 26, 2019, 08:31:13 AM

Definitely will inquire about Eve's pine cones and if she's OK with my distributing them.  When I get my website up and running am planning (with Eve's permission) to offer a pine cone to anyone wanting one, and the only cost would be postage.

I have read your posts about Big Mama Oak and feel a real connection.  In fact, as we both know, trees talk to each other, and who knows, maybe Mama Oak has on occasion talked to Methuselah, or perhaps Cedar, and also with that centuries old Oak that RR has told us about, whose acorns were saved and planted various places.

I have also learned in my discussions with Cedar, as you have with Big Mama Oak, that they don't blather on and on for no apparent reason,  as people do, but they do "talk" when they know/feel the need or necessity.  A sentence here or there. 

 Who knows if and when we might learn more about how they communicate with each other?  One hope I have is that after the Solar Flash, we will be much more intuitive with other species, including our beloved Tree-People friends.

I would be very happy to receive a cone from Eve if she would permit it. However, I don't know how we'd go about it since I'm not sure it's allowed bringing/taking "plant material" cross the border. Will have to figure something out, as I do want my daughter to send me some of Mama Oaks acorns too but feel that I would need to plant several of them. I feel that they are very much into the "family connection", meaning family from the same mother/ancestor tree. Even if they have a connection with other trees of the same/similar variety as well as other trees, But, somehow, I feel that they have a stronger connection with their "family line". Being also that there are no oaks anywhere close to our part of BC, I would want to provide a healthy baby oak from Sweden with a family/siblings, as I believe in some strange way that, that would make them happier and a stronger sense of belonging. Or, perhaps I'm just going on my own feelings of wanting to have family connection?? I don't know. Regardless, planting more than one, will hopefully give one or more of them a better survival rate, even if only 1 or 2 of them manage to survive and thrive.

I also feel that it is very important that we try to collect, save and store seeds from all trees/vegetation in order to re-plant when the solar flare/PX has "done its thing". Hopefully some of us will survive and be able to help in restoring mother earths creatures, be them animals or trees. I know that mother earth has been able to do this on her own, many many times but I feel that it will be one way of honoring our mother by showing that we that are still around, want to assist. I also believe with all my heart that it will be something that we will need to teach our children, to honor and respect mother earth and all the creatures living on this planet. Hopefully we will be able to instill those values beginning with our own children into future generations. Perhaps this time, we can do things "right" and learn from our mistakes. It will be up to us to form what future generations will be... That is my wishful thinking.  ;)

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on February 26, 2019, 08:49:22 AM
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We do have several old beehives out here from the previous owner (30+ yrs. ago)

Just might want to be certain that the old woodenware isn't infected with American Foul Brood disease from a prior colony...that should be detectable by smell though.  Such equipment is normally burned to prevent spreading, but in lieu of knowing why or how the old colony left, you might instead wipe it down with saline or alcohol or colloidal silver, or even try smoking it ahead of hiving your new colonies as a precaution.

How do you make hummingbirds sit still long enough to band them?  They are attracted to the tall garden phlox, hibiscus, red sage, agastache, daylilies, etc. in our garden, so I don't supplement them, but when I begin open field bee feeding this spring, they may take to the syrup...will report back on that.

That's precious, that you've tamed wild Mallards, and amazing that the dog protects rather than chases them.  Hope you'll include pics when you have a chance!

In your location, I think your idea of housing the hives in a greenhouse or garden shed may be just the thing to get them through the winters, as honey bees tend to thrive most easily in southern locales.  Even northern breeders admit to getting their inseminated queens and "package bees" from southern ones. 

There's a company near the Canadian border that makes hive cozies:
https://www.mannlakeltd.com/2-storey-bee-cozy

However, in my location, I've had a mixture of results from these.  They may make the hives a little too cozy, such that there is a terrible moisture problem by the next spring.  If you were to try the honey shed or greenhouse, at least air would be able to circulate if the structure were vented.

Even just providing an open structure with a windbreak to the North might be a help:

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Would definitely want the hives up off the ground in your location, to prevent the snow from blocking the bees' ability to exit the hives to do wintertime "cleansing flights," as they'll refuse to poop inside the hive.  Also to prevent suffocation by snow.

Here's an article speculating that housing hives for the winter in a darkened shed could also help to break the vicious mite cycle due to halting all reproduction, but I'd want at least some brood to extend the colony from autumn to spring as most bees only live 60 days:
https://beeinformed.org/2017/12/05/wintering-sheds-why-are-more-north-american-beekeepers-overwintering-their-bees-in-cold-storage/

If you're missing snakes up there, we have plenty of copperheads, rattlesnakes and milk snakes that I could send you, though they tend to remain out of sight here!

What an amazing idea to use an old school bus as a bear-proof northern greenhouse.  That could be a whole separate thread in itself!  :)

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Yes, I'm thinking more and more of either building new hives if I can find plans that show me the general idea of how they should be constructed or, buy a couple from someone that knows what they're doing...  ;D Also thinking about perhaps putting them in the greenhouse bus?? We'll see...

We've had the thought of using an old school bus as a greenhouse for a few years now and the more we are noticing that the growing season is getting shorter and shorter, we feel that buying/building some sort of structure that will be more weather proof as well as bear/deer proof a big school bus will be the most economical way to do it. Also, it will be movable as well as easier to heat if temperatures drop during spring and fall. This would ensure that we would be able to grow enough foods for our own survival. If it gets much colder, we'll have to figure something else out but for now, this will be the first step in guaranteeing that we can grow what we need.

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on September 11, 2019, 12:49:35 PM
I had a “dream” a few weeks ago, which has stuck with me, in detail. Normally, random dreams, which I chalk up to mind static, don’t stick with me for more than a few minutes after I’ve woke up. The dreams that I do remember, that for whatever reason just don’t go away, even sometimes years later, I tend to sit up and take notice. I don’t consider them to just be random “mind static”. I believe they are a message of sort, from who; I most of the time don’t know but, still a message, warning or, a heads up, keep your wits about you type of message…
This was one of those dreams… It started out with the regular non-specific random dream scenario, which I can’t even remember now but, the part that has stayed with me was a total shift within the dream. A shift from random happenings to a very specific and detailed message and instant change of location.

All of a sudden, I was sitting in what I felt, was a parked car on the passenger side. Where it was located, I have no clue. I just know that I suddenly was sitting in the car and there was a man whom I’ve never seen before sitting behind the steering wheel. Not driving, or even having his hands on the wheel, just sitting there, head turned towards me, intensely staring straight into my eyes. I had a feeling that there were two other people(?) sitting behind me in the back seat but, I never turned my head to look. I was just staring back into the eyes of this man(?) that was looking into my eyes.

He started talking to me, deep tone voice but, I could not understand him, nor even place where the language could have originated from. It was a totally unknown to me language that didn’t resemble any other language I’ve heard. I remember telling him that, I’m sorry, I don’t understand what you are saying. He was quiet for a few seconds and then “spoke” to me in English. He didn’t really have an accent but the grammar he used has made me think that he was translating whatever he was wanting to tell me into English. This is exactly what he said to me: “Do not trust the father.” OK, a few things about that sentence… Do not instead of don’t, which is what we that speak English on a regular basis would say, tells me that, English is not his native tongue. Next the word “father.” I don’t feel that it is meant to be father in the literal sense of a parental figure. Perhaps more of an older man or, an authoritative figure? I know that in many other languages the word for a father figure such as “Padre’” can be used both for addressing an older man as well as a church figure. I feel that the word Padre’ that he used, is more referring to an older male, but, who??

I already don’t trust my X, which is an older man so, I don’t see why I would be warned about him but... I also know that my X is trying to worm his way back into my life and being that I currently need some of the things that he can help with, I’m staying civil, since I don’t have anyone over here that could help me. Add to that, I’m living alone in the middle of basically nowhere, just down the mountain from where he lives… I’m not using him or taking advantage of him, as I’m still helping him with what he needs help with too. Such as canning food, harvest etc. Those are things that I need too and I can’t do it here at the house where I am currently living, since the water is not fit for either drinking or bathing in… However, I am extremely cautious when I’m around him and fully aware of his “game”.

Add to that… My last kitten Bubba that got sick and died, exploded in my arms when I was facing the back door when he was walking in. He totally lost it and clawed his way up my chest, the side of my face and up onto my head… I chalked it up to him just seeing the house ghost, which resides in that house and laughed it off while washing the bleeding scratches on my neck and cheek… Now, I’m not so sure anymore that it was just the “ghost”. I got two new kittens 10 days ago and a few days ago when my X had come over on his way back from town to drop off a fresh beef leg bone for my dog Nova. I brought one of the kittens out into the living room to show him. Sasha, which is the name of the kitten, did EXACTLY the same thing Bubba did… He exploded in my arms and clawed his way up on my head hissing and spitting towards my X… What are these cats seeing that I’m not? Nova, my dog doesn’t show any fear or aggression towards this man, even though she’ll totally ignore any and all commands he tries to give her. She just ignores him completely, as if he is the lowest ranking member of the pack…
Anyhow… Back to the man in my dream…

I don’t believe that he was human. Yes, he could have passed as a human if walking in a crowd of people but a closer inspection would give you a clue that something was off about his appearance, compared to human features. His body shape was quite round but, still two arms, legs etc. His head was what I would call more or less totally round, like a ball, sitting on his broad shoulders. No hair on his face, no coloring whatsoever. He had a whitish even color without any shade of color such as rosy cheeks, freckles etc. Just very round pale and blank… His hair was black, straight cut bangs just above his eyes so, I couldn’t see if he had eyebrows. The rest of his hair was also cut straight across right below his ears so, I couldn’t see his ears, shape of them or if he even had ears. His eyes were black.

My daughter drew a picture of him while we were talking on the phone while I was describing him and since we have a strong psychic bond/connection, she nailed it! She asked me if his eyes were completely black or, if he had any white surrounding his irises. Told her that I really don’t know, I just remember that his eyes were so dark they looked black and set fairly wide apart. Rather small nose that didn’t have a nose ridge that went up between his eyes but stopped before it reached his eyes, causing it to be flat under and between his eyes. The most prominent feature on his face was his mouth. He had a very thin bottom lip but his upper lip all the way up to his nose was “puffy” and if I would compare it to anything, I’d compare it to the upper lip/nose of a large rabbit, just without the fur. Large and puffy with the cleft in the middle. Not a cleft that someone with a cleft lip/pallet would have, you could tell that this was not a deformity. I didn’t see him move his mouth when he was talking to me, so, I never saw any teeth. He was just sitting there, no emotions showing, not moving but I could hear him. Obviously, he could hear me, since I do believe that I was talking and not just “thinking” to him. Tone of voice was very flat, no fluctuations in tone, no rhythm. Just words put together, if that makes any sense.

I really don’t know… I just know that I think of this dream several times a day. Kind of like, this is something I’m not suppose to forget. It’s very important that I remember… Heck, I’d really appreciate if I knew what the “father” means…

Oh well, I guess we’ll find out sooner or later…   

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on September 11, 2019, 05:29:17 PM
Wow Solani!

First of all, yay that you got 2 new kittens!

Happy dance:

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My next thought is that your X is elderly and may be more of a threat in an emotional sense than physically?  Though your kittens may be picking up on an entity attachment which may be hitching a (permanent?) ride on him.

You don't sound as if you're afraid of the droid/walk-in/fake human/ET/spirit guide thingy in the front seat, as you're able to make calm eye contact and process linguistic cues.  I'm also not picking up on fear of the other two who may have been in the back seat - perhaps they just all three travel together?

Which leaves me wondering two things:

1. Who among your acquaintances has a creepy father, which you may be giving a little too much benefit of the doubt to at the moment?

2. Is this a future event or person that hasn't materialized yet - someone to watch out for who might suddenly appear one day and either harm you immediately, or gradually manipulate your trust first?
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on September 13, 2019, 10:34:07 AM
Wow Solani!

First of all, yay that you got 2 new kittens!

Yes, I did get 2 new kittens. I got a little black and white tuxedo male from our local SPCA and an orange/red and mostly white male (both are 11 weeks old) from an add I'd found on a Canadian version of what I'd call "Craigslist". Not all that far from where I am living. Wasn't like when I bought Nova and drove way way up north to a small Native/Indigenous people's village/reservation. I have much more trust in that they know what they are doing when it comes to breeding wolf hybrids than the large "professional" breeders that are in it for the "novelty" and making money... Not all of them but, I'd still rather get the dog I wanted from "clean lines" and closer to the actual ancestral wolf. I prefer just one dog breed in “the mix,” in Nova's case it is German Shepard and Arctic Wolf and not like most other "Wolfdogs" which have multiple dog breeds mixed and a trace of wolf that has been interbred several times, to keep the wolf content up.
In Nova's case, her grandfather is the Arctic Wolf. I have no regrets whatsoever when it comes to having added Nova to my family and have a very good relationship with the family I got her from.

Nevertheless, yes, I did choose to add two new kittens, even if I still and most likely always will miss my sweet baby Bubba...  :'(

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My next thought is that your X is elderly and may be more of a threat in an emotional sense than physically?  Though your kittens may be picking up on an entity attachment which may be hitching a (permanent?) ride on him.

Hmmm... 🤔 Could be... If it is, it's darn good at cloaking itself as I do pick up on both spirits as well as other entities. However, I'm not going to rule out that this could be a possibility and will make sure to "examine" him as well as around him more closely next time I'm up at his house.

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You don't sound as if you're afraid of the droid/walk-in/fake human/ET/spirit guide thingy in the front seat, as you're able to make calm eye contact and process linguistic cues.  I'm also not picking up on fear of the other two who may have been in the back seat - perhaps they just all three travel together?

No, I had no sense of fear whatsoever. More curiosity and it was as if I knew that this was a message from some otherworldly being. The image of him is "burnt into" my mind, to the point where I can literally see him in my minds eye when thinking about him. Everything from what his facial features look like, to what he was wearing. I can also remember what I was thinking when I first laid eyes on him and made eye contact. I knew he wasn't human. I've met others throughout the years, just never anyone that looks like he does... I remember thinking that he could be a "walk-in" and I also remember thinking that this could be a "borrowed body" that had drowned and been in the water for perhaps a week or so, due to that he seemed "swollen" but he was wearing a plaid shirt. Reddish checkered. Not your typical "Alien garb." If he would in fact have been a walk-in drown victim and swollen, the fabric between the buttons on his shirt would have been stretched and formed big open gaps... His shirt fit his body size perfectly so...

But fear? No, none at all and not from who/whatever was in the backseat behind me either. However, I'm used to seeing all kinds of weird and strange looking entities. Some of them are downright evil personified and I know I have to guard myself with everything I have. This "guy,” I felt no need to guard myself from at all.

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Which leaves me wondering two things:

1. Who among your acquaintances has a creepy father, which you may be giving a little too much benefit of the doubt to at the moment?

Honestly... I really don't have that many acquaintances and even less anyone I would call a friend up here. It's just me, my pets and the few times a week I drive up to my X to do my canning and garden work. Other than that, I'm completely on my own with my furry family. I don't feel lonely, heck, I'm never "alone"... LOL I've never been one to make friends easy and have been told on several occasions that I'm very difficult to get close to on a personal level. I apparently give off the sense of, back off, and keep your distance.

The occasional acquaintances when out and about in town, which I only drive down to perhaps twice a month and I'll sometimes meet a person in Walmart, or some other store I'm shopping in and talk for a few minutes with someone that I know or, rather my X knows and has introduced me to and that's all. This is how I'm most comfortable living and always have been. I know it doesn't sound very nice but, I don't trust most humans and never have. I have no sense whatsoever of belonging to the human species and don't feel that I have much in common with most of them...

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2. Is this a future event or person that hasn't materialized yet - someone to watch out for who might suddenly appear one day and either harm you immediately, or gradually manipulate your trust first?

This is what I feel is the most likely scenario. Someone that I will come across in the near future that I need to be very cautious around and not trust... A few weeks ago in the middle of the night, I woke up to Nova growling. I know that if it is an animal in the yard, she'll bark her brains out. Growling is something she'll do when she's not certain of what is out there. I got up and walked out to the living room to look out the window to see what she was growling at and I could see the outline of a truck driving up my driveway, with it's lights turned off... Truck stopped and I could hear two door open and shut. That set Nova off and she started what I call her WARNING bark. Which is much darker and deeper than the scare away wild animal barking. I hear the truck doors open and slam shut again and the truck rapidly backed down the driveway... This place has been vacant for quite awhile so, I'm not surprised that someone would try to come out here to see what they could take that has any value but, at least these guys realized that this place is NOT vacant anymore...

I called the cops the day after. No sense calling them in the middle of the night, if they'd even drive out this far. Whoever it was that was here would have been halfway to the next town over, which takes about 2 hours to drive to... I let the cops know what had happened, just so that if they had had any other reports of break-ins but also asked them what would happen if someone would break in and try to harm me, and my dog would bite them... I was told that I was responsible for my dog and that we/she would get in trouble if she'd bite... That really ticks me off!! If my dog feels the need to defend me, I'll be damned if I let anyone put her down for doing her job... I have since put up multiple signs that read, BEWARE, GUARD DOG ON DUTY!! At least then, no one can try to claim that they didn't know there was a dog on the property. Still, even with multiple signs, it is my responsibility to make sure that she doesn't harm anyone, regardless of if it is someone out to harm me or not...  >:( >:( >:(

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on September 13, 2019, 11:35:31 AM
Solani, I also have a little tuxedo kitty - the only female cat that we've ever had, and she's spoiled rotten.  As she's getting up in years now, we actually serve her breakfast in bed, although it's not absolutely necessary!  ::)

Regarding the truck that backed up your driveway and opened its doors, then shut them and left when Nova barked...Yikes!!!

Definitely doesn't sound like someone casually getting lost, and one wonders if maybe something worse than burglary might have been their game plan?

Sounds as if you have Barney Fife working on your local police force - I mean who really gives a care if Nova bites someone breaking and entering your place?  They deserve a nice deep infected bite plus more!  Good doggie Nova!  ;)

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Title: My weird world, dreams, missing time and probably way to much..
Post by: Solani on December 01, 2019, 08:31:04 PM
I’m sorry, I have yet again been MIA…  :'( I’ve been in and out of the hospital, running all sorts of blood tests, EEG, EKG... multiple doctors visits etc. Loosing weight way to fast... Not skin and bones yet but, apparently working on it... Heck, even had to go see a shrink…  :o Not my favorite type of human… I already knew most of my marbles were/are scrambled without any hope of de-scrambling them and quite frankly, at this point in my life, I wouldn’t know how to handle an unscrambled brain… We’re kind of used to each other at this stage, my old brain and me… (yeah, tongue in cheek)

Anyhow… I’ve been having really strange dreams, even stranger than what’s “normal” for me I mean…

I wrote about the "dream" I had a few months ago, about the not quite human man that I all of a sudden found myself sitting next to in the front seat of a car which I didn’t recognize or, had any idea how I got into it, as my dream up until the moment I found myself sitting in the car was a totally different dream and not related in any way shape or form. That dream is still with me, to the point where, I don't think there's been one day after that night/dream where I haven't thought about it, at least once a day so... My take is that it is still an ongoing warning...

I THINK I'm finally beginning to understand his bizarre warning “Don’t trust the father” and yes Barb, Ilinda and R.R. know who I'm referring too... *deep sigh* I'm way to old for this sh*t!

Anyhow... As if that wasn't strange enough, I don't know if I'm rapidly loosing my mind or, what's left of it... (what else is new?) or??? About 2 weeks ago I was sitting here in front of my computer, watching a movie that I was hoping would put me to sleep. It was around 1 AM'ish and I figured I'd go to bed and see if I could possibly fall asleep. Sleeping hasn't been something that has been easy these past few months. On the other hand, I've been that way all my life off and on and the same goes for my kids, especially my daughter. I'll usually talk to her for hours on the phone (I'm talking about serious 4 hour long conversations, where the battery in the phone dies and I have to go get the other handset, thankfully I have an unlimited international plan) and around 5AM her time, she'll say that she'd probably better go to bed and get some sleep... Anyhow, I'm getting sidetracked... (my brain is going in so many directions at the same time, I have a hard time keeping up...)

I turned my computer off, walked out to the kitchen, made sure the cats had both water and food and the dogs water bowl was full. Next, bathroom and all that, that entails getting ready for bed and straight from there to my bed. That took at the most 15 minutes from turning the computer off, kitchen, bathroom and back to my bedroom. I sit down on the side of my bed, give my tiny porcelain cat (Bubba) that's sitting on my nightstand a goodnight pat on the head, telling him I miss him and love him, lay down, pull my covers up and turn to switch the light on my nightstand off and glance at the digital clock and it says 5:24AM... That made me get up (jump) out of bed and check the other clocks throughout the house, thinking that one was not quite right... Nope, all of the clocks displayed the same/similar time. I even turned my computer back on to check the time setting on it, thinking that perhaps I.... I dunno...?? No, it also was the same as the rest of the clocks....

I sat back down on the side of my bed and felt totally weirded out... Where did those 4 hours go from being in the kitchen/bathroom, walking the short distance in the hallway to my bedroom and getting into bed?? I don't know and it really bothers me. I know I've been out of body many times previously but, I REMEMBER those or, at least think I remember most of them, this one is just blank... Just 4 hours missing... And yes, I did finally manage to go to sleep and get at least two hours, before I had to get up and take my dog out...

Now to the really freakish thing that happened the day after... I was on the phone talking to my daughter again, we talk on the phone at least 3 - 4 times a week. It's 9 hour time difference between here and Sweden so, it's middle of the day here and evening/night in Sweden. I'm in my bedroom, sitting in front of my computer but sitting sideways with my legs propped up on the foot of the bed. I see out of the corner of my eye movement outside the big windows in the front room. I wasn't looking straight at the windows but whatever moved out there was big enough for me to see in my peripheral vision... I got up to check what it was, since my dog wasn't barking. Normally, she'll bark at everything from low flying satellites to farting squirrels... No, she's just laying on the couch, looking at me as I walk past her on my way to the window...

Looking outside, I see a HUGE Great Gray Owl, sitting perhaps 30 feet from the house on a piece of old plowing equipment. He was just sitting there, looking back at me. All the time I'm talking to my daughter, telling her what I'm seeing outside my front windows, she's online searching for information on what seeing owls symbolize... The owl is just sitting there, sometimes looking straight forward for a few seconds but kept turning his head towards me and it felt as if he was looking me straight in the eyes. This goes on for probably a good 10 minutes and no, he wasn't looking at the ground for a potential mouse meal. He never looked down once. Suddenly he lifts his BIG wings and takes flight and perches on a branch on the crab apple tree right outside of the window that I'm standing in front of looking at him. He's sitting so he is facing the right of me in direction of one of the fields. He does the same thing, keeps turning his head and is looking me straight in the eyes, just a few feet from me. Now, my dog saw him too and started barking her brains out but, he didn't care. He took one look at her and didn't look back at her again, just kept staring at me. Another 5 - 10 minutes later, he lifted off again and flew about 50 feet to where an old tractor is parked next to the shop and landed on the roof of it. He sits there with his back to me but still has his head turned in my direction. Another 10 minutes perhaps he flies off again, this time down to the middle of the field and landed on a fence post. I couldn't see his eyes anymore but, he still kept turning his head back towards me. Dang! those things can totally turn their heads backwards... That in itself looks freaky... Anyhow, he finally took off and flew out of sight and I haven't seen him again.

What really got to me was that, just a few nights before, I had watched the movie "The 4th Kind", about Alien abductions (true story) in Nome Alaska. I watched it because I had watched one of Rex's (Leak Project) YouTube videos, where he was talking about it, as well as another YouTuber, can't remember who it was by but... If you haven't seen it, WATCH IT.... and you'll fully understand why this owl freaked me out. Coincidences??? I don't believe in coincidences... At least not most of the time. I believe in synchronicities... Those have been way more prevalent in my life than coincidences...

Anyhow... Other than that, I guess I'm still alive and kicking. Not feeling to great but... I know why I'm loosing weight, I can't eat, I don't get hungry. I have no hunger feelings whatsoever and forcing myself to eat, quite frankly repulses me. I do however force myself to eat at least once a day, even if I am fully aware that the amount I'm able to eat, is way to little. My blood tests come back good, apart from the doc telling me that my cholesterol levels were to high and that I needed to cut down on animal fats, milk etc. etc. etc... I asked him, WHAT fat??? He of course prescribed Statins which he told me that I needed to take the rest of my life, or I'd likely have a heart attack and die. I so wanted to tell him that, well, I gotta die from something and I think I'd prefer a heart attack vs. various other ways of dying... However, I didn't argue with him, just took the prescription and kept my mouth shut... Nope, not going to take that poison...  I've bought red rice yeast capsules and extra garlic and we'll see how that works... I have seriously upped my intake of vitamins, minerals and other herbal capsules/tablets, since I am aware that I need to keep those levels up in my system and if I'm not eating... I'm at least feeding my body the necessary vitamins/minerals/et al it needs. I've even upped my multi combo vitamin B to double dose as I know that when our horses or other animals quit eating, that was the first thing we gave them since it boosts feelings of hunger/appetite. Nope, not working for me. I do know that you don't have to worry about "over dosing" on vitamin B's, since it is a water soluble vitamin and what your body doesn't need, you'll pee out... I'll just say that I'm not experiencing that so, I guess I need them... One benefit perhaps in loosing weight, I've had to completely stop all of my blood pressure medications, as my BP was way to low and I was at the point of nearly fainting when I'd get up from sitting, not to mention getting up off the floor when I'd finished cleaning the cats litter boxes etc... I have a BP machine so I can check my BP but, my doc also told me to stop taking them so... I think with everything going on, the stress, not being able to eat, sleep is messing up my whole system and most likely also what is causing my cholesterol levels to have risen. On an interesting side note... Over the past 5 - 6 yrs. I've had problems with sugar crashes and always had to have candy or fructose sugar in my pocket/purse as I wouldn't feel that my blood sugar dropped until it was dangerously low. Lowest before I felt it was 1.8... I also have glucose shots that I have in my purse, car etc. just in case the candy etc. doesn't work. I have only had one sugar crash since I moved out from Dan's and I caught that one at 3.2... Like I said, I have no idea what's going on. I don't recognize my system/body anymore, it's behaving way different somehow...

Oh well, this was a multi subject post that I'm not quite sure which category I'll post it in so... I guess we'll see when I get out on the forum...

Love and miss you guys and I'm sorry I'm MIA. I'm just really stressed out and not sure what to do, if I'm coming or going or standing still spinning in circles... Have no idea where to go when winter is over, as the fifth wheel I had my heart set on that "Mr X" had promised to lend me the money to buy, backed out on his promise the day we were suppose to go pay for it and haul it home and it sold the next day... Angry much??? You have no idea... Lots of things going on right now but, I won't get into that here....

I'll quit now, or I'll just keep rambling....

\\ Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Jimfarmer on December 01, 2019, 10:58:08 PM
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Anyhow… I’ve been having really strange dreams, even stranger than what’s “normal” for me I mean…

Solani,  are you perhaps located in one of the current ascension-energy portals?  As I vaguely remember, one is in Canada.  SW, I think.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 02, 2019, 09:17:52 AM
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Anyhow… I’ve been having really strange dreams, even stranger than what’s “normal” for me I mean…

Solani,  are you perhaps located in one of the current ascension-energy portals?  As I vaguely remember, one is in Canada.  SW, I think.

Hi Jim,
I'm not sure. Will have to see if I can find it anywhere online. I'm not really located what I'd consider being south but, definitely on the western/ish side of BC about a 6 hour drive down to Vancouver/the US border. Although yeah, I'd have to say, more south than north...

All I know for now, is that my life, emotions, relationships to humans... basically everything is totally out of wack, to the point where I'm seriously starting to question my sanity, or what's left of it, on a more or less daily basis. Now, I know I'm not quite right in the head, compared to "human
norm" but... This is even a big far out of the norm even for me and I'm normally used to seeing, hearing, feeling and sensing much (most) of what others don't...

Add my changing metabolism, how my body/system is behaving, and that on top of my mind rapidly going in so many different directions simultaneously, I'm about ready to have myself committed some days. Am truly grateful that I'm living far away from people, as just going in to town for a quick shop of necessities, doc appointment, lets not even talk about doing a whole day once a month shopping session... Back home again, I'm so tired, drained and over exposed to emotions that aren't mine, that all I want to do is darken my bedroom, pull the covers up over my head and SLEEP, just to turn the world off or, at least my mind for awhile...

Will have to see if I can find some portal connection somewhere...
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 02, 2019, 03:25:04 PM
Solani, Thank you so much for your detailed update - It really helps to catch us up with each other.

From what I've been delving into lately, I'm taking seriously all the claims that time as we know it, or think we know it, is being tampered with.  The Hopi did say things were about to get weird, and to just hold on and ride it out.  Someone on one of the podcasts I listened to this past weekend even made the startling comment that perhaps AI has figured out that our time is being messed with, and may be trying to set things right.  And on that note, am thinking that what happened to Bubba may have been an alternate timeline event that wasn't meant to happen, and perhaps this will be corrected at some point...

I wish I could lose weight as fast as you're doing it, but maybe by an easier path!  I hope the shrink is being gentle with your past, as all of your battle scars were hard-won.

My own sense of the owl episode is that, in spite of some horrific things currently being attributed to owls due to Bohemian Grove, I think they are magnificent and holy beings, and that you've been honored with a sacred visitation, and Someone with a capital "S" is letting you know that you are being lovingly watched over.

Would love to know if you ever come to a firm conclusion about the "father" character in your dream...hopefully you're just picking up on one of his alternate timelines!

Am also exhausted this time of the year, even with minimal exertion compared with tending the microfarm in summer.  Maybe the outdoor animals are teaching us to hibernate like they do?  Sort of like forming our chrysalis and settling in for the big changes ahead...

Well I totally envy you having such a wonderful daughter that you could talk 4 hours on the phone together, and I honor that precious connection at the same time  :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 02, 2019, 06:41:50 PM
Solani!!!  It is good to hear from you, even though you have such unusual things to tell us.  And BTW I just discovered your September dream post and cannot believe I missed that one.

There is so much to say, but will try to not blab on too long.

Like you, I feel the "dream" of you in the vehicle passenger seat, looking at the unusual "man", and communicating with him, is a message to you about something in the future, including the possible meeting with a group or family type group, one of which may be a father or father figure.  Since you felt no fear, you are right to focus on "not trusting the father", and I'm betting when the right group of people including the "father" appears, or just "the father"  (wayward Catholic preist?) (or someone masquerading as a priest) appears, that you will automatically "know" not to trust "the father".

Missiing time.  It does sound like you have a serious case of missing time.  In September I also experienced missing time, but not four hours.  I was traveling on the highway system, and plan ASAP to revisit the path and see if something looks familiar, and then am planning to be hypnotized to find out what happened during the missing time.  Your description of your missing time suggests you were "transported" somewhere for a while.

You probably know how serious lack of sleep can be.  I'm not lecturing you, but from your description, you did go through, maybe still are, a period of near sleeplessness, and that can create havoc in your mind, emotions, and general well being.

One issue that keeps reariing its head is your thyroid.  Has it been a while since you have had thyroid tests done?  Not just T3, T4, and TSH, but some of those others such as anti-thyroglobulin.  There are several others IIRC, as thyroid testing is getting more complex as there are so many thyroid anomalies these days.  That is one thing I would pursue--get your thyroid health evaluated.

And last but not least, thyroid imbalance and lack of sleep often go together.  How I wish I had time to chat with you on the phone, but am doctoring on a sick animal right now on a daily basis, and barely have time to breathe.   I/we wish you well and know you will make it through this difficult time.  After all, you're receiving warning "dreams" from a most likely benevolent source.  Please keep us posted.
 
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 02, 2019, 06:52:20 PM
Solani, P.S.

Your experience with the owl is truly amazing, and no doubt has serious meaning.  Do you feel the owl was mentally sending you the wisdom you might need when you encouinter "the father" you are not to trust?
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 03, 2019, 05:05:34 PM
Another P.S. for Solani:

What is the source of your drinking water?  Do you know if it's fluoridated?  If fluoridated, the fluoride could be interfering with any iodine/iodide your thyroid needs, 
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on December 04, 2019, 10:06:33 PM
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Anyhow… I’ve been having really strange dreams, even stranger than what’s “normal” for me I mean…

Solani,  are you perhaps located in one of the current ascension-energy portals?  As I vaguely remember, one is in Canada.  SW, I think.

Hi Jim,
I'm not sure. Will have to see if I can find it anywhere online. I'm not really located what I'd consider being south but, definitely on the western/ish side of BC about a 6 hour drive down to Vancouver/the US border. Although yeah, I'd have to say, more south than north...

All I know for now, is that my life, emotions, relationships to humans... basically everything is totally out of wack, to the point where I'm seriously starting to question my sanity, or what's left of it, on a more or less daily basis. Now, I know I'm not quite right in the head, compared to "human
norm" but... This is even a big far out of the norm even for me and I'm normally used to seeing, hearing, feeling and sensing much (most) of what others don't...

Add my changing metabolism, how my body/system is behaving, and that on top of my mind rapidly going in so many different directions simultaneously, I'm about ready to have myself committed some days. Am truly grateful that I'm living far away from people, as just going in to town for a quick shop of necessities, doc appointment, lets not even talk about doing a whole day once a month shopping session... Back home again, I'm so tired, drained and over exposed to emotions that aren't mine, that all I want to do is darken my bedroom, pull the covers up over my head and SLEEP, just to turn the world off or, at least my mind for awhile...

Will have to see if I can find some portal connection somewhere...
//Solani

Solani, it is so good to see your post here.
Wishing you all the Best,
Many Blessings,
- Barb T.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on December 04, 2019, 10:09:54 PM
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Anyhow… I’ve been having really strange dreams, even stranger than what’s “normal” for me I mean…

Solani,  are you perhaps located in one of the current ascension-energy portals?  As I vaguely remember, one is in Canada.  SW, I think.

Hi Jim,
I'm not sure. Will have to see if I can find it anywhere online. I'm not really located what I'd consider being south but, definitely on the western/ish side of BC about a 6 hour drive down to Vancouver/the US border. Although yeah, I'd have to say, more south than north...

All I know for now, is that my life, emotions, relationships to humans... basically everything is totally out of wack, to the point where I'm seriously starting to question my sanity, or what's left of it, on a more or less daily basis. Now, I know I'm not quite right in the head, compared to "human
norm" but... This is even a big far out of the norm even for me and I'm normally used to seeing, hearing, feeling and sensing much (most) of what others don't...

Add my changing metabolism, how my body/system is behaving, and that on top of my mind rapidly going in so many different directions simultaneously, I'm about ready to have myself committed some days. Am truly grateful that I'm living far away from people, as just going in to town for a quick shop of necessities, doc appointment, lets not even talk about doing a whole day once a month shopping session... Back home again, I'm so tired, drained and over exposed to emotions that aren't mine, that all I want to do is darken my bedroom, pull the covers up over my head and SLEEP, just to turn the world off or, at least my mind for awhile...

Will have to see if I can find some portal connection somewhere...
//Solani

Hi again, just a quick reply, more to follow, all i want to say is, try hard to find your balance and trust yourself. Try to avoid the shrinks and avoid committing yourself.
Maybe it is a blessing for now you are not near people on a daily basis.
Do all you can to eat well, stay warm, rest more than usual, walk in your area, safe.
Maybe there is something to the ascension portal idea...
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on December 04, 2019, 10:12:37 PM
If you are an Empath, that is not easy... find ways to shut it out if you possibly can...
I have experienced that but to a lesser degree. (I am not saying I am an Empath, son and I have had clairvoyance, clairaudio and connection with spirits who have passed, and possibly people still alive... Both my son and I would tune into conversations, things going on... almost at times like radio playing through our heads. Not sure how but we both managed to tune it out most of the time...
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on December 04, 2019, 10:13:40 PM
Another P.S. for Solani:

What is the source of your drinking water?  Do you know if it's fluoridated?  If fluoridated, the fluoride could be interfering with any iodine/iodide your thyroid needs,

good question... also any possible contamination of water and foods.
Title: Re: My weird world, dreams, missing time and probably way to much..
Post by: Yowbarb on December 04, 2019, 10:40:48 PM
I’m sorry, I have yet again been MIA…  :'( I’ve been in and out of the hospital, running all sorts of blood tests, EEG, EKG... multiple doctors visits etc. Loosing weight way to fast... Not skin and bones yet but, apparently working on it... Heck, even had to go see a shrink…  :o Not my favorite type of human… I already knew most of my marbles were/are scrambled without any hope of de-scrambling them and quite frankly, at this point in my life, I wouldn’t know how to handle an unscrambled brain… We’re kind of used to each other at this stage, my old brain and me… (yeah, tongue in cheek)

Anyhow… I’ve been having really strange dreams, even stranger than what’s “normal” for me I mean…

I wrote about the "dream" I had a few months ago, about the not quite human man that I all of a sudden found myself sitting next to in the front seat of a car which I didn’t recognize or, had any idea how I got into it, as my dream up until the moment I found myself sitting in the car was a totally different dream and not related in any way shape or form. That dream is still with me, to the point where, I don't think there's been one day after that night/dream where I haven't thought about it, at least once a day so... My take is that it is still an ongoing warning...

I THINK I'm finally beginning to understand his bizarre warning “Don’t trust the father” and yes Barb, Ilinda and R.R. know who I'm referring too... *deep sigh* I'm way to old for this sh*t!

Anyhow... As if that wasn't strange enough, I don't know if I'm rapidly loosing my mind or, what's left of it... (what else is new?) or??? About 2 weeks ago I was sitting here in front of my computer, watching a movie that I was hoping would put me to sleep. It was around 1 AM'ish and I figured I'd go to bed and see if I could possibly fall asleep. Sleeping hasn't been something that has been easy these past few months. On the other hand, I've been that way all my life off and on and the same goes for my kids, especially my daughter. I'll usually talk to her for hours on the phone (I'm talking about serious 4 hour long conversations, where the battery in the phone dies and I have to go get the other handset, thankfully I have an unlimited international plan) and around 5AM her time, she'll say that she'd probably better go to bed and get some sleep... Anyhow, I'm getting sidetracked... (my brain is going in so many directions at the same time, I have a hard time keeping up...)

I turned my computer off, walked out to the kitchen, made sure the cats had both water and food and the dogs water bowl was full. Next, bathroom and all that, that entails getting ready for bed and straight from there to my bed. That took at the most 15 minutes from turning the computer off, kitchen, bathroom and back to my bedroom. I sit down on the side of my bed, give my tiny porcelain cat (Bubba) that's sitting on my nightstand a goodnight pat on the head, telling him I miss him and love him, lay down, pull my covers up and turn to switch the light on my nightstand off and glance at the digital clock and it says 5:24AM... That made me get up (jump) out of bed and check the other clocks throughout the house, thinking that one was not quite right... Nope, all of the clocks displayed the same/similar time. I even turned my computer back on to check the time setting on it, thinking that perhaps I.... I dunno...?? No, it also was the same as the rest of the clocks....

I sat back down on the side of my bed and felt totally weirded out... Where did those 4 hours go from being in the kitchen/bathroom, walking the short distance in the hallway to my bedroom and getting into bed?? I don't know and it really bothers me. I know I've been out of body many times previously but, I REMEMBER those or, at least think I remember most of them, this one is just blank... Just 4 hours missing... And yes, I did finally manage to go to sleep and get at least two hours, before I had to get up and take my dog out...

Now to the really freakish thing that happened the day after... I was on the phone talking to my daughter again, we talk on the phone at least 3 - 4 times a week. It's 9 hour time difference between here and Sweden so, it's middle of the day here and evening/night in Sweden. I'm in my bedroom, sitting in front of my computer but sitting sideways with my legs propped up on the foot of the bed. I see out of the corner of my eye movement outside the big windows in the front room. I wasn't looking straight at the windows but whatever moved out there was big enough for me to see in my peripheral vision... I got up to check what it was, since my dog wasn't barking. Normally, she'll bark at everything from low flying satellites to farting squirrels... No, she's just laying on the couch, looking at me as I walk past her on my way to the window...

Looking outside, I see a HUGE Great Gray Owl, sitting perhaps 30 feet from the house on a piece of old plowing equipment. He was just sitting there, looking back at me. All the time I'm talking to my daughter, telling her what I'm seeing outside my front windows, she's online searching for information on what seeing owls symbolize... The owl is just sitting there, sometimes looking straight forward for a few seconds but kept turning his head towards me and it felt as if he was looking me straight in the eyes. This goes on for probably a good 10 minutes and no, he wasn't looking at the ground for a potential mouse meal. He never looked down once. Suddenly he lifts his BIG wings and takes flight and perches on a branch on the crab apple tree right outside of the window that I'm standing in front of looking at him. He's sitting so he is facing the right of me in direction of one of the fields. He does the same thing, keeps turning his head and is looking me straight in the eyes, just a few feet from me. Now, my dog saw him too and started barking her brains out but, he didn't care. He took one look at her and didn't look back at her again, just kept staring at me. Another 5 - 10 minutes later, he lifted off again and flew about 50 feet to where an old tractor is parked next to the shop and landed on the roof of it. He sits there with his back to me but still has his head turned in my direction. Another 10 minutes perhaps he flies off again, this time down to the middle of the field and landed on a fence post. I couldn't see his eyes anymore but, he still kept turning his head back towards me. Dang! those things can totally turn their heads backwards... That in itself looks freaky... Anyhow, he finally took off and flew out of sight and I haven't seen him again.

What really got to me was that, just a few nights before, I had watched the movie "The 4th Kind", about Alien abductions (true story) in Nome Alaska. I watched it because I had watched one of Rex's (Leak Project) YouTube videos, where he was talking about it, as well as another YouTuber, can't remember who it was by but... If you haven't seen it, WATCH IT.... and you'll fully understand why this owl freaked me out. Coincidences??? I don't believe in coincidences... At least not most of the time. I believe in synchronicities... Those have been way more prevalent in my life than coincidences...

\\ Solani



Solani, I hope you won't mind my short replies, responding to different parts of your posts.
Before you mentioned seeing The Fourth Kind, I thought of that.
I feel the Fourth Kind was unecessarily disturbing and some of the content strongly suggests aliens doing violent things... It is sort of an evil movie... I would try to take your attention off of it.
Of course alien civilizations visiting in the past probably did violent acts and it could happen again, (Reference, Marshall's Being) that said, I feel the ones visiting here at the present time are not actually trying to harm us... I honestly do feel if you are chosen to be visited it is because of some excellent physical or mental ability and who knows maybe some of us have a connection genetically to some off world-ers. A lot of Indigos report having possible or definite ET experiences.

I hope this will help you but it has helped me: Allow your self to feel some degree of acceptance, like, "it is out of my hands whatever they will do they will do and I won't remember and I will be all right..." I personally had to tell myself that a few times.

Just a quick aside, a story. Living with my five children on our land up in the woods near Sequim, Washington in the early 1980s. I walked in the twilight by myself from our little trailer up a short hill to our gravel road on our cul de sac. From there a short hike to the neighbor's well, they told me to help myself to water so I did.  Was (not afraid at all). As soon as i got up to the top of the hill on the cul de sac, just a few feet onto the road, I felt a vibration energy surrounding my whole body. There was no possible "normal explanation" for this phenomenon. My exact thought: "It is out of my hands whatever they will do they will do and I won't remember and I will be all right..." Not sure how much time went by it was twilight and it would stay that way awhile up there. Not dark. I was suddenly aware no vibration on me and continuing to walk as if nothing had happened. I have only told a couple people about this. Might have posted it along with a few other stories of mine in the Extraterrestrial Topics. I feel I have been visited a few times. Nothing I can do about it... it seems now I am older and past child bearing age they are not as interested in me, but sometimes I feel they still monitor me...

I hope this helps, just trust, say a little prayer, go back to sleep...

Four of my five children and myself have experienced ET things and shared them among ourselves. Hollywood, WA, and San Diego CA area.
My son and I both have possible "missing time" and both had bright colored lights in our face which woke us up. He was in Hollywood, I was in the Inland empire area about an hour away. Happened to both of us, the lights in the face, within the same 2 week time period.  Well there is more for another post, I may have posted it all in the ET Topics... The main point is, I know is is not easy, but that could be it. I do not think they will harm you, let us hope they might even want to help.

Title: Re: My weird world, dreams, missing time and probably way to much..
Post by: Yowbarb on December 04, 2019, 11:10:25 PM
I’m sorry, I have yet again been MIA…  :'( I’ve been in and out of the hospital, running all sorts of blood tests, EEG, EKG... multiple doctors visits etc. Loosing weight way to fast... Not skin and bones yet but, apparently working on it... Heck, even had to go see a shrink…  :o Not my favorite type of human… I already knew most of my marbles were/are scrambled without any hope of de-scrambling them and quite frankly, at this point in my life, I wouldn’t know how to handle an unscrambled brain… We’re kind of used to each other at this stage, my old brain and me… (yeah, tongue in cheek)

Anyhow… I’ve been having really strange dreams, even stranger than what’s “normal” for me I mean…
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Anyhow... Other than that, I guess I'm still alive and kicking. Not feeling to great but... I know why I'm loosing weight, I can't eat, I don't get hungry. I have no hunger feelings whatsoever and forcing myself to eat, quite frankly repulses me. I do however force myself to eat at least once a day, even if I am fully aware that the amount I'm able to eat, is way to little. My blood tests come back good, apart from the doc telling me that my cholesterol levels were to high and that I needed to cut down on animal fats, milk etc. etc. etc... I asked him, WHAT fat???
He of course prescribed Statins which he told me that I needed to take the rest of my life, or I'd likely have a heart attack and die. I so wanted to tell him that, well, I gotta die from something and I think I'd prefer a heart attack vs. various other ways of dying... However, I didn't argue with him, just took the prescription and kept my mouth shut... Nope, not going to take that poison...  I've bought red rice yeast capsules and extra garlic and we'll see how that works... I have seriously upped my intake of vitamins, minerals and other herbal capsules/tablets, since I am aware that I need to keep those levels up in my system and if I'm not eating...
\\ Solani
Solani, RE some of the symptoms you have described, please consider dropping the red yeast rice. Questions: Are you taking it yet? If so, for how long?)
Just lately I've been researching natural substances which lower cholesterol and bought a formula. I had read that although red yeast rice is listed as a cholesterol lowering food it can have same bad effects as actual statin drugs!! Memory loss and all sorts of physical and mental symptoms and memory loss are possible... So, what I bought has no red yeast rice.
I just now read it can even cause rhabdomyolosis. - Barb T.
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Because red yeast rice extract contains lovastatin, it can cause the same side effects as chemically created statins. These side effects include higher than normal liver function test results and muscle weakness (myopathy). ... It is not recommended to take red yeast rice extract and prescription statins together.

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Side effects of red yeast rice are rare but can include:
Headache.
Stomachache or bloating.
Gas.
Dizziness.
Heartburn.
Muscle aches and weakness. This can lead to a rare but serious condition called rhabdomyolysis. Stop taking red yeast rice immediately and call your doctor.
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Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 07, 2019, 09:55:06 PM
Solani, Thank you so much for your detailed update - It really helps to catch us up with each other.

Thank you, I should have done it much sooner but, it's been way to much going on both within and without. Not sure when it will "go back to normal", whatever normal is... Having a big health scare today. Thought I'd have to call an ambulance, not that one would have been able to get out here due to all the snow that has been dumped on us the past 2 days. Feeling better now this evening but, if nothing else, it gave me a WAKE UP CALL... Will write more about it in PM to you girls.

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From what I've been delving into lately, I'm taking seriously all the claims that time as we know it, or think we know it, is being tampered with.  The Hopi did say things were about to get weird, and to just hold on and ride it out.  Someone on one of the podcasts I listened to this past weekend even made the startling comment that perhaps AI has figured out that our time is being messed with, and may be trying to set things right.  And on that note, am thinking that what happened to Bubba may have been an alternate timeline event that wasn't meant to happen, and perhaps this will be corrected at some point...

Yes, I also feel and have felt for quite a few years now, that our timelines are being messed with big time. Everything feels totally off and doesn't make sense, doesn't feel "right", as if I'm in someone else's timeline and all I want is to get back to my own timeline. This whole crazy world just doesn't feel right or familiar. My daughter Lisah feels the same way and is experiencing things much similar to what I am. Also having more anxiety, feelings of not belonging so, I guess if what we are both feeling is correct, we at least landed in the same timeline. We both remember things the same but, differently than other people do. It's just strange.

Yes, my baby kitten Bubba could very well have been a hick-up in time lines. The grieving I've been doing and feeling for that little ball of fur, just doesn't make sense, considering I'd only had him for about a month and the last week of his life was at the vet clinic. I've grieved for my previous cats as well as my dogs but, the hurt and loss I've been feeling after loosing him, is what I have felt for a few of my previous pets when they've crossed over, when they were old and been with me for many many years.

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I wish I could lose weight as fast as you're doing it, but maybe by an easier path!

I hear you.. I don't mind loosing the weight but... loosing 30+ lbs in less than 3 months is pushing it a bit... Oh well, at least now I know what it will feel like if we're not able to get enough food in us after PX or SHTF... Yeah, bad joke but, never the less true. I at least know now where my body's limit for what it can take and can't take is.... Now, I NEED to do something about it or....

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I hope the shrink is being gentle with your past, as all of your battle scars were hard-won.

Honestly, he was a total a$$hole... Wrong time for me to go see a shrink, Bubba had just died a few days prior, I had just had to have all my upper teeth pulled due to a serious infection and was still hurting from the extractions plus feeling like an old toothless bat... and Dan on top of that.... Not a good time to have a meeting with a shrink, that thought he was king sh*t, knew it all, told me to shut up when I was trying to tell him what was going on in my life and hadn't even taken the time to read through the notes the nurse that I'd spent an hour with before meeting him had taken down... I took his crap for about 2 minutes before my "alter warrior" took over and kept "our" mouth shut, arms crossed over chest, staring him straight in his eyes and waited for him to stop talking. Asked him then very coldly, if I had PERMISSION to speak... Didn't tell him anything when he asked. Just told him to read the notes his intake nurse, or whatever she was called had written down. Something he should have done BEFORE seeing a new patient/client... Did get him to write a note/prescription that I need my dog as an emotional support animal. Something he'd never heard of before... Go figure!? While he was writing it I told him that it needed to state that I have PTSD. He looks up at me and says in a very snooty way, "And WHERE did you get that from?" Just coldly informed him that it could have something to do with being isolated, sexually, physically and mentally abused from infancy up to about 4 and a half yrs. old and further... Something he would have known if he had read the notes the nurse had written while talking to me for the better part of an hour... He didn't say anything after that. Only told me that the secretary would type it out, gave me a prescription for 400mg Sertralin as a daily dose... (NO, I don't eat that sh*t!) Also told me that I needed to make follow up appointment with him for 2 months later. I just took the paperwork and walked out. Told the secretary on my way out that there was no rush writing the note I need for my emotional support dog, I could pick it up next time I was in town and left.... Got a phone call from them a few days later telling me that my doctors note for my dog was ready to be picked up and also got a date for the follow up appointment... I didn't comment on it since I  wanted to have that doctors note for Nova in my hands first. Didn't want to risk not getting it as that is very important for me, if I fly back to Sweden, I need it or, she won't be able to fly with me and I need her too so, I'm not faking it...

Anyhow, a few days before the second appointment I was going to have with this shrink I got a reminder call from his office and I really laid into them in regard to this shrink, his behavior and how badly he'd treated me and told them that there was no way in hell that I'd sit in the same room with him without having a second female in there with me. Told them that I'd been told that t I had the right to have a nurse in the room with me and it was up to them to arrange it.... I hung up... About an hour later I get another call from the shrinks office, this time it was a woman that was higher up the "food chain", wondering what had happened/gone wrong during my session with the shrink... I told her exactly what had happened, how he had treated me and that no way in any scenario would I subject myself to his vile treatment again. Told her that I also have a 4 yr. degree in psychology which is geared mainly towards the long term effects of early childhood abuse and that this doctor must have got his degree from a box of cornflakes... Told her that I knew my rights and that I wouldn't see him again if I didn't have someone else in the room. Not so much for security for myself, more for having a witness to how he behaved. Plus, it would most likely keep me from jumping over the table and ripping his throat out... Last thing I want is to get locked up somewhere.... NOPE.... (didn't say that last part out loud but know myself well enough to know, that if I reach the point of where I feel like a cornered animal, I will react as such) I could hear that she was writing everything down that I was saying and she then gave me the phone number to the women's center in town, so I could call them and one of their staff would come with me. OK, I can do that... Called them and a very sweet woman was appointed to come with me. Sitting talking with her in the waiting room a few minutes before my appointment, she told me that this was not the first time this doctor had complaints... Why am I not surprised? Anyhow, meet the shrink in front of the secretary's desk, he put his hand out to shake mine and I just looked at him and put my hands behind my back.... This meeting was totally different from the first one. His demeanor towards me was totally different and it was almost as if he didn't want to look me in the eyes.... He didn't yell at me or tell me to shut up, he did however tell the woman that was with me to shut up... *sigh* She just squeezed my hand under the table and didn't say anything other than that she was there to help me and also help me explain things... NO, I will NOT be going back...

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My own sense of the owl episode is that, in spite of some horrific things currently being attributed to owls due to Bohemian Grove, I think they are magnificent and holy beings, and that you've been honored with a sacred visitation, and Someone with a capital "S" is letting you know that you are being lovingly watched over.

Yes, I agree. I love owls. They are very powerful animals both spiritually and otherwise. I don't care much for what's being said about them in regard to the Bohemian Grove etc. Same as it  doesn't change how I view many of our ancient symbols, that have now been deemed to be evil, have totally different meaning etc. What people think about things, is not the same way as I think about them and always have. Heck, now-days, you can't take 2 steps into town and around people without feeling that you need to watch your words so you don't step on anyone's toes.... I've never been PC and never will be. If someone wants me to address them by a certain gender, please wear a badge that TELLS me what the hell you are and I'll address you accordingly. If not, I'll take at face value what I think you are... Don't like it? Your problem, not mine. If it walks like a duck, quacks like a duck, it's most likely a freakin duck! If not, make sure you have a label/note on you somewhere that says what you are... Yes, that's something that really irritates me and something I feel has been blown way out of proportion...

But yes, back to owls... LOL I do believe that I was being sent a message somehow. Perhaps I just couldn't hear it because I was on the phone with my daughter the whole time and I was distracted?? It was just freaky since I'd recently watched the movie "The Forth Kind", where owls were what all of the abductees had seen prior and after they'd been abducted. Add to that the missing 4 hours I had... Coincidence? perhaps but.... how often do you have a big wild owl just sitting a few feet away from you, staring you straight in the eyes through the window, that doesn't even budge when Nova saw it and was jumping and barking her brains out? Not very often in my experience...

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Would love to know if you ever come to a firm conclusion about the "father" character in your dream...hopefully you're just picking up on one of his alternate timelines!

Yup, same here. I really want to know what he meant but... However, I have seen him one more time after "the car" incident and this time I was awake. It was seconds after I had crossed over my old friends wife. The man that I was caregiver for here in the house before he went to live in a care facility. His wife was still here... I'd known the whole time I was taking care of him that she was here and would talk to her much the same as I would do with Dan's first wife up at his farm. After I'd moved in here, can't remember how long I'd been living here but it was after the "car dream". I sat in her hubby's old recliner and was talking with her. Not just in thought but out loud. Heck, not like anyone is out here that can hear or care about if I'm talking to myself... lol I asked her why she was still here and hadn't crossed over to be with her loved ones. She told me that she'd stayed to keep an eye on her husband. I asked her why she didn't go with him when he went to the care home and she replied that she didn't know how to go about that. I told her that I could try to help her if she wanted to join him but also asked her to consider her own happiness and that she had family on the other side that were waiting and longing for her. She made a slight joke about me wanting to get rid of her and I just smiled and told her that no, I don't want to get rid of you, you're more than welcome to stay, this is your home not mine, even if I'm living here for awhile... Told her it was her choice and that I could open a portal and we could see who came through and if she wanted to go with them, it was her choice. So, I did it "by the book" this time around and "created/envisioned" the whole glittering white staircase coming down through the ceiling and it took on a "life of it's own" after that. 3 light beings came down the stairs, not what I'd call angels since I didn't see any wings, just white and shiny. Behind them a man and a woman came halfway down the stairs and I understood, they were her parents. She ran quickly up the stairs to meet them and didn't even look back, just walked on up with them. Next thing that happened right after she had left, was that 2 light beings started walking down the stairs and towards me where I was sitting in the recliner, tears streaming down my cheeks. When they'd reached the floor, the "man" from the car "materialized" in front of them and walked up to me. He didn't say or think a word to me, just leaned forward and kissed my forehead. 2 of the light beings did the same. Not a word, just a slight smile and a kiss on the forehead... Then poof, gone. I know they weren't here on the physical plane and that what I was seeing was being seen by my inner sight but still very real since I have no control over what I'm seeing or can "direct the inner movie" in any way, I have no idea who this "man" is but, I don't feel that he means me any harm. I just wish he wouldn't be so darn cryptic! Just TELL me... All I hear in response is, you'll know when you need to know.... *grrrr*

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Am also exhausted this time of the year, even with minimal exertion compared with tending the microfarm in summer.  Maybe the outdoor animals are teaching us to hibernate like they do?  Sort of like forming our chrysalis and settling in for the big changes ahead...

Well I totally envy you having such a wonderful daughter that you could talk 4 hours on the phone together, and I honor that precious connection at the same time  :)

Yes, Lisah is one of a kind. I have no idea how I would have made it through these past months and even years, if it hadn't been for her...

Much Love  :-*
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on December 08, 2019, 08:57:58 AM
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Also having more anxiety, feelings of not belonging so, I guess if what we are both feeling is correct, we at least landed in the same timeline.

Absolutely.  That's the one most important prayer that I pray every single day, that our family / soul group will not be separated by any artificial or intrusive means.

Our pets do take a piece of us with them when they go, don't they?  My sense is that when we all reach 5D, our furry friends who have passed may begin materializing again, though in a more ascended state than 3D.  In fact, maybe our pets, being so pure and innocent, may actually pass to a higher dimension than 5D?  If they do ascend in tandem with us though, we'll have a good many of them between the two of us when we get there!  :)

A psychologist might readily be discerned as belonging to one of two categories: either a camouflaged narcissist gravitating toward the "helping" professions who needs to be weeded out before doing more harm than good, or a genuine healer who probably is more of a listener than a talker.  The fact that yours talked "at" you rather than "with" you would seem to be indicative of which camp he falls into, if you know what I mean.  Am thinking that you might benefit more from an empath than a psychologist - someone who doesn't seek a fee for services or write a diagnosis onto your permanent file to be uploaded into a shared database.

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this doctor must have got his degree from a box of cornflakes

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now-days, you can't take 2 steps into town and around people without feeling that you need to watch your words so you don't step on anyone's toes....

I can relate to that.  There's a great book about narcissists / psychopaths, who seem to be running around everywhere these days, titled Stop Walking on Eggshells.  I'm not a tarot practitioner, but this glyph has stuck with me and seems applicable to the present era:

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I've never been PC and never will be.

The mark of ascending ones, IMHO.  One has to be able to act a slick role in order to be PC, and Truthers would need to try really, really hard to fake their way through.  A great trait that can get us into a world of trouble!  ::)

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...how often do you have a big wild owl just sitting a few feet away from you, staring you straight in the eyes through the window, that doesn't even budge...

I play that game with my cats all the time - you know, the one in which whoever looks away first is the weakling.  ;)

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He didn't say or think a word to me, just leaned forward and kissed my forehead. 2 of the light beings did the same.

That does seem to cast a whole new light on things...

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I just wish he wouldn't be so darn cryptic! Just TELL me... All I hear in response is, you'll know when you need to know....

Sounds like a plot-twist is afoot... :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 08, 2019, 10:59:51 AM
Solani!!!  It is good to hear from you, even though you have such unusual things to tell us.  And BTW I just discovered your September dream post and cannot believe I missed that one.

Yes, that was a very intense dream/vision. One of the "top 10", that was so clear and obvious that it wasn't "just a dream" and has stuck with me on a daily basis. My regular dreams, even if they are very vivid and in full color, are more what I chalk up to brain static and releasing whatever tensions etc. that's been going on throughout the day or longer. Those dreams don't stay with me for more than a few minutes before they start fading away. The ones I sit up and take serious notice of, are the ones that just don't fit in somehow in whatever else I'm dreaming and they will not fade away but stay with me in full detail. Much the same as if you'd experienced something in real life.

Don't get me wrong, I love my weird and wacky brain static dreams, same with my daughters dreams. We could both put Spielberg to shame when it comes to vivid dreams that would make a box selling movie.

We share many dreams, especially one reoccurring dream where we are walking through a house. A house that doesn't look all that big on the outside but has no limits once you are inside. Rooms that lead to other rooms, crawlspaces that lead to huge almost like ballrooms of old. winding stairways, up and down, crisscross forever changing. Similar to Hogwarts if you get my meaning. It's forever changing. You can open a door, look inside, close the door and open it again and the room inside is different... We both sense that we are looking for something within this house, something important, like a document or manuscript or??? The house is totally void of any other life or spirits, basically no furniture and some parts such as the attic in some rooms the ceiling/roof is falling in. I get the feeling that this is a house that somehow contains our various incarnations throughout time and beyond. Like your inner soul memories made into a house and many many rooms, hallways, crawlspaces. The basement is the only really creepy part of the house. It's dark, dank and musty and feels like you're not alone down there. Been down there a few times but, feel a resistance to venture to deep into it. Could be something letting us know that we need to keep away from that part or, it could be a portal down there to some even deeper levels that we might not be equipped to deal with or, just something not wanting us to find whatever we're looking for... Many options. We've both decided that next time we find ourselves down in the basement, we're not going to back down and turn back, we're going for whatever is down there...


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There is so much to say, but will try to not blab on too long.

Like you, I feel the "dream" of you in the vehicle passenger seat, looking at the unusual "man", and communicating with him, is a message to you about something in the future, including the possible meeting with a group or family type group, one of which may be a father or father figure.  Since you felt no fear, you are right to focus on "not trusting the father", and I'm betting when the right group of people including the "father" appears, or just "the father"  (wayward Catholic preist?) (or someone masquerading as a priest) appears, that you will automatically "know" not to trust "the father".

That's the problem I'm having. The words: "The Father", can be interpreted in so many different ways, depending on who says it and what language and culture they come from. The father can refer to anything from an older man, a man of the cloth, a leader... The list goes on. I know that English isn't this mans original language, both due to his grammar as in "Do not trust the father", as opposed to "Don't trust the father", as well as the word father itself and not a more descriptive word for whoever I am to be wary of. Add to that when he first started talking/thinking to me, it was in a totally different language and he spoke for much longer time than just saying, "do not trust the father". When in "my dream" I told him in English, "I don't understand you", he was quiet for a few seconds, as if he had to think about how to say it in English and I got the much shortened version being only "Do not trust the father".

I wasn't at any point afraid of him or, the 2 other beings that were in the back seat. It's not the first time I've found myself in "strange places among strange looking beings so, it felt natural even if a bit strange, since I've never come across a being that looks quite like he does. I never turned around to look at those that were in the back seat, I just KNEW they were there. They never said or thought a word to me, they were just quiet and motionless the whole time. The vision didn't last for very long. Hard to describe time in a dream/vision but considering the time it would take to say what he said and me being able to catch as much information about my surroundings in the car and what he looked like in detail, it couldn't have lasted for more than a few minutes, 5 at most, unless I'm not supposed to remember parts of it. Regardless, I woke up instantly after he'd given me the warning/dream/vision and didn't go back to whatever I was dreaming prior to finding my butt parked in the front seat of the car. It felt as if we were in a parking lot somewhere. I have no idea what type of car it was, other than that it looked like it would belong in this world, dashboard, seats, steering wheel, windows, two front seats next to each other, could have been a 2 door car or 4 door, since I never looked behind me. I can say for sure that it was not an SUV or larger vehicle as it was to close to the ground and not elevated such as an SUV is etc. I did get the impression that it was an older model car due to that I didn't see any modern electronics or such in it... Oh well...

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Missing time.  It does sound like you have a serious case of missing time.  In September I also experienced missing time, but not four hours.  I was traveling on the highway system, and plan ASAP to revisit the path and see if something looks familiar, and then am planning to be hypnotized to find out what happened during the missing time.  Your description of your missing time suggests you were "transported" somewhere for a while.

Yes, 4 hours feel like a long time to be missing time but, then there have been others that have missed whole days, weeks and more. Add to that, my dog Nova didn't behave in any strange way when I'd "returned" or was walking to my bed from the bathroom. But then, I do shut the door when I'm doing my nightly routine before going to bed, since I don't want the kittens going crazy and knocking my stuff down for the care of these freakin plastic fake teeth... LOL So, Nova would most likely have thought that I was still in the bathroom doing my thing. I have wracked my brain over and over about these 4 hours. I've even thought that maybe I'd gotten caught up in the movies I was watching and not registered how late/early it was but. No, I'm sure it was around 1AM...

Yes, I agree with you, go back and retrace your steps or your driving and see if you recognize anything. It could help with the "off feeling" of knowing that you are missing time. A regression hypnosis could also be helpful and very interesting. I wish I could be hypnotized. Have tried it several times over the years with various therapists, since I want to know more about what happened to me when I was a child. I want to know if my memories are real, or just something that I've brought into being. Even if many relatives that I've managed to find over the years have confirmed much of what I remember... But, no one has been able to put me under. It's as if I have a block or WALL firmly planted within my psyche and it won't let anyone through, even if it would be to hypnotize me for something non essential that happened the day before and I already know about. It just doesn't work. Could be that I don't trust anyone and the walls that are around my inner self I've built but... 

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You probably know how serious lack of sleep can be.  I'm not lecturing you, but from your description, you did go through, maybe still are, a period of near sleeplessness, and that can create havoc in your mind, emotions, and general well being.

Yes, lack of sleep can really mess with your mind and perception of what you feel is real...

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One issue that keeps reariing its head is your thyroid.  Has it been a while since you have had thyroid tests done?  Not just T3, T4, and TSH, but some of those others such as anti-thyroglobulin.  There are several others IIRC, as thyroid testing is getting more complex as there are so many thyroid anomalies these days.  That is one thing I would pursue--get your thyroid health evaluated.

And last but not least, thyroid imbalance and lack of sleep often go together.  How I wish I had time to chat with you on the phone, but am doctoring on a sick animal right now on a daily basis, and barely have time to breathe.   I/we wish you well and know you will make it through this difficult time.  After all, you're receiving warning "dreams" from a most likely benevolent source.  Please keep us posted.

I'll be calling my doctors office first thing in the morning and see if I can get an appointment ASAP. I will let my doctor know that I want a full extensive checkup on my Thyroid. Don't think I've ever had it checked. Not that I know of at least.
Much Love  :-*
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 08, 2019, 11:28:26 AM
Solani, P.S.

Your experience with the owl is truly amazing, and no doubt has serious meaning.  Do you feel the owl was mentally sending you the wisdom you might need when you encouinter "the father" you are not to trust?

Yes, I feel that the Great Gray Owl was definitely sending me some message of sorts. His behavior was so way out of character for what wild owls normally have. I've seen so many of these huge different types of wild owls being up here on the mountain, especially when living on Dan's farm and know that they don't just sit a few feet away from you on a branch outside your window and intently stare you straight in the eyes, even when your dog is jumping on the window and barking at it... He was sitting so close that I could almost see the individual feathers in his white "mustache" below his beak on his throat. He was a magnificent bird!!

I don't know if talking to my daughter on the phone while I was watching him, caused me not to be able to pick up on any messages, being that I was distracted. Not sure if his presence was due to "do not trust the father" or, my missing 4 hours of time. It does give me a feeling of something telling me that, "I am not alone" and I'm hoping that is a good thing and not the other way around. I'm way to tired to fight right now

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Another P.S. for Solani:

What is the source of your drinking water?  Do you know if it's fluoridated?  If fluoridated, the fluoride could be interfering with any iodine/iodide your thyroid needs, 

Drinking and cooking water I haul out here from town, since the tap water here in the house, is not suited for drinking in any way shape or form. Something wrong with the well or, the pipes but, the place is for sale so, they're not interested in doing anything about it. I checked with the people in charge of the town water and they said they do not add any fluoride to the city water. I have checked it myself and can't see any traces of fluoride. I do however have a Berkey filter that I filter all mine and my pets drinking and cooking water regardless and only drink that. I also have a machine that I can distill water in if it would be needed. I bought the Royal Berkey filter this past summer so I could bring it with me when I leave here in whatever 5th wheel I can get my hands on and not have to worry about the safety of drinking water, even if it comes from a lake or stream. I also bought the fluoride filters that I will be using on the road, since most of the time when I refill the water, it will be from these refill and dumping of tanks places.
As far as Iodine, I take sea kelp supplements daily which include the daily dose of Iodine, since I don't use the iodine salt from stores. I only use pink Himalayan salt that I buy from a trusted online source and it has no iodine in it.

Missed answering your wishing to chat on the phone. Yes, I would really have loved being able to talk to all of you girls but really understand how much it goes into working with and saving a sick animal. My love and prayers are with you as well as your sick "baby". Life is so fragile at times but so worth saving.  :-*

Much Love
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on December 08, 2019, 12:06:14 PM
Solani I agree on the owl. to me that is not a bad omen it is likely good...

I got your private messages too and replied.
Sounds like you are on the med a little bit and glad you will be gong to the doc. True, thyroid can cause all kinds of symptoms.

I had posted a couple messages to you a few posts back, first quoting you then my replies after wards. I had a couple questions on whether you are on the red yeast rice or not.
I do (not) recommend it based on all you are going through... red yeast rice can cause same bad effects as statins on (some) people. It's just one piece of the puzzle was wondering about...
Yes the electrolytes a really good idea, in any form you can quickly get as you mentioned. I have done that too.
Well, you are in recovery mode, answer the messages/posts as you feel like it,
Prayers are with you,
Barb T.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 08, 2019, 01:11:52 PM
Hi again, just a quick reply, more to follow, all i want to say is, try hard to find your balance and trust yourself. Try to avoid the shrinks and avoid committing yourself.
Maybe it is a blessing for now you are not near people on a daily basis.
Do all you can to eat well, stay warm, rest more than usual, walk in your area, safe.
Maybe there is something to the ascension portal idea...

Yes, I am most definitely avoiding shrinks as if they have the plague... Especially the one that I had the 2 sessions with. I don't need that additional drama in my life, on top of everything else. And NO, I will not have myself committed. My freedom is one of the most important things in my life. Lock me up somewhere, I become a wild animal in a cage and would loose it completely. On an interesting side note though, it would be sort of interesting seeing them trying to sedate me, since my system is totally different from most others and nothing I've taken so far even remotely calms me down, regardless of if I've taken a way higher dose than I'm suppose to be able to survive..., being that I am among other "different" things in my system, an Ultra Rapid CYP2D6 metabolizer, with multiple extra sets/mutations of genes in my liver, where most medications are broken down into what they are supposed to be and sent out to wherever.

Same as I can't get drunk, my liver cleans it out before I get any "benefit" from it.  Well, not quite true, If I down a whole 37cl bottle of vodka or whatever within 10 to 15 minutes, I'll overpower my liver and I'll get drunk on my butt for about 15 minutes and then I'm sober again. Still have the alcohol content in my blood, so I wouldn't be doing any driving but I don't feel any of the drunken state after the 15 minutes. No, I don't drink alcohol at all anymore, other than what is in the tinctures I make. I'd drink at parties when I was in my crazy teens and figured out then how to go about getting intoxicated. I won many drinking contests when I was in my early teens by being able to drink big burly bikers under the table... LOL They never believed that this  at the time, tiny little wisp of a girl would be able to beat them...

I was taken under the wings/protection of the local bikers in the town I was living in when I was 13-14 yrs. old and up. They made sure I was safe and were more of fathers to me, than any other so called legal father/parent I had and much stricter, until I'd turned 15 and in Sweden you are legally allowed to do quite a lot of things that you're not allowed to do until you're 21 over here. They still kept me safe and everyone from outside that came in to their parties or whatever, knew that I was off limits, unless I agreed to whatever. They taught me much of how to survive among humans and also kept me "safe", while I was going through my 4 yrs. of college/university for my psyche degree...


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Solani, RE some of the symptoms you have described, please consider dropping the red yeast rice. Questions: Are you taking it yet? If so, for how long?)
Just lately I've been researching natural substances which lower cholesterol and bought a formula. I had read that although red yeast rice is listed as a cholesterol lowering food it can have same bad effects as actual statin drugs!! Memory loss and all sorts of physical and mental symptoms and memory loss are possible... So, what I bought has no red yeast rice.
I just now read it can even cause rhabdomyolosis.

Yes, I had been taking the red yeast rice capsules for about 2 weeks but, researching both me and my daughter, found what you had found in regard to side effects of the red yeast rice and found what I feel is better, which is Glycine 100% pure powder Pharmaceutical grade and had been taking that for 2 days before my crash yesterday. Right now, I'm not taking anything, no medications and no vitamins, minerals, herbs and or other supplements. I'm working on getting my system reasonably stable again, before adding various supplements since, I do know that some of those can also interact in a not so good way. As far as Statins go, NO I am not taking those and never will... There are some (quite a few) medications/pharmaceuticals that I totally refuse to take. Statins being one of them, Metformin being another, Chemotherapy yet another and ABSOLUTELY NO vaccinations of any kind, other than perhaps a tetanus shot if needed.

I've only had one vaccination in my life and that was when I was 7 yrs. old and I was going to travel with my adopted parents to Mexico and I needed the vaccination that all babies got at the time, which I hadn't gotten due to my early time in the swamps. The one that left a scar on either their arm or thigh, depending on where they got the vaccination. The old one that they'd scrape the skin of a spot on my thigh, rub something/whatever on it and cover it with a metal cap... That vaccination didn't take and I never got the scar from it even. My system does not react the same as it does in others. Everything that does not belong in my body, my body WILL reject... That goes for everything, including titanium screws when I'd broken my ankle in three places. My body pushed the screws out, so they had to be removed. Same with a stomach operation I'd had when I was in my late 20ies and they'd stapled part of my stomach off with titanium staples as well as put a band around the small pocket that was suppose to be my stomach... It was one of the first gastric banding/weight loss operations that was preformed. I was what you could call a lab rat... Those operations back then didn't work at all. I was granted a new procedure about 15 yrs. ago, which was a gastric bypass and when I woke up after the surgery and the doctor came to talk to me, he told me that if he didn't know that I'd undergone the first surgery, he would never had believed I'd had it done, due to there were NO traces at all of the previous surgery, no titanium staples, no band around the mouth of my stomach etc... Where did they go? I have no clue since they did do a scan of my whole body to see if those things had traveled somewhere and could cause future problems. They were just gone. I cant receive a blood transfusion, without passing out, since my own system/blood sees the new strange blood as an intruder and WW3, 4 and 5 breaks out within me... My immune system reacts violently to other bio matter from other people as well as objects not natural to my system, or, that I'm born with...

Last surgery I had was for a hernia on my lower stomach and I found out afterwards when I went back to the doctor due to that it looked like I had a baseball inside of my skin where he'd done the corrective surgery, that he'd put a "net" over the rupture. That really made me mad, since I had told him that he could NOT put anything not natural to my body in my system. He refused to open it up and remove the net so... I told him fine, I'll do it myself.... He got very upset but, I told him, my body, my choice. And yes, I did remove it and sew it back up again on my own and it healed like it should have from the beginning. Crazy? yeah, perhaps but, when the so called professionals don't listen to you, you do what you have to do.

I don't experience pain the same way as others do. Same with both of my daughters. If we say that we are in pain, they better sit up and take notice, cause that pain is way beyond what any other "normal" person would be able to cope with... One example... I had to have my gallbladder removed and yes, it was because I was in pain. However, doctors didn't believe me, since I wasn't showing the level of pain I "should have had". Didn't matter that I TOLD them that I have a MUCH higher pain threshold than others... Took me about a week to convince them that they REALLY needed to at least go in and check what's wrong with my gallbladder since it IS hurting and it is also a known complication after a gastric bypass surgery... Finally, I guess he got tired of my nagging and agreed to do a laparoscopy incision ans see what the freakin thing looked like. I woke up a few hours later with a huge scar/wound that goes from the middle of my chest, right below my ribs and all the way around to my right side... 
Turns out when he finally was able to see my gallbladder, it was the size of a large grapefruit and about to explode... Thereof the emergency incision from the middle of my chest all the way out to my side... He told me that I'd lost so much blood during the surgery that they had seriously considered giving me blood but, he remembered that I had also told him that I could not receive blood transfusions, due to my own system fighting the new blood. He opted to believe me, since I had been correct in telling him that I didn't experience pain the same way as others...
He also told me that next time I have to go to the hospital and I'm in pain. FAKE IT!! If you don't, no one will believe you that you are in pain because with a gallbladder that swollen, you're suppose to be screaming your head off and not being able to move around, much less walking on your own out to the smoking section...

There are so many other things that are totally different in my system/body like never having had any of the childhood illnesses such as chickenpox, mumps, measles et al. even though my adopted parents would send me down to other kids on the street that had these illnesses. I never got them. Same with the flu. Last time I had the flu was back in 1972 when the Hong Kong flu was making it's rounds and the whole family was laid out... Did experience a drop in my immune system after I'd had a serious infection I'd contracted while in the hospital and was finally admitted when things got real ugly... 2 months in a private room, antibiotics, penicillin, sulfa and various other medications to contra the side effects of those, knocked my immune system out for a few years. (have however been able to build it back up again) Last check up doctor asked me if I was happy it was "over". I said yes, but I miss my strong immune system. He bluntly told me that I should be thankful that I'd had that strong of an immune system because none of the doctors thought I'd be walking out of the hospital...

but... Yeah, it really makes me wonder sometimes if I'm just a fluke of nature, having lived in the swamps for my first 4 and a half years eating everything out there, caused some genetic changes/mutation/back to how our bodies once were, or something else...


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If you are an Empath, that is not easy... find ways to shut it out if you possibly can...
I have experienced that but to a lesser degree. (I am not saying I am an Empath, son and I have had clairvoyance, clairaudio and connection with spirits who have passed, and possibly people still alive... Both my son and I would tune into conversations, things going on... almost at times like radio playing through our heads. Not sure how but we both managed to tune it out most of the time...

Yes, I am an Empath and pick up on emotions from both people, animals and places. Most of the time I'm able to shield myself from it but like when I'm feeling weak like I am now, I can't deal with them for any longer amount of time before I have to go home and try to sleep it off. I never shut it down completely since it is also one of my safe keeping strategies and gives me a heads up when something is not quite right or downright dangerous. I'm always more or less like a cat on a hot tin roof to a certain degree and am used to it. It's just part of who I am. I'm also a sensitive, clairvoyance, audio and have a definite connection to the Spirit world as well as other realms. I can't remember a time when I wasn't like this, I just learned at an early age to keep my mouth shut when I realized that others couldn't see, feel and hear what I could... Not complaining, it's just who I am. Don't really feel that it's a gift, just more like this is who I am, this is natural for me. It's my life.

Much Love  :-*
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 08, 2019, 01:16:19 PM
Solani I agree on the owl. to me that is not a bad omen it is likely good...

I got your private messages too and replied.
Sounds like you are on the med a little bit and glad you will be gong to the doc. True, thyroid can cause all kinds of symptoms.

I had posted a couple messages to you a few posts back, first quoting you then my replies after wards. I had a couple questions on whether you are on the red yeast rice or not.
I do (not) recommend it based on all you are going through... red yeast rice can cause same bad effects as statins on (some) people. It's just one piece of the puzzle was wondering about...
Yes the electrolytes a really good idea, in any form you can quickly get as you mentioned. I have done that too.
Well, you are in recovery mode, answer the messages/posts as you feel like it,
Prayers are with you,
Barb T.

Yep, I just finished and posted a reply, trying to put it all in one LOOOONG post... Sorry about writing such long posts, I just don't know when and how to stop... LOL
Love you
//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on December 09, 2019, 01:57:14 AM
Solani, so glad to see your replies, just woke and saw them. :) I don't mind long replies, I appreciate all you gals, you, Linda and Lori...
I will be back soon,
Barb T.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on December 09, 2019, 06:22:26 PM
I'm always more or less like a cat on a hot tin roof to a certain degree and am used to it. It's just part of who I am. I'm also a sensitive, clairvoyance, audio and have a definite connection to the Spirit world as well as other realms. I can't remember a time when I wasn't like this, I just learned at an early age to keep my mouth shut when I realized that others couldn't see, feel and hear what I could... Not complaining, it's just who I am. Don't really feel that it's a gift, just more like this is who I am, this is natural for me. It's my life.

Much Love  :-*
//Solani[/size]
Your gift will probably save your life at some point.  Maybe more than once.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on December 15, 2019, 09:55:05 AM
Hi again, just a quick reply, more to follow, all i want to say is, try hard to find your balance and trust yourself. Try to avoid the shrinks and avoid committing yourself.
Maybe it is a blessing for now you are not near people on a daily basis.
Do all you can to eat well, stay warm, rest more than usual, walk in your area, safe.
Maybe there is something to the ascension portal idea...

Yes, I am most definitely avoiding shrinks as if they have the plague... Especially the one that I had the 2 sessions with. I don't need that additional drama in my life, on top of everything else. And NO, I will not have myself committed. My freedom is one of the most important things in my life. Lock me up somewhere, I become a wild animal in a cage and would loose it completely. On an interesting side note though, it would be sort of interesting seeing them trying to sedate me, since my system is totally different from most others and nothing I've taken so far even remotely calms me down, regardless of if I've taken a way higher dose than I'm suppose to be able to survive..., being that I am among other "different" things in my system, an Ultra Rapid CYP2D6 metabolizer, with multiple extra sets/mutations of genes in my liver, where most medications are broken down into what they are supposed to be and sent out to wherever.

Same as I can't get drunk, my liver cleans it out before I get any "benefit" from it.  Well, not quite true, If I down a whole 37cl bottle of vodka or whatever within 10 to 15 minutes, I'll overpower my liver and I'll get drunk on my butt for about 15 minutes and then I'm sober again. Still have the alcohol content in my blood, so I wouldn't be doing any driving but I don't feel any of the drunken state after the 15 minutes. No, I don't drink alcohol at all anymore, other than what is in the tinctures I make. I'd drink at parties when I was in my crazy teens and figured out then how to go about getting intoxicated. I won many drinking contests when I was in my early teens by being able to drink big burly bikers under the table... LOL They never believed that this  at the time, tiny little wisp of a girl would be able to beat them...

I was taken under the wings/protection of the local bikers in the town I was living in when I was 13-14 yrs. old and up. They made sure I was safe and were more of fathers to me, than any other so called legal father/parent I had and much stricter, until I'd turned 15 and in Sweden you are legally allowed to do quite a lot of things that you're not allowed to do until you're 21 over here. They still kept me safe and everyone from outside that came in to their parties or whatever, knew that I was off limits, unless I agreed to whatever. They taught me much of how to survive among humans and also kept me "safe", while I was going through my 4 yrs. of college/university for my psyche degree...


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Much Love  :-*
//Solani[/size]

Solani, you are recovering well I hope... Blessings to you...
Wow I am so sorry I had somehow missed this post of yours, on Dec 08. I was recovering from a dental thing and on a pain med but was on here on/off so not sure how I missed it.
These replies will be partial based on parts of your post.
I am glad am relieved you avoid shrinks and the meds etc. very grateful...
That is a really wonderful thing that the bikers took you under their wing. They must have sensed your strength, underneath sensitivity and likely a vulnerability.  That does sound like a good genetic mutation that your liver cleans out like that...
Hoping all is well, answer when it is a good time for you and I will look for replies here.
All The best,
Barb T.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on December 15, 2019, 10:31:11 AM

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(Yowbarb)
Solani, RE some of the symptoms you have described, please consider dropping the red yeast rice. Questions: Are you taking it yet? If so, for how long?)
Just lately I've been researching natural substances which lower cholesterol and bought a formula. I had read that although red yeast rice is listed as a cholesterol lowering food it can have same bad effects as actual statin drugs!! Memory loss and all sorts of physical and mental symptoms and memory loss are possible... So, what I bought has no red yeast rice.
I just now read it can even cause rhabdomyolosis.


(Solani) Yes, I had been taking the red yeast rice capsules for about 2 weeks but, researching both me and my daughter, found what you had found in regard to side effects of the red yeast rice and found what I feel is better, which is Glycine 100% pure powder Pharmaceutical grade and had been taking that for 2 days before my crash yesterday. Right now, I'm not taking anything, no medications and no vitamins, minerals, herbs and or other supplements. I'm working on getting my system reasonably stable again, before adding various supplements since, I do know that some of those can also interact in a not so good way. As far as Statins go, NO I am not taking those and never will... There are some (quite a few) medications/pharmaceuticals that I totally refuse to take. Statins being one of them...
Much Love  :-*
//Solani

Solani I finally get it, since I see your post here, and I am so glad you are no longer taking the red yeast rice. Forgive it, I had asked the same question so often and you had already answered it, here on Dec 08.  :) The bad effects from red yeast rice do not happen to everyone but it can actually cause rhabdomyolysis, as I mentioned and also in some recent messages to you, this condition can cause a cardiac arrest if undiagnosed and untreated.
- Barb T.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on December 15, 2019, 12:48:25 PM
I'm always more or less like a cat on a hot tin roof to a certain degree and am used to it. It's just part of who I am. I'm also a sensitive, clairvoyance, audio and have a definite connection to the Spirit world as well as other realms. I can't remember a time when I wasn't like this, I just learned at an early age to keep my mouth shut when I realized that others couldn't see, feel and hear what I could... Not complaining, it's just who I am. Don't really feel that it's a gift, just more like this is who I am, this is natural for me. It's my life.

Much Love  :-*
//Solani[/size]
Your gift will probably save your life at some point.  Maybe more than once.

Oh yes... It has saved both me and my children on several occasions over the years. If it's one thing I've learned, it's to TRUST my gut instinct every time and not stop to question what I'm feeling...
 :-*
//Solani
Title: My past weeks dreams/visions of a safe community...
Post by: Solani on January 03, 2020, 10:27:28 PM
I've had a recurring dream 3 times during this past week. All three are fairly similar in nature/topic, with small variations as to location but, still more or less the same type of location, such as fauna, mountains, remote etc. These dreams fit in my category of what I deem visions/premonitions, telling me or giving me information on what I need to do. They are also the kind of dreams that don't fade away after I've been awake for awhile, such as the regular cleansing brain static dreams do. They stick with me and I'm often able to remember more of the dream after I've fully woken up, had my coffee or even days later, I'll remember little things that help to clarify what I've initially dreamed/seen.

I have been sleeping more than usual these past few weeks. Chalking it up to my body needing to heal since I had 2 light heart attacks in the morning of Dec. 7th. Was airlifted by medical flight and flown down to St. Paul's hospital in Vancouver, since the small hospital in the town I live closest to, does not have the ability to deal with more serious issues. Spent 5 days in the hospital down south in Vancouver, having a myriad of tests preformed on me, including the doctor going in through my main artery with fiber optics to take pictures of my heart and see if I possibly would need a stent or a more invasive procedure done. Thankfully, I didn't need anything done or put in my heart. There supposedly is no lasting damage to my heart nor any underlying heart condition. Their conclusion is that due to the major long term stress I've been under, plus barely eating for the past 3 months, is the main reason for my heart attacks. Meaning, I need to avoid all forms of stress, both negative and positive for awhile, while my heart is on the mend, as well as EAT... *sigh* I'm still very weak but, all in all, I'm slowly beginning to feel better/stronger, as long as I don't overdo things and stop whatever I'm doing if I feel the least bit discomfort. Taking my dog out through 5 feet of snow, is borderline overdoing it, as it's difficult to walk through 5 feet of snow, (more is on the way) since I'm not allowed to shovel this white cold sh*t... I'm eternally grateful that Nova is an extremely loyal dog and does not try to take off without me and I'm able to have her off leash out here where I'm currently living (under supervision) and let her do "her thing". So, I bundle up in my thick oversized snow bib coveralls, jacket, hat, mittens and knee high winter/snow boots and have a plastic summer chair out in the yard I can sit on while watching her go crazy in the snow... Even if she doesn't wander off more than perhaps 50 feet, she keeps coming back to me in regular intervals to check me out, sniff me all over and then bounce away again when she's made sure I'm OK. I couldn't have asked for a better and more loyal and loving dog/pack/family member.

Anyhow... Back to my dreams. I have been dreaming about acquiring/buying property, that is far off the beaten path. I know it's located down in the States, question is just where??, as I have not been given any name of which State. I've been able to see what the different land areas/properties look like that I've been shown and been able to narrow the location/States down to either northern? New Mexico, Northeastern Arizona, Utah perhaps but?? I do know that there are no volcanoes in sight, since I've been given a strong sense of making sure to stay as far as possible away from them. Mountains yes, VERY high peaks in the far distance, which could be volcanoes but those are far far away and just on the horizon, mainly to the west. I really don't feel like it is in the southern parts of Arizona, as there are very little cactus and not really a desert scenery. Nearby bordering lower mountains have big trees such as mostly from what I've seen are pine trees. Semi prairie looking ground with grass, even if the grass is sparse and doesn't cover all the ground. Mixed sand/dirt/red clay, juniper trees and low growing shrubbery on the flat land but bigger trees such as the pine trees where the elevation turns into higher ground/mountains. I've been shown 3 or 4 locations, all looking very similar with just minor variations. All butt up to higher elevations with sides that were pointed out to me that would be a good location to excavate for living spaces, such as building earth dome homes into the sides, but that also could be dug further in for safer dwellings when needed. I saw several earth dome/earth ship type homes along the ridges of where the elevation started to rise. Saw animals such as cows, goats, sheep, chicken, horses, many big dogs that were both tending the animals as well as guarding them. Saw that several of the excavations in the side of the ridges were for the animals, adjoined with the homes with easy access to and from these shelters for the animals directly from the human dwellings. Also big SOLID doors that could be closed to keep the animals safe if needed. This is just a fraction of what I was shown but much of the rest was more of technical setups such as solar panels, wells, fencing, community structures and much much more. I know that these structures, earth domes/earth ships, animal dugouts etc. are not there right now. It's currently just raw untouched land. These were dreams of the future but, throughout all of the dreams I kept feeling that there was a sense of great haste that was needed, in order to be able to complete this compound? Don't know what else to call it. I saw several family units as well as single adults of all ages and many children and teens. Everyone was working together and the feeling of urgency was overwhelming.

I have over the past week or so been searching online for these raw land parcels and found quite a few that look very similar to what I've seen in my dreams and due to their remote locations, are quite "cheap". Found several that looked similar to what I've seen in my dreams that cost less than $15.000 for around 40 acres. (some much cheaper) Most with very generous payment plans of at the most $1000 down and then monthly payments ranging from $99 to a couple of hundred per month. Many of the land parcels I have seen online have several adjoining parcels that also are for sale. So, there's no real limit to how much land one could buy, that is if you have the finances for it... Me, I can only afford on my own, one of the 40 acre land parcels. I have written to several of the sellers/real estate agents, asking for more information in regard to these remote raw land parcels and received a few replies which sound very positive.

However... I am NOT about to buy anything sight unseen so, I have under these past few days managed to find and purchase a 5th wheel that is in good shape. I already have my big old Ford F350 diesel dually truck to pull it, so my immediate plans are to head south at the latest end of June and drive around to see if I can find one of these properties that I've seen in my dreams. I know that if I were to buy one of these properties, I wouldn't be able to pull off building a safe community on my own so... I'm putting the question out there. Is anyone interested in joining me and building a community where we would all work and share together?? Yes, I realize that much would need to be discussed and agreed upon but, I feel that this is something I'm supposed (being pushed) to do. And quite frankly, I'm sick and tired of working my butt off, building up all the necessary preps for what is to come, just to have to leave and start all over again. I'm getting way to old for that sh*t. I want a safe place where I know I'll be able to stay and gather a group of like minded individuals to SHARE and build a safe community with. I know there will be problems along the way but putting together a counsel of some type, where everyone in that counsel has a say in what goes and what doesn't is my/our goal.

Thoughts, ideas, both positive and perhaps not so positive are welcomed...

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on January 04, 2020, 02:27:17 AM
Solani it is so very wonderful to see you on here again, and thanks for answering my msg right away too.
I am wishing you continued strength, as you follow your own vision and carry out your plans!
Blessings and Protections,
- Barb T.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on January 04, 2020, 03:02:02 AM
I do post some recreational, undeveloped land ads once in awhile...

https://www.landsofamerica.com/Northeast-New-Mexico-Region/undeveloped-land/page-4/

Topic: eBAY Auctions, Land, Domes, Shelters, Construction, Tools & Other Supplies 

https://planetxtownhall.com/index.php/topic,6230.new.html#lastPost

Topic: Find Your Survival Place: Land ads, misc postings

https://planetxtownhall.com/index.php/topic,1102.420.html#lastPost
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on January 04, 2020, 07:01:40 AM
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Solani it is so very wonderful to see you on here again, and thanks for answering my msg right away too.
I am wishing you continued strength, as you follow your own vision and carry out your plans!
Blessings and Protections,
- Barb T.

Ditto!  :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on January 04, 2020, 07:34:52 AM
Solani, It's so good to hear from you again, and what great news that you didn't need any additional cardiac procedures!

Nova is such a gem.  Please give her an extra hug from me  :)

Do you think that your dreams may be leading you to the sacred Four Corners area?  It does have a past history of surviving at least one cataclysm.  As far as AZ is concerned, Flagstaff is a beautiful area, and might fit as the southernmost boundary of your "northern AZ" parameters, with the Sandia mountains in NM being at roughly the same latitude.  We were there in July one year and wishing we had dressed in warmer clothing!

It sounds like a wonderful idea to get away from the cold for a bit and soak up some sun, while you shop around for possible land.  How would you feel about possibly including your daughter in the decision-making process?  From what you've described of her, it sounds as if she could be quite an asset to you, even more than she already is if she were here in person.

Will try to connect with your dream and hold the vision of you all settled into your new property, tending to livestock and your garden  :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on January 04, 2020, 08:31:46 AM
Solani, It's so good to hear from you again, and what great news that you didn't need any additional cardiac procedures!

Nova is such a gem.  Please give her an extra hug from me  :
)


Ditto to all that. :) I got such a vivid image of Nova when you were describing how you take her out into the front yard... her running and playing in snow then coming back to you, to check on you, what a wonderful friend!
- Barb T.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on January 04, 2020, 11:05:51 AM
Solani, thanks for sharing your wonderful and prophetic dreams.  That is so much to assimilate that I'll post later, but in the meantime, thanks and am wishing you well!
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on January 04, 2020, 11:53:54 AM
Solani, the fact of the three nearly-identical, recurring dreams is, as you know, telling, in that your subconscious, or the Field, is sending you some really important information and you're right to focus on the meaning(s) right now.

Maybe your current "rest time" is exactly what you need--while you're resting and not answering the phone much, etc., you can concentrate on the meaning of dreams, plus how and where to begin searching for the place you know is waiting for you.  If I lived near there, I'd meet you just to say "hi" and see if there is anything I could help with, but am hundreds of miles from the American Southwest, which sounds like the area you saw in the dreams.

Thanks for posting and rest up for what lies ahead.
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on January 05, 2020, 01:13:57 PM

Solani, I agree with ilinda, it is so good you are resting... only do or confront as much as is comfortable, here on the town hall... even if you get bombarded with replies or messages, just take it easy. :) 
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on January 05, 2020, 06:56:16 PM
Solani, It's so good to hear from you again, and what great news that you didn't need any additional cardiac procedures!

Nova is such a gem.  Please give her an extra hug from me  :)

Yep, I'm kinda like a "whacka-mole" (however you spell that, my spellchecker totally refused every variation of it so... 'eff it') I stay "hidden/buried" for while, sometimes longer, just to pop up again and again, when I'm least expected... LOL

Yes, Nova IS one of the best four-legged family members of the Canine/Canis Lupus family I've ever had the honor of belonging too. There isn't a day that goes by where she doesn't surprise me in some way, or "other". Mostly positive which I'm grateful for. Not so grateful the night she brought me a half dead and wet mouse while I was in bed... Surprised YES :o I think she learned that from my previous kitten Bubba when we were still living with Dan and she had to be locked up in her crate, next to my bed during the night. She is NEVER locked up now that we've moved... She was always irritated at the mice that would run across the bedroom floor during the night and Bubba, even if he was just a kitten would catch them for her, kill them and plop them on the floor right outside of the door to her crate. Kinda like saying, "Look, I caught it for you"... He never ate them, just played the daylights out of them and then gifted them to Nova. Not sure Nova was all that impressed but, it must have made a lasting impression since she now does that for me.... "Look mommy, I caught it for you". Ehhh... "Thanks sweetheart, now get it the hell away from me!" I'm not afraid of mice, rats, snakes or most other critters, (but a cold, wet, limp and half dead mouse, is just disgusting...) that is as long as they either have no legs or, only at most 4 legs... You'd think growing up in the swamps, I would be "immune" to multi legged creepy-crawlies but.... NOPE... I hate them with a passion!!! Sneaky little buggers! Could be that you can't hear them when they sneak up on you... Or maybe not, cause you CAN hear the BIG hairy spiders and the clicking of their "feet" when they walk across the floor.... *shudders* I seriously think the multi legged critters are the only things in this world that manage to actually scare me! Bring me a ghost, wolf, bear, alligator, snake, whatever any day and depending on what it is, I'll either respectfully back away or, pick it up and talk to it before putting it back down again... Well, I won't pick the ghost up but, you get the idea... Although, they have on occasion followed me home...  ;D Bring me a spider, cockroach or other creeping "monster" and you'll turn me into an instant woman, scrambling for higher ground!  :o Cockroaches I can understand why I hate since, I've been told that when my aunt came out to the swamps ONCE to check on me, she said that you couldn't see the color of the walls in the tiny cubbyhole I slept in, due to all the cockroaches crawling all over them...  :(

Anyhow... Nova is very special in many ways. Considering she is 1/4 Arctic Wolf, she is very mild tempered, even if she does have quite a few of the wolf traits, she doesn't have the "killer instinct". At least not yet... She made me very proud while I was in the hospital when she had to stay at Dan's place. His dog, a red Healer (Roxy) has been beating her up ever since she came to be with me when she was 8 weeks old. To the point where Roxy would seriously try to kill her when she was younger and I'd have to pull Roxy off of Nova. Roxy IS a pain in the ass and she's bitten me me on several occasions as well. That's one dog I wouldn't mind putting a bullet through her head! She has absolutely no manners, (yeah, I know it's not her fault) has not been taught what is allowed and what isn't. She learned some while I was living there but... Don't know how many times I told Dan over the 2 years Nova lived there that, there WILL come a day when Nova will NOT take this crap anymore and she WILL kill your dog... Fell on deaf ears of course, was told that healers are part Dingo and more or less indestructible... As well as that when they are seriously ticked off they shut off and don't feel pain and just go for the kill... Ehhh... OK, if you say so... Just remember, if Nova reaches the point where she's not taking it anymore and she kills her. If you shoot or hurt my dog in any way, I WILL make you regret it in more ways than you can think of...!

So... 2 days after I'd gone to the hospital, Nova, finally now 2 and a half yrs old, reached the point where she said. NO MORE you red b*tch... and she turned the tables on her. I wasn't there to see it but Dan told me over the phone that he had heard them fighting outside and considering he's more or less half deaf, it must have been one helluva fight. since he could hear it. He ran outside in just his bathrobe, slippers and bare legs to find Nova on top of Roxy in the middle of the yard. About 2 feet of snow out there but Mr. barelegged dude had to jump off the porch and run to rescue his dog... This is the part that makes me proud of Nova, even though she was fighting and I think most know that it's never a good idea to try to get in-between a dogfight... She was the only one that had a collar on, so he grabbed it to pull her off of Roxy. Normally in this kind of situation, the dog that you grab WILL turn and bite whoever has grabbed them... Not Nova, she turned her head, saw that is was him, turned and looked down at Roxy one last time and said, "OK, I guess she's learned her lesson now" and she just stopped fighting...

Even if I hate the fact that she had to reach the point where she felt she had no other choice than to fight, as it often causes a dog to choose the option to fight quicker next time, when they've learned that if I fight whatever, I won't have problems with them anymore... I'm proud that she still had a functioning brain, even if she was seriously angry and doing her best to turn Roxy into a pincushion/Raggedy-Ann doll... She instantly stopped fighting/biting when Dan grabbed her collar and turned back into her normal self again... I don't believe it was because she "loves" Dan or even respects him, because she doesn't. She doesn't give a hoot about him, unless he's giving her a treat or, letting her out the door... Then she'll take the treat and leave. Let's just say that Roxy gets out of Nova's way now whenever I've been up at Dan's house, after I came home from the hospital... She won't even go outside at the same time with Nova. I guess even "Dingo's" can learn... Dan's tried to complain that Roxy now has a torn ear, limping on one front leg and is "punctured" all over.... Think he's taken his dog to the vet? Think again... NOPE *big sigh* I found only one bite mark on the back of Nova's neck and it was just a dried scab that fell off when I touched it, telling me that it wasn't a deep bite. (heck, she's got such thick fur that it's near impossible to get down to her skin) Other than that, she was not hurt in any way. Quite interesting to see when we've been up at Dan's and she see's Roxy. One look from Nova is all it takes to send Roxy running into the house and jumping up into her chair and she won't leave that chair until we've left...

But yes, I am angry that it had to reach the point where Nova felt that she was forced to fight and worried what will happen when she meets other dogs. Will have to keep an eye on that! :(

It's not like I haven't seen her angry before. Thinking about the night when the strange SUV/truck drove up my driveway in the middle of the night with it's lights turned off and when it had stopped and you could hear two doors open and close, she went totally ballistic. I've NEVER heard or seen that degree of anger from her before. Most likely, they hadn't either, since those two doors instantly opened and slammed shut again and they backed the heck out of my driveway. I really thought Nova would smash the front room windows to get out and fight them...

I do have to check up on State laws in the US, as I know that there are a few States that don't allow Wolfdog's/hybrids (mostly east coast if I remember correctly) and we'll have to steer clear of those. It's not that I don't trust her, she's like any other dog when she's with me, either loose or on a leash but... I don't want to risk her life due to laws saying that she's not allowed within their State boundaries. For the untrained eye, she looks more or less, exactly like a German Shepard, which is what the rest of her is but, if you know wolves, you can see that she's got wolf in her, especially her golden eyes and the look she can give you... Beautiful but, a clear give away when it comes to her heritage... Also her smaller fully furred ears and shorter nose, same as if she shows her belly and you can see that she doesn't have the bare hairless belly most dogs have. She is fully furred from nose to tail all over. Will have to take her to a dog trimming place and have her fur thinned out when we reach warmer temperatures, or she most likely will have issues with the heat due to her thick double coat, especially since she is mostly black, except for her legs from her knees down, which have the German Shepard tan color.

Both her and the cats are up to date on all of their shots, rabies included. Have heard that there is a rattlesnake vaccine you can get which probably will be a good idea. Still have to take them in to the vet if they get bit but, it slows the venom down. That is my main worry when it comes to her, since she's not use to snakes that bite. Only snakes we have around here are Garter snakes and even if they try to bite, they don't have any fangs... LOL She's never tried to hurt them when she's come across them, she's just curious and will flip them over with her nose so she can smell them over, before just walking away and leaving them to slither away in a high rate of speed... :P

Yes, I'm also very grateful that I don't have to have any additional cardiac procedures. Even if I'm getting bored out of my mind not being able to do anything other than slowly walk around. I'm also not allowed to drive for another at least 2 weeks, which even if I don't have any plans to drive anywhere, just knowing that I'm not allowed to makes me feel trapped and confined. Heck, I can't even remove the snow from the car, which is ONLY about 5 feet deep... Arrrrg!!!

But, I'm also still very tired and have been trying to catch up on my sleep. Turned the notifications off on my answering machine and turned the ringer off on the phone for a few weeks. When my kids wanted to talk to me, they'd send me a text through messenger on my iPad and I'd call them back. I really needed to just shut the world off for awhile. Did watch some of those that I follow on YouTube, as well as quite a few movies. Mostly old already seen scifi and horror/scary movies... My daughter and I are very much alike when it comes to choice of movies... Even though she hates scifi movies.... We feel that it's interesting to see how someone else's imagination works, when it comes to scary movies. Haven't really found one yet that can match our imaginations... I think Stephen King and Dean R Koontz have come closest. At least the Stephen King movies where he's been able to be a part of the production of the movie... I can fully identify with how that man's brain works or, doesn't... But like most Hollywood people, I can't stand to hear them "talk". I'll pay to watch their movies, other than that, just shut up and go away... Yeah, I know, not very nice but... Lisah and I always discuss how much better and scarier we could have made the movies... LOL I also love, DIY building, crafting, cooking, hunting, preserving food et. al., history, nature and animal documentary's. I've learned a lot of what I do from watching DIY tutorials. I'm the kind of person that if I've seen it done, I can copy it and do it from memory. Give me a blueprint or written instructions, I'll end up going totally loopy and shredding the blueprint/book. I need to be able to visualize what I'm doing and I can't do that from someone else's finished paper blueprint. Show me visually the actual steps I need to do and I'll copy it and most of the time add my own twist on whatever.

Sappy romantic movies? Meh... Comedies? Meh... Drama movies? HELL NO!! I got enough drama in my life without having to watch it...  :-X

Oh well... As usual, this turned into something totally different than I had intended to write... Will get back on track next post... hopefully...  8)

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on January 05, 2020, 08:00:07 PM
Solani, it is really heartwarming to hear from you. sounds like you are following doc's orders and getting stronger. :) Frustrating as that may be. Following orders, that is. :)

I totally enjoyed reading your post!
My favorite parts are the ones about Nova! I had missed it earlier (you must have mentioned you have a part-wolf dog. What a great companion, friend for life.

I am so very grateful Nova was there with you when the truck pulled into your driveway. You had told us about that, must have been one of your messages back in December and it freaked me out...

My wolfie dog "Jaws" used to make us feel totally safe too. My five kids and I from age 12 down to 2 1/2 were living in our little trailer in a fairly isolated area, in the woods near Sequim, WA. Our land. Former hubby brought Jaws home from the dog pound and nothing about him being a wolf dog. After the fact, we figured he was probably part wolf... Come to think of it, I think he did have yellowish eyes. I should remember that better, that was 1982...
Jaws ended up growing bigger than a German Shepherd. He had the normal shepherd coloring, tan grayish...

One of my son Wes' earliest memories was wandering in the woods and Jaws walking beside him. He was a toddler... Jaws suddenly growled, looked down, snatched up a long snake,m bit its head off, sat down and promptly started eating some of it. he also ate moles and other rodents... sometimes we would hear a little yapping sounded like about 5 coyotes or coyote dogs running through our property. Jaws would growl loudly and run off into the woods we heard yapping running off the other direction then silence, then Jaws came home. He was totally the king of the woods... Beat the crap out of the dominant big black lab neighbor's dog. Literally ate his lunch.

He was a handful and I had no clue how to train him and being alone with the five kids - and less than optimum situation at the time, well he went pretty much untrained. He got in trouble chasing cows, horses etc. I naively though he would be content to stay on our 5 acres, but no. But he did stay with us most of the time.

Well, I will reply more soon, so good to see you here,

All The Best and stay safe and well.
Happy New Year,
Barb T.


Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on January 05, 2020, 08:23:58 PM
PS western WA doesn't have poisonous snakes, not native to that area - but it's still really neat, and a memorable incident, wolf-dog Jaws walking by my son and killing a snake which was right near him. :)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Solani on January 06, 2020, 03:08:17 AM
Do you think that your dreams may be leading you to the sacred Four Corners area?  It does have a past history of surviving at least one cataclysm.  As far as AZ is concerned, Flagstaff is a beautiful area, and might fit as the southernmost boundary of your "northern AZ" parameters, with the Sandia mountains in NM being at roughly the same latitude.  We were there in July one year and wishing we had dressed in warmer clothing!

It sounds like a wonderful idea to get away from the cold for a bit and soak up some sun, while you shop around for possible land.  How would you feel about possibly including your daughter in the decision-making process?  From what you've described of her, it sounds as if she could be quite an asset to you, even more than she already is if she were here in person.

Yes, the feeling that the land I've repeatedly been dreaming about, could very well be within the four corners area. It has crossed my mind more than once. I am trying to plan a driving route down from/through the center of the northern States. I don't want to cross the border in Vancouver and drive down through Washington, Oregon and California. Something is putting up a strong "wall" when it comes to even getting close to thinking about driving down the west coast. I just feel deep down inside of me that. NO, don't chance it. OTH, crossing the border mid southern Canada, will take me through Yellowstone but, I don't feel that much resistance to that area, as I do the west coast The feeling is like, if you do that, you're on your own. I could be overreacting and paranoid, due to all the warnings/chatter and the increasing earthquake activity but regardless... I really hate traffic and multi-lane freeways as well and know that crossing down through the middle of the northern states heading south, I'll have much less traffic and more smaller roads to choose from. Also much more to see on the way down south...

YES! I wish from the bottom of my "black heart" that I would be able to get my daughter to come over and join me. There is nothing more that I could wish for but... She doesn't want to, at least not now. She also has 4 cats and I agree with her that with my 2, 6 cats in a 5th wheel would be enough to drive this retired crazy cat-lady totally out of my mind. That is, what's left of it. Add a big dog on top of that, which I've actually been thinking about letting her have a litter of puppies, that is if I can find the right male... A pure breed black, straight backed (working) German Shepard boy, mentally sound and healthy body/bones/hips/joints/bloodline. Would most likely keep a male puppy and have him fixed, so we wouldn't get any "oops" litters in the future. But yes, I dearly wish Lisah would come over and join me. But, she's as stubborn as her mom and says, nope, not right now... I have to respect that, even if I don't like it... She was however more than ready to buy a ticket and jump on the first plane over here when I'd had my heart attacks. I love all my kids but, we share a very special bond being that we're so deeply spiritually connected. I know she's worried about me and even if I try not to tell her everything, she already knows it, same as when something is wrong with her, I just know it without her saying anything. Mike and I used to be that way too, before... I really miss what we once had...

My initial plans on driving down south to "over winter", was boon-docking or dry camping in the national parks and on BLM land where you can stay for free up to 14 days/nights, before having to move on to the next national park or BLM land. That part of my plan hasn't changed as I'll still be doing that. I'm not going to drive non stop all the way down to the southern parts of the US. First off, it's not right towards either Nova or the cats, second, it would drive me out of my mind. (pun intended) I remember all to well when I was driving cross country back and forth in the US when my kids were teens and being that I was the only one of us that had a drivers license, by the time I finally reached my biological mothers house in Oregon, I was so sick of driving, that just looking at the van I'd been driving, literally made me want to scream... But then, the last 2 weeks of driving my money was basically gone and my credit card was overdrawn so, I had no choice other than to just drive, park during the nights in the safety between big rigs at truck-stops and hope the next time I needed to fill up the tank in our van, my card wouldn't get declined. Thankfully back then, not all the stores and gas stations were online and you would use the "sliding machine" with the paper receipt that you signed and got a copy of... We were on the road for 3+ months and the "kids" got to see a lot of beautiful sites. I really wanted to be able to show them those before they were gone... Took awhile to pay off my CC when we got back to Sweden but in hindsight, it was worth it... LOL

So, I'm planning on driving for a day or two until I find a beautiful spot to stay for awhile, rest, check out the park, let Nova go crazy, (on leash) perhaps a few days to a week and then drive again, would give me about a month or so to get down south. I have found a private small RV park with hook ups that will cost me around $350 per month, that is right smack in the middle of where I feel I might be able to find what I'm searching for. If not, I'll move on, find another small private RV park and continue my search. Regardless, I don't want to just sit parked in an RV park, I want to see and explore everything I can... I'm in contact with a few of the sellers of the land parcels and they've promised to show me what they've got in the area so... Since I was planning anyway to spend the winter down south or in the southern part of the US, this really doesn't change much, other than that I now have another reason to be in the area, other than just spending the winter there. But yes, I do need to have a sort of base where I can drop the 5th wheel and drive around. That will both save on diesel as well as make it easier to drive on back/dirt roads.

I'll be building a "cage" for the cats on half of the back seat in the truck. Litter box on the floor behind the passenger seat and a wire cage with wood frame going all the way from the floor/back seat, up to the roof of the truck with 3 carpeted shelves for the cats to climb and lay on, so they can look out the side window, back window, above the front seat, a soft plush cushion on the seat and a hinged door that I can open to put them in as well as take them out. Also fasten both water and food bowl on the wire siding inside their cage. Nova will have the drivers side of the back seat, as well as the front passenger seat, if she feels like getting up in front with me. All I'll have in the front is a cooler for snacks/soda/water/whatever on the floor of the passenger side. I'll still have enough space for what I need to have in the truck while driving. I also have her harness and straps to fasten her to the seat belt, so she's secure if something would happen or, if I'd have to slam on my breaks. Will have to make multiple stops through out the days we are driving to take her out and let her do her business as well as stretch her legs and hopefully be able to run around for awhile, if we can find some secluded area. She loves going with me in the truck and is seriously upset if not allowed too so... Just hoping she'll still love it once we get to where we're going... ;)

I'm not really looking forward to the long drive all alone but, I'm not worried that I won't be able to manage. I know it will feel strange and most likely quite uncomfortable staying all alone deep in the national parks before I get used to it but... I've also watched the 411 documentary in regard to all the missing people from the national parks... I have Nova and also, first thing I'll do as soon as I legally can, is to buy some "protection". Thankful that I can use my Canadian insurance on both my truck and 5th wheel down in the States, since it is much cheaper than US insurance. Just need to figure out what type of health insurance I should get for myself, if I should buy one in the US or, if I can use a Canadian private health insurance for that too and be able to use it directly and not have to fork out whatever costs and get reimbursed after... I am a US citizen so, I guess I should check into different options from the US. Problem is I don't have an address in the US and, I have no clue about what I'd need and/or options when it comes to buying health insurance in the US... Nada, zilch no clue... Never had to have one since when I was living with Mike in Florida while he was living and working there, I would fly back to Sweden every 6 months, since he worked for an airline, I could fly stand by back and forth on his benefits and my Swedish travel insurance was valid for 6 months so, I never had a reason to look into it. Plus, I never needed to go to the hospital so... The medications I took, I'd buy in Sweden and they'd last me for 6 months...

The insurance I have on both Nova and the cats is an insurance that is based in both Canada and the US and the vet in either country, can get paid directly from the insurance company and I just have to pay the vet the co-payment plus 10% of the total vet cost. It's the same insurance company I had on Bubba... Even if I ended up having to pay almost half of the total vet bill, it was worth it, considering they are the only insurance company I've come across in either Canada or the US that covers EVERYTHING, even hereditary/born with issues and has NO upper limit on what the vet bill costs and also pays for future medical/vet expenses, if the same problem/illness doesn't go away, regardless of how many years. Heck, they were even willing to pay for the flight down to Vancouver to the large vet clinic there, plus the surgery which would have cost A LOT... I didn't even dare ask how much it would have cost but, if 5 days stay at a small vet clinic plus exams cost me $2740.00 total, (before insurance coverage) I can only imagine, or not, what a huge veterinary hospital, surgery, after care and at least a weeks stay would cost... Did I mention that I love that insurance company?? The monthly cost for the cats insurance costs $26 a month per cat and Nova's insurance costs $47 per month. $500 co-pay and 10% on the total bill... I'm really hoping and praying that I won't have to use the insurance's but... I know all to well that when sh*t happens, it REALLY hits the fan!! I hate the idea of having to have a pet/family member you love put down just because whatever procedure is to expensive... And yes, right now, I really can't afford the $100 monthly cost for insurance for the animals but... We have food and a roof over our heads until spring and until I've been able to pay off my credit cards for both the part of Bubba's vet bill I had to pay and my dentist costs/dentures due to the infection I got in my upper teeth/roots, we'll survive. The 5th wheel, I made Dan pay for. Told him that if he did that, I wouldn't demand anything else from him in our divorce. He got off cheap but, I got what I needed so, I'm not going to complain! When spring comes and we have to move out of here, we'll be moving into the 5th wheel. Just not sure where I'll be able to park it yet but, I'll figure it out one way or another. I'm not worried about it. I've got to know most of the people that have farms out here and I'm sure I'd be able to park it somewhere on one of their properties, for a few months...

"Only" things I currently know I have to buy before hitting the road, is new tires for the truck (6 of them, since she's a dually) that's $1200 CAD. A new windshield, $145 CAD. Oil change and filter and a new water pump for the truck. Not sure how much that costs but, I'm pretty sure the tires are what's most expensive. Other than that, I've had the truck in the shop and they've gone through her from nose to tailgate and everything in-between and she's in great condition! I know crap can happen regardless of how good things are/look right now but... that's just life and why I want/need to have both my CC's paid off before I hit the road. Calculating that I'll have both cards down to zero in June, even after I've bought the tires... This is the reason why I only have about $125 every month, to spend on food for both me and the animals. I'm paying down my cards. Plus, I've never been a big spender or felt that I have to buy a lot of things I don't need.. Me, I have my preps I've been putting up over the past 4 yrs. that I'm living off of right now, Got more than enough to last me for a few years at least, so the only "food stuff" I'm buying for myself every month is coffee, milk and sugar, plus leafy greens and Whey powder, that I put in my morning smoothies to assist in healing my heart. Another and actually the main reason why I won't be leaving until beginning or mid June is that it will be 6 months after my heart attacks... I SHOULD be back on my feet by then and in full "fighting mode". Plus by then, I can be sure that all the mountain passes are clear of this white, wet, cold sloppy goop... The 5th wheel I bought is an older model but in great shape, no soft spots, very clean and everything is working as it should (knock on wood). She's 29 feet long and yes, that does worry me a bit... Need to learn how to back up that monstrous thing without jackknifing her or making a total fool out of myself when there's a lot of people around so, I'll be doing a lot of driving night time as soon as the snow clears, learning how to back up in Walmart's empty parking lot at night.  ;D I'm gong to buy these orange traffic cones that I've seen at the Dollar store and place them strategically, back up and try not to smash to many of them... However, I'd rather smash something that costs $1.25, than something much more expensive...

I need to buy a rear camera, so I can see what's behind me when backing up. I already have the front one and the big extended side mirrors needed for pulling a large trailer are already mounted. Have solar panels and all the electrical components I need in order to hook up the house batteries to solar and convert the electric from the batteries to 110 volts. Will be buying 2 more 200 watt solar panels when I can afford it but, will survive on the 400 watts I currently have, as long as I don't try to use to many electric things at the same time. I mainly need the electricity for my computer, blender and coffee maker... I'm definitely NOT even remotely human (can't even fake it) if I don't get my coffee but, if push comes to shove, I can cook the water on the stove and pour it through the filter with the coffee grounds! Not like I haven't done that before. I'm just lazy... I have a friend that knows how to install the solar so, I'll be watching him do it, so that if it breaks or I need to replace whatever, I'll know how to do it... Everything in the 5th wheel runs on propane, except for the fridge/freezer that runs on both propane and/or electricity. Will use electricity if I'm hooked up at a RV park. Same with the AC. I'll only be using that when I'm hooked up to electricity when in the RV park. No way the AC would be able to work on the limited amount of solar I have, same with the microwave... Otherwise, I'll only be using propane for everything. I have tools for the truck/trailer, a 2 ton whatchamacallit that you lift the truck/trailer with if you need to change a tire...Can't remember what they're called... Brain freeze... 2, 30lb propane tanks in the trailer and 2 additional 20 pounders, that I'll tie down in front of the big metal storage box that's between the fifth wheel hitch and the cab. 2, 10 gallon spare tanks for diesel or gas. a gas driven generator, that I should probably only use when there are no other "campers" around, due to that it's not very quiet... Will only be using the generator for emergencies. I have a lot of other things as well. Most likely will have to prioritize and leave what I hope I won't need... Problem is, I'm not sure what I WILL need... Food? I have my jars that I've preserved. Can't bring all of them cause there's no way they'd all fit... LOL Plenty of dry/dehydrated food stuffs, spices etc. etc. Gotta remember, I've been working non stop for 4 yrs. on getting my preps up to speed... We'll do OK. Just hoping that border patrol will let me through with my preserves, it's not like it's raw meat and technically no different from canned goods. I guess it will all depend on the border patrol officer working that day... OH, and yes, I have my Royal Berkey water filter! Fishing rods, hooks, sinkers, just need the worms or whatever bait I can find... LOL I need a small barbecue. Have my large first aid kit with everything from gauze to sutures, not to forget "moonshine" as disinfectant... (camouflaged in a vodka bottle) LOL My trusty old Dutch oven with the lid you can stack hot coals on so you can bake bread etc. in it over a fire... My herb stash... that one might get me in trouble. Oh well, it's not like I can't find and pick new herbs. Everything I own that I won't be able to fit, I'll donate to the second hand store that a friend of mine owns. Not that I have that much but... Will need to buy a extender/repeater and antenna for the computer, as well as for cell phone reception. Will feel weird having a cell phone again, since I've been without for 4 yrs. I need it to be able to get Internet/data for the computer and so that my kids can call me. I've also found a used CB radio, just need to buy an antenna for it. Heck, I've even got snow chains for the truck... REALLY hoping I'll never have to use those. LOL They came with the truck. Other than that, I'll find out while we're driving whatever else we'll need. I'm pretty sure we have the basics.

I will be making a website where I'll be posting our "adventures", as well as showing the different land parcels I come across, so those that would want to, can follow my crazy totally off the wall reality, that is called my life. I have never learned how to edit videos so... there will be tons of "bloopers". I'll just chalk those up to "bonus" material and real life or, rather my life uncut/in the raw/as it is version... 🤣

When it comes to the land I'll be searching for, I do have a few specific "land marks" to go after, such as the far away on the horizon 2 mountains to the west, the mixed vegetation, grasses, Juniper tree's, shrubs, more or less no cactus, NO volcanoes. A mix of dirt, sand and red clay. Higher elevation towards the west. Pine tree's where the elevation becomes higher. That tells me that the elevation I'm looking for is at least a few thousand feet... Yes, I know there will be snow in the winters but, hopefully not quite as much and as cold as here in Canada... Monsoon season? I'll have to make sure I don't end up building in what will turn into a raging river... Really don't need that type of excitement... Same with making sure whatever higher ground is above where I'll be digging in and building my earth-dome/earth-ship home isn't prone to avalanches... That could also be considered to be a bit over the top "interesting". Not that I have anything against excitement but... to much of a good thing is still to much... LOL

There is one parcel of land in Navajo country New Mexico that I'm really feeling drawn to but, I don't know if it's because it's the "right" one, or if it's because the nearest neighbor drills water wells... LOL On another note, quite a few of the land parcels I've seen online are sold along with their mineral rights and a few of them also have old abandoned mines on them, as well as tons of old mining equipment, iron remnants, rusty but I'm betting that the iron in them if melted would be very useful if/when needed... The minerals listed on these properties range from everything to gold, silver, copper, semi precious stones, opal etc. etc... Now that could be interesting, as long as I don't fall down an abandoned mine shaft... I'd prefer not to do that... But, hunting for gold would be fun, same with finding opals, gems as well as exploring abandoned mines could also be fun, as long as it doesn't look like it's about to cave in or, actually caves in when you're deep within the tunnels... Yep, that would fall under the category of WAY to much excitement... On the other hand, those tunnels if still in good shape could be great shelter places or, good to stash extra preps and then cover/hide the entrance... Yes I know... I'm like a kid... and, I'll always be a kid at heart. It's just my body that has the odd idea that it's getting old... Naaa... it's just faking it and trying to p*ss me off! LOL

*sigh*

OK, I'll quit for now...

//Solani
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: R.R. Book on January 06, 2020, 05:00:18 AM
Solani, I'm so glad that your internal guide is directing you away from the West Coast. 

OMG, I can just picture what traveling in a motor vehicle with 6 cats and a dog would be like -  :D

Keeping Mike in prayers too.  Maybe there's a possibility that some ancestral issues could be affecting him, in which case maybe bloodline healing might be beneficial?  Particularly within the male lineage?

When our family travels, we usually limit ourselves to 500 miles per day, which is pushing it, as stops are needed to stretch, eat and enjoy the scenery.  The nicest drive we ever had was limited to 40 mph thru the Shenandoah mountains, and we didn't arrive at our destination until dark, but it was well worth the slower pace, especially getting to see the black bear cubs foraging for berries along the way.  If we had taken a faster route, we would have missed all of that.  I love your idea of taking an entire month to get to your destination!

Am guessing the cats will enjoy your set-up in the back seat, and may regard it as their "kingdom" - LOL!  What an adventure for them, too!  Am guessing that Nova will be fine with the travels, just as long as she's with you.  Her presence would be such good company. 

Maybe you could burn some music disks from the computer to take along, or some recordings of books?  Also, it might be wise to get some actual physical map books, rather than relying upon GPS for the trip, though they're difficult to locate these days.

We don't have vet insurance, but now I'm wondering if we should look into it, with three cats!

I totally love the idea of getting a rear camera for the trailer, and practicing backing it up in an empty parking lot.  For a summer road trip, you could also save some $ by having a knowledgeable friend load your truck's cooling system with some freon-substitute if needed, rather than permitting a mechanic to charge you to leak-test that whole system, which they tend to overcharge for doing.  Am coming to believe that all AC systems leak somewhere, and that you could spend every cent you own trying to keep up with the leaks.  :)

It might also be a good idea to pro-actively replace the battery in the truck if you bought it 2nd hand and don't know the age for certain.  Batteries are cheap compared with roadside service, so we practice changing the batteries of our cars (adult children's included) on a rotating basis once every three years, and never allow a mechanic to "load test" them first, which is a waste of $ because a battery can fail shortly after a load test.  Bigger expenses to consider before a road trip: have the alternator and timing chain been replaced if you've reached the mileage threshold?  Those bills are huge, but for a long road trip might be a consideration.  Otherwise, your plan sounds very well thought-out.

Your parameter of seeking higher elevation to the West would fit warnings to be on the east side of a mountain range.  Am getting a sense that you might be receiving instructions to locate yourself on a reservation, which is possible for non-indigenous folks to do, with permission from the tribe, but you wouldn't be buying the land.  Just think of the power of your shamanic skills coupled with their own - a lot could be accomplished with such a team, and this coming dark hour might be just the time for what could prove to be a fruitful alliance.  What I wouldn't give to be a fly on the wall to witness it... ;)
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: ilinda on January 06, 2020, 08:09:16 PM
Solani, I'm so glad that your internal guide is directing you away from the West Coast....

Your parameter of seeking higher elevation to the West would fit warnings to be on the east side of a mountain range.  Am getting a sense that you might be receiving instructions to locate yourself on a reservation, which is possible for non-indigenous folks to do, with permission from the tribe, but you wouldn't be buying the land.  Just think of the power of your shamanic skills coupled with their own - a lot could be accomplished with such a team, and this coming dark hour might be just the time for what could prove to be a fruitful alliance.  What I wouldn't give to be a fly on the wall to witness it... ;)
Solani, I'm with RR on this re checking out Reservation land, as I've read in the past year of at least one group of Native Americans who are residing "on the Rez"  that they would welcome people who have certain qualities.  IIRC, they were such things as integrity, honesty, industry, sincerity, etc.  Wish I could recall the specific tribe or group name--will think on that. 

Good luck in your travels!
Title: Re: Solani's Topic: My visions, dreams and communications. Input much appreciated.
Post by: Yowbarb on January 08, 2020, 11:44:11 AM
Solani, wow! sounds like a lot of planning, production and progress being made! By you! :)
I am still reading your post and -
Best of Luck in your journey. Safe landing.
Many Blessings to you and your beloved companions,
Barb T.